IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Peace with the past

Kimy, Sarah and Daniel are having breakfast together. "Where is Tristan these two days not staying here baby?" Sarah asked while chewing her food.

"He's busy coming home the night goes on, he doesn't want me to wait for him" indeed lately Tristan is so busy with his office business. She wants to finish all her work before the wedding, so that after marriage can travel the world with Kimy.

"I think he's too hardworking"

"It's not my age, dear" replied Daniel. "Don't you like my hardworking guy?" Daniel glanced one eye at his beautiful wife.

"Of course it's my best husband" she replied, kissing her husband away.

"He's Teddy's photocopier, look at them very similar" Daniel continued. Hearing that Kimy glanced at the two parents.

"Boy knows Teddy and Mama Sinta for a long time?" Daniel nodded at the question.

"Yes we know them from we are still in High School, yes baby" sarah replied. Daniel was still nodding at his wife's words.

"When is Tristan's mother?"

The two Kimy's parents looked at Kimy together "Honey, Kimy we better not discuss this" Daniel said slowly.

"I want to know pi, we didn't discuss it all this time because there's always Tristan here. We don't have a chance to ask each other"

"There's nothing to tell from the woman's past" Sarah interrupted.

Kimy gaped at Sarah's words "The woman is the mother of my future husband mi, I deserve to know"

"Kimy!!" Sarah snapped, as if she didn't like the topic.

"Mommy, do you know what Kimy's been through" Kimy tried to hold her chest tight given everything that happened to her. Why does her mother seem to be hiding something from her.

"Darling, what do you mean?" Daniel asked what Kimy had said.

"Boy listen.."

Dddrrrrtt

Daniel's phone suddenly vibrated indicating someone was calling. "In a moment" Daniel gave Kimy's warning to stop because he was going to pick up the phone.

"Hallo"

"....."

"When, oya"

"....."

Kimy and Sarah are still staring at each other as if talking through the eyes, do not talk to your papa kim.

Mami should be ashamed of Tristan. Inner Kimy.

"Honey, Kimy forgive papi because papi has to leave. There's business in the office, baby. They are all waiting for the papi" he told Kimy feeling guilty.

"Oh yeah baby, mommy's gonna talk to Kimy. Go you are busy dear" answered Sarah as if encouraging her husband to leave.

"Kimy?" Daniel called again his favorite daughter because Kimy did not deny it. Kimy was still looking at his wife.

"Oh yes pi, it's okay to leave" Kimy replied with a smile.

"I'm sorry dear papi" Daniel then kissed Kimy and sarah's cheeks, the man then immediately left the place.

"Mommy's afraid I'm talking to papi?" guess Kimy saw her mama's gelagat.

"What do you mean kim, why should you be afraid. What do you want to talk about with papi"

"Everything, everything. Maybe you will stand stiff if you know, I know more than what you think" replied Kimy paltry and left the dining table. Kimy doesn't know if he should be angry at Sarah or at the fate he's living. Kimy was happy when Sarah was alive, for some time she forgot the mistake of the woman who had given birth to her. But if you know Sarah underestimated Tristan's mother like before, Kimy's blood was boiling. Kimy seemed to not accept, however, her mother also contributed to the problem. Her mother was guilty and it was fatal.

"Wait for Kimy" Sarah ran after her daughter. "What does it mean, say it to mommy" Sarah blocked Kimy's hand.

"Mommy should feel guilty for Tristan"

"Why, what's wrong mom?" Sarah did not understand.

Kimy smiled, that's the real sarah. He never felt himself to have sinned. He always felt perfect in everything. Kimy admitted that her mammary nature was indeed like that."Don't ask Kimy what's wrong, mami knows better" after Kimy brushes sarah's hand and leaves the woman.

Kimy, one day you will thank mommy. Satin sarah after Kimy's departure.

**

"Lang" called Tian again when there was no word from the boss and his best friend was not responded.

"I told you to set it up" replied Gilang relaxed while smoking his cigarette.

Tian was at a loss for words with Gilang's attitude "Until when did you poison your body with it" tian glanced at the cigarette that Gilang had smoked.

"Don't let anyone smoke"

"You didn't"

Gilang stared intently at Septian who always replied to his words "If you're done go"

"You kicked me out?"

"Yes" replied Gilang casually.

"S**l*n" septian gulped down the little remaining drink and prepared to leave Gilang "You've met him?"

"Why do you ask something that already knows the answer" replied Gilang still by smoking the cigarette with his leisure.

"Why are you afraid to meet him?"

Gilang smiled hearing Septian's words "Maybe"

"You're afraid you can't move on"

Gilang threw away his cigarette nipple, staring intently at Septian "Well he's here, you know that." She pointed to her heart "I'm not afraid of myself, I'm just afraid that if she met me, she would just feel guilty. I can't get that kind of look from him. It's just gonna torture me even more."

Septian nodded in understanding what his best friend was feeling. The one who suffers the most according to him. Gilang can't do anything with all those circumstances. Even Gilang who could not accept the defeat had to be willing to release Kimy just because of his papa request to surrender. And now the man punishes everyone. Gilang left everything, his family and everything he owned, he chose himself.

**

"I hear you're bored at home all the time, hmm" Tristan held Kimy on one of her thighs. They were sitting on the couch in Kimy's room.

"Yes I'm bored, I'm bored, I want to go out to meet people"

"Let's go with me"

Kimy snorted dejectedly "You locked me up again Tristan, you know I hate on the bridle"

"I didn't lock you up, baby"

"Then-"

"Until we get married, baby girl"

"When I'm married, I don't want to stay home. I want to socialize with my friends."

"Sure, I won't ban you. I'm just not gonna let you be a model anymore"

"Why?" Kimy asked as Tristan stared at his face without blinking.

"You're beautiful"

"Rice"

"Stale cocks?"

"You're good at seducing" Kimy replied by tracing the man's firm jaw.

"No, just to you, I swear" Tristan pulled Kimy's nape and kissed the woman's red lips.

"Tomorrow we'll have dinner at Teddy's, get ready"

"What?" Kimy was shocked to hear that, he sighed for a while "Honey, are you sure?" Ask Kimy.

Tristan nodded "Yes, don't you want me to make peace with the past"

"Honey" Kimy hugged her lover, Kimy was happy because her man was really following what he wanted. "Thank you, I love you Tristan" he said still hugging the man tightly.

"I love you more Kimy, more than you know" Tristan tightened his embrace.