IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Proposal

Today I stand in front of a large mirror that displays my beautiful body wrapped in a kebaya that fits my body. I still can't believe this day has come. The day that crazy guy proposed to me. In the hotel room I was waiting for those moments.

"Kimy are you ready?.." Sister lexa's voice broke my daydream. I just answered with a nod.

Sister lexa took me out to the ballroom that had been decorated in such a way. From the corner of my eye, I can catch a lot of cameras there.

"Has he come yet, brother?.."Ask me slowly.

"Yes, and no matter what happens you have to calm down.." I'm a little ambiguous with lexa's words.

Indeed what will happen?

Lexa took me walking past the well-sit invited guests. I didn't notice anyone coming. My eyes are just looking ahead. I don't care who comes to my show either.

But my heart trembled slightly as my gaze began to find a familiar figure sitting there. I slightly sharpened my eyes.

Did I see wrong?

Deg

"Om tedy, Gilang.."

I slowed my steps, my world seemed to stop for a moment.

"Kimy, keep walking. Remember you have to be calm.." whispered lexa slowly making me turn towards him. Lexa just nodded slowly and continued to take me to the altar.

What is this, why Gilang and his papa are here. Is this a surprise, is Gilang going to propose to me. There is a little happiness in my heart.

No. gabe. There's Tristan, that crazy guy over there too. He was waiting for my arrival.

I looked at Gilang questioningly as I passed by him. It looks very calm, his face.

Tell me what happened?

"What a beauty, kimy. Very compatible couple ya.." said one MC disperse my daydream.

Tristan welcomed my hand, as I reached in front of him. He peeked at the back of my hand making everyone there whisper and looked at me with envy. Instantly my gaze looked at Gilang, but Gilang threw away his face. He seems indifferent to me.

Gilang, what's wrong with you? Have you completely forgotten me.

"Well, now that the bride-to-be is here, let's give the opportunity for the bridegroom to convey his intention to come here.." Said one of the female MCs.

"Let's please Mr. Tristan.." said the MC.

I looked at the man standing in front of me. He was very handsome after all. Who is the woman who is not tempted by the good looks of a Tristan.

"thank you. Good afternoon everyone. Sorry I didn't actually prepare the words for this, ehhm.. Om Daniel, I'm Tristan. I came here to bring my family. Maybe our family meeting's a little late. But even so, I would like to introduce my family members before we actually become a family. I want you to be sure that I'm a decent guy for your daughter.." Tristan stopped his words, as he looked at all the people who were looking at him in awe.

"At there.." Tristan pointed to teddy "He is my birth father.." Everyone rumbles with his own voice. They looked at Tristan and the teddy guy sitting in the wheelchair couldn't believe it.

What??? What happened, so the lunatic opened up his identity now. What the real purpose is.

Papi was also very surprised, he could not believe it just like that. But I saw Papi trying to stay calm.

"Please, please calm down, let the bride-to-be finish her words.." Said one of the MCs over there.

"I'm not going to explain anything here. I just want to introduce my family the rest of it is not.." Tristan stopped his words and looked into my eyes.

"Kimy, we've been through some time. We have a lot of things we have been through together. Our introduction didn't go well, you know that, right? It's not easy indeed. But I'm always surprised. All the trouble for me is like it's not what it's about you. It is possible, if you get into great trouble if it is with you. But, isn't everything in this world always with consequences? There is no difficulty standing alone. Difficulties always go with happiness. I, who no longer believed in love, began to find it when I was with you. Forgive what has happened so far, we start from the beginning again our introduction. Honey marry me.."

I was stunned, as soon as my body became a statue. These words, what true came out of his own heart. Is that really what he said? Should I believe. But not the man in front of me is a crazy psychopath who can at the same time change nature. I shook my head a little, imagining that his words were the truth.

"Darling.."

"Miss Kimy ayoo donk answered.." said one of the MCs.

"Yes.. I'm willing.."

The sound of applause from the invitees filled the room. It looks like Tristan is closing in on me and pinning a diamond ring on my sweet finger. Then he kissed my forehead so gently.

"I love you." whispered.

The application event went well. When I finished I left the ballroom to the room that had been prepared by EO followed by Tristan.

"Why did you come here?.."

"Why, won't you accept my proposal. You'll soon be my wife, baby.."

"Tristan's just a proposal not a wedding. This room is reserved for me to rest instead of honeymoon." answered me ketus.

"Fuck all that, I want to spend my time with you from now on.." He answered while resting his body on the bed.

I was silent, free to argue with him I would not win.

"Tristana.."

"Hm.. What dear?.."

"Is there anything I want to ask you?.."

"What is that.." Tristan stood up and walked over to me, I was a little nervous about being stared at by him.

"Why Teddy and.."

"Don't say her name is Kimy, I'd be crazy to hear that.."

"So are you going to explain it to me?.." I pretended not to know when I knew what it had to do with Teddy. I just want to hear it from the guy's mouth.

"Don't you know without my explanation, baby.." Tristan smiled devil at me. I tried to swallow my saliva rough.

Shit, apparently he remembered that I knew his secret.

"Then why are you unlocking the secrets you've been hiding all along. It's impossible without reason, right?.."

"Darling.." Tristan approached me, he stroked my hair gently "I don't want the public to assume that I'm a kara and they think I don't deserve a perfect Kimy. I want to show you that I have a family, too.."

You crazy psychopath, it's impossible just for that trivial reason that he forgot his grudge.

"You did that intentionally? You deliberately made Gilang come to witness this proposal directly?.."

"Kimy I told you not to say his name in front of me.."

"Why? Aren't you family, she's your sister. Inevitably his name will be heard at all times.."

"But not from your mouth you jerk." replied Tristan rudely.

I was a little stuck hearing it. I was silent for a moment. To be honest, I'm still a little scared of Tristan. Every time I hear a little harsh tone coming out of his mouth, I always remember what he did to me first.

"Kimy sorry.."

"Since when have you always apologized to me. It's not like I'm used to you treating me like that.."

"I promise I won't be rude to you anymore, baby.. Ii'm sorry. But please don't provoke my anger.."

Once again I was silent. Indeed I know Tristan has an unstable emotional level like most other people. He could furiously explode instantly and well in an instant. He can also be gentle and rude at the same time. This man could actually be a lunatic under certain circumstances. I began to realize that I could not offend him. I should be able to control him if I want my life to be calm.

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