IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Give you happiness

"You're crazy Lang?.." Septian said a little surprised by the words of Gilang who told of his meeting with Tristan. Gilang did not answer, he just stared blankly ahead.

"You're gonna regret Lang, you know it's the same way you two played Kimy. You sacrificed Kimy lang? You don't love her anymore?.."

Gilang looks rubbed his face "Kimy will be fine with him. That bastard loves Kimy, he wouldn't have possibly hurt her.."

"cc.. Then what if you meet Kimy? Remember that.. Tristan is your brother, you can't avoid meeting Kimy at any time.."

"You don't have to think about that. I just want papa healed, with papa healed mama also surely his condition will be stable." replied Gilang without expression.

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Kimy was still silent, the girl would not eat anything the waiter brought to her room. Kimy's appearance was very chaotic. The girl didn't expect her life to be this messy. His life that had been almost perfect like in the ocean waves, not a little left.

That afternoon Tristan had just arrived at his home. He walked with Dony beside him. Just entering his house, he had received a report from the Maid who took care of Kimy, if the girl did not want to eat at all since coming home from the party yesterday. Hearing the report from the maid Tristan immediately walked into Kimy's room with mixed feelings. On the other hand he was so angry towards the girl, but he also felt pity. I don't know what that guy feels. Kimy's a very difficult girl to submit to him.

Chequelek

Tristan opened the door of Kimy's room and saw the girl sitting on the sofa with her legs raised up, looking at the window. Kimy did not look at her at all, although Tristan was convinced that she heard him open the door.

"Why don't you want to eat?.." The sound of the baritone Tristan filled the room. Kimy didn't budge a bit.

"You didn't hear me?.."

"Kimy you don't test my patience. I can be rude again to you so obey. Eat that food.." Tristan shouted, but Kimy remained silent.

"Kimy, what do you really want? Why are you so stubborn. You want to die? You want to catch up with your mom?.."

Deg

Kimy's heart is like being stabbed by hundreds of sharp objects. He still hoped his mother's accident was just a dream, but the crazy man seemed to remind him again. The girl looked at Tristan. Look at the man with anger.

"Why? you want to kill me too, just like you did with Mommy and Teddy?." replied Kimy no less spicy.

Tristan did not reply, the man's eyes looked bright red. Kimy is like waking up a sleeping tiger. Actually Kimy was afraid to see Tristan's face like that. But the girl could no longer suppress her feelings. Can no longer stem his anger, his emotions, his hatred.

Tristan walked slowly closer to Kimy making Kimy's body tremble slightly. He's afraid you Tristan beat him up again like back then. Tristan bowed his body, confining the girl with his body. Kimy's guts shrieked, he rewinded his body leaning against the sofa he was sitting on.

"Don't force me to be rude, dear." whispered Tristan right in front of Kimy's face. Kimy threw a face not wanting to see Tristan's face which was only a few cents away.

Kimy looked into the man's eyes "Cck..Happy, what kind of happiness do you mean?." replied Kimy underestimating Tristan's words.

"Whatever happiness you want, I will give you.."

"Cckk.." Kimy clucked while laughing undercutting again the man's words "You know what happiness is? Have you ever felt it?." he said to Tristan.

When I see you smile, I think I feel that happiness. Inner Tristan.

"You don't make promises if you don't know what happiness means yourself." Kimy continued.

"Have you never been the least bit happy when you were with me?.." Ask Tristan.

"Heh.. Nonsense.." muttered Kimy.

I'm sure you were happy with me then. I can feel through your eyes. But I have taken away that happiness, let me make amends for my mistake Kimy. Inner Tristan

Maybe at that time I'd been complacent about you Tristan. I thought you had more feelings for me. I thought I could make you change. I guess, I can help you out of the grudges that are lodged in your heart. But I just realized, in your heart there is never love. Your heart is only vengeful, hateful. I don't trust you anymore, Tristan. Inner Kimy speaking.

The two spoke to each other in their hearts with eyes staring at each other intensely. Tristan with

the gaze was loving and expecting forgiveness, whereas Kimy only looked at the man hatefully.

"Don't look at me like that Kimy, you can drive me crazy because of that hateful look of yours.." Tristan said softly by continuing to cut the distance between the two. So close is the distance between the two, even Kimy did not realize that Tristan's lips stayed a moment longer distance with his lips.

"I'm sorry.." Tristan said before her red lips stuck to Kimy's thin lips.

Cup

Kimy pecked with his eyes wide open. The girl was really surprised. Why can Tristan's lips stick to his lips, even though it's common for men to do first, but since he healed just this time they kiss again. And that made Kimy awkward, because of his already different views towards the man. As fast as lightning Kimy pushed Tristan's body, but the man's power was stronger certainly no result. Tristan smacked Kimy's thin lips, playing them so softly. Kimy is still confused as to what to do, he just blinked his eyes many times trying to eliminate his nervousness. Tristan's hands gently caressed Kimy's face, with lips still attached and eyes closed and with the body still bent over the girl's body.

Tristan stops her kiss because she feels no movement from Kimy and the girl does not return her kiss as usual. Tristan opened his eyes, the first one he saw was Kimy's bead looking at him. Kimy kept his eyes open. Tristan's heart was so sore, for some reason. Kimy's cold gaze made him completely insane. Tell me that Tristan is really in love with that girl. She was so injured as the girl in her beloved stared at her coldly, even as they performed intimate scenes.

When Kimy fell in love with her, Tristan was so scared, she tried to keep the girl away from him, to make him hate her, but now it hurts so much to know that Kimy hates her. Shouldn't he be happy because he managed to make the girl continue to hate him, why was it so sick.

Tristan closed his eyes again, actually he was just not strong enough to look into Kimy's cold eyes. I don't know why Tristan's eyes are so hot, like they want to get something out. So the man quickly turned a blind eye again "I'm sorry.." Tristan kissed Kimy's lips immediately again. ********** with a little faster movement than before. This time Tristan kissed kimy in full***, anger, sadness, love mixed into one.

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