KINARA (Tresno Soko Kulino)
The S2 Part 81
"Nan, are you sure of your decision to propose to Keisya for the third time?" gus Rohid asked his youngest son who looked troubled these few days.
As a parent, even though the child does not tell a story, Gus Rohid certainly knows if the child is upset.I don't know what makes the child even more silent when the time is approaching.
"Well, what's wrong with trying to get what I want?" asked Hanan without looking.
"What makes you confused? just tell me, let your mother go again" asked Gus Rohid
"i don't know how Keisya feels to me anyway, I'm afraid that if he accepts because he's forced, it won't be fair to Keisya, I know Keisya is trying to open up even though he might still be....." hanan's words hang because of the tightness he feels.
"Maybe what nan?"
"Maybe he still loves Reno mas" Hanan said restrained
Gus Rohid was silent, his thoughts floated on his conversation with Kardi last week when Umi Tin was struggling with her illness.
"Keisya is the type of person who is loyal and difficult to move on, he is like his father, indeed my nephew is still waiting for his ex, because Arini himself who told me Gus, if not for every day in the bullies and in the seduction continues the same Arini, the child will never open the heart of any man including Gus Hanan" explained Kardi at the time.
Gus Rohid set his breath many times, it was clear that his heart had been broken all this time about the attitude of Keisya who was like a resigned person even though his heart seemed to refuse.
"Nan, have you prayed istikharah?" ask Gus Rohid
"Every night bah, what I saw in the dream was indeed Keisya silent but his gaze in the other direction" Hanan said
"Yes, do not be forced first, stop your intention to propose to Keisya, mumpung Abah has not spoken too far with his parents, the human heart is only God knows le, Gusti Allah swt who has the right to flip the heart of every servant, do not force your will if God has not meridhoi, try to pray if he is your soul mate, someday there will be a way, you should be more patient and more trying, remember, do not force karep" advises Gus Rohid
"Don't Abah tell me I'm proposing?" ask Hanan
"If you just ask, the answer remains the same Keisya, if later your great master returned to the homeland, he will certainly give news about the decision of Keisya, you who are patient" gus Rohid calms the child
"Yes bah, but how is mother?"
"Don't think about your mother, let it be Abah's business"
"Oh yeah, I just don't want to be angry like you were"
"Have not thought too much, your mother insha Allah is fine, Abah just do not want you to regret it, and before it is too late it is better to say your intention, stay away from it seems better, and, Abah just doesn't want your past to happen to you again, although it may be a different story but still in the end your wife will be hurt later"
"Well, I understand, I'm afraid if it's too pushy, Keisya will feel forced to accept me Bah, just like Kinara used to"
"Don't compare Keisya's life with his brother, they were born from the same womb but have a different life story"
"meaning?"
"Oh yeah?"
"Do you know about their families?"
"More than know nan, but Abah does not have the right to tell about Keisya's life, let Keisya himself who will tell you, he does need a person who is patient and willing to sincerely accept it, but that again, Keisya is a loyal woman, it is not easy for you to conquer her heart" said Gus Rohid laughed discordantly.
"Thank you Bah, I know how to do it, I'll just wait for Keisya's decision"
"It is good that you know what Abah says"
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"Ndin, are you still angry?" asked Reno when driving Puput to the residence of Ms. RT. they are now both in the front yard to see the pet fish of Mr. RT in a small pond
"Mas, what do you really want?" ask Andin annoyed
"Sorry, if my attitude does not make you comfortable" said Reno felt guilty
Andin sighed heavily many times, hearing Reno's sincere and regretful apology made him have to really force to speak.
"I don't know what you want from the beginning, I know you love other women and are still waiting for her to this day, but your sudden attitude of saying that I'm your wife in front of doctor Fritz really makes me like a real woman, even though I was a former night worker, although it does not serve customers, but still the stigma of society to me is still a bad woman.
"Doctor Fritz is the family of my former future fiance, the woman I loved to this day" Reno said, making Andin turn his head and not think out.
"Wasn't it my guess, then you made me a tool to cover up another reality? am I some gold stuff?" ask Andin lirih.
"Sorry ndin, at that time I was really shocked and did not expect to see doctor Fritz, I really do not know what to do, I also feel guilty about you, you, that's why I'm sorry" Reno explained
"Trus you mean, what does marriage mean? cover up your lies again? am I some gold stuff?" andin asked annoyedly and passed away leaving Reno alone near the fish pond.
Andin went home on his motorbike, while Aunt Meri who had heard their quarrel only chose to be silent and stroked the chest.
This adopted child is indeed the type of person who has difficulty controlling his feelings about women. really must be in the first course.inner Aunt Meri.
Reno was silent with guilt in her heart.from the beginning she had indeed missteps, and now had to drag another innocent woman into the game she made.
Reno pulled her hair riled, her desire to keep Andin can be a failure. moreover her mother already knows this problem even though she does not know all the intrigue that occurs in it.
"What should I do? why am I being honest with him about Keisya? arh!!" inner Reno was upset.