KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 42

"astaghfirullah, uh my god, O Allah Gusti prince." said Inner Bulik Sri many times after hearing Hanan proposed to Keisya personally.

Earlier Bulik Sri intended to bring fried breadfruit, but when he arrived near the family room television he heard Hanan's voice speak if he wanted to make Keisya as a wife.

Keisya was still fixated and stared in disbelief at Hanan who was looking down with both hands covering his face.

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, Keisya really did not believe Hanan's words. A few moments later Keisya laughed.

"Day gini, prank don't be weird mas hahaha there's just kidding him" said Keisya laughing covered his mouth with his hands

Hanan looked up in disbelief at Keisya's response, which he thought was just playful.

"I'm serious" Hanan said staring fixedly at Keisya

"Hahaha, I'm not kidding, I know I'm still waiting for Reno to come back even though it's impossible hehe" said Keisya plain.

Hanan stared in disbelief, Keisya spoke honestly, if he really still expected Reno who had left him. There was pain in hearing Keisya's speech in the corner of Hanan's heart, but he was forced to keep smiling and look seriously at Keisya.

"I'm serious, since the beginning of Miss came to this village, I've fallen in love with miss, sorry if I was presumptuous, and need miss know my speech is not a game, I'm sorry, I really want to marry the lady" Hanan said seriously making Keisya immediately silent.

Bulik Sri who heard in the family room is still faithfully sitting with both feet in the bend, there is a sense of disbelief mixed with joy and sadness.

What Bulik Sri thought about was the cars lined up in the yard of Gus Rohid's house since this afternoon even he had a glimpse of a young girl with a big hijab getting out of the car with her mother. "Does this have anything to do with the car there huh, is it true that the bird that Gus Hanan really want to be betrothed to the son of kyai Yusuf?" batin Bulik Sri.

"Mas Hanan, I just recovered from the trauma, don't give me the trauma of marriage for the second time, I'm really not ready to get married, even though I couldn't lie to Reno after we split, I still needed time to think about marriage, there were still a lot of things in my life that hadn't been accomplished" said Keisya looking seriously at Hanan.

"Well, excuse me, miss, I was wrong, but may I wish the lady would answer my request? until anytime I will wait for miss" said Hanan pleading to make Keisya go awry.

Keisya was silent for a while while scolding his temple which was not sick.he was really made dazed by Hanan's request.

"Give me one reason why Hanan would make me a wife, because my parents are rich, in rank, in social status or what?" ask Keisya ceplas-ceplos

"Uhibbuki ya ukhti" Hanan said with a serious face.

Not that Keisya didn't know the meaning, but Keisya was completely shocked.

"I knew I had years of mental trauma and I was afraid to interact with others, while I was in the process of wanting to heal, I had to have a problem that bothered me mentally and made me want to end my life many times, did I have an antidote?" keisya asked to provoke Hanan's seriousness

"God's Insha, with the permission and the pleasure of Allah, I can be the antidote" Hanan said

"really? in what way did Hanan prove it?" ask Keisya again

"Tomorrow night I will come to propose directly to the great master" Hanan replied.

Keisya glared at Hanan's words, but he preferred to be quiet because he did not want to offend Hanan.

"Last question, is there another motive that makes Hanan desperate to propose to me personally?" ask Keisya.

Hanan instantly fell silent and lowered his head, guilt lodged in his heart upon hearing Keisya's question.

"Well, I think Hanan need to think clearly first, if indeed Hanan intend to meet my father, please go ahead, but the decision remains with me, and I told you I wasn't ready to get married" Keisya said, but Hanan's words stopped him

"I will wait until anytime, in every prostration of my night, if Allah meridhoi there will be a way, if not I sincerely accept it" Hanan said.

"Better mas go home first, cold head, who knows if there's a leak of gas inside, I'm also hungry to not eat so because Hanan came to bring news such as the Hiroshima Nagasaki bomb, so sorry can I excuse myself to want to ngisi Central Java?" keisya said with his sentimental attitude. Keisya this time really relapsed.😏

"Well miss, then excuse me" said Hanan slightly offended by Keisya's attitude which returned absurd

"Yes please" said Keisya passed leaving Hanan who was just about to stand.

Hanan came out of Bulik Sri's house with a lethargic face and an erratic heart.His eyes stared at the lines of the car in his parents' yard.

He knew very well the cars belonged to whom and where they came from. Since coming Hanan did not show himself and his parents also did not know if it was at home.

Hanan really did not want to repeat Hanif's mistakes in the past, his first brother who married because of forced until finally the wife was sick then died because of pressure with the will of parents and still harbored feelings for other men.

Hanan really did not want to repeat the mistake, but both his parents were especially generally too insistent with the past habits of the old people before them.

"Sorry Ning Syifa, I've proposed to another woman" Inner Hanan.

Although he knew Ning Syifa the gentle and patient woman was also loving, but Hanan also knew that Ning Syifa was also waiting for someone, too, hanan's own friend during the mondok who is currently studying in Egypt.

Hanan did not want to hurt the woman, Hanan also did not want to hurt her best friend who also had long held the intention of Ning Syifa.

Hanan really did not want to repeat the mistakes of Hanif in the past.many times Hanif advised him never to force the will, and dare to speak honestly even though it hurts.

Hanan walked lethargicly away from the court of Bulik Sri's house, many times he also looked back hoping Keisya would ask him to enter again.

Hanan looked straight at the door and set his heart and counted between yes and no.

In the end for the sake of his respect for Ning Syifa's family, Hanan chose to enter through the door of the house no longer hiding through the side door like he did when he arrived this afternoon.

"Assalamualaikum" Hanan said at the door.

"Waalaikumsalam" answered the entire room.

Hanan entered and greeted guests one by one and ended up greeting his parents. at a glance he looked at each other with Ning Syifa whose face looked ordinary even impressed indifferent and bored.

Hanan chose to quietly listen to the conversation of his parents and guests.until one question that was thrown at him made all people speechless.

"Where did Gus, did Gus Hanan accept our intentions as parents?"ask one of Ning Syifa's families.

"I'm sorry before, if any of my words hurt Ning Syifa's family and of course Ning Syifa herself" Hanan said politely.he fell silent a moment ago " I have proposed to someone personally and tomorrow I will meet his parents directly"., said Gus Hanan made the whole room speechless, especially uminya who immediately face sour.

There was a faint smile on Ning Syifa's face hearing Hanan's reply directly. Only Hanan was aware of her.