Love In Silent's
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Seeing the reaction of miranda who held back her cries until it shook finally Yusuf immediately undo his intention to ask again, he immediately got up from his seat and pulled and held Miranda's hand gently and invited her home.

"has wanted Maghrib, we should just go home !"invite Yusuf, then miranda nodded while wiping her tears that had already come out a little. arriving at home miranda mood instead of improving but instead it was getting grim and her face looked a bit sad, because of feeling guilty spontaneously, Yusuf immediately apologized to Miranda for his words earlier that might be a little offensive to him.

"take ! what's wrong, right ?"

"i'm fine !"

"sorry yes !"

"sorry why ?"

"about what I said !"

"it's not your fault, at that time I was just too carried away, the point is forget it !"

Yusuf began to feel suspicious about the whereabouts of Miranda's husband that he kept hidden from her, but it felt even more awkward because since he met Miranda there was no sign of her husband's whereabouts, no sign of her, even once at one time she entered the miranda house after returning from the ultrasound clinic, when Yusuf tried to find a picture of her husband among several picture frames displayed on the wall or in a display cabinet, but none of the photos showed miranda wedding photos there, which is why Yusuf began to be curious and finally he asked an old woman who lived next door to miranda. when the magrib had not yet reverberated and the sky that had turned into a reddish orange color yusuf stood while looking at his surroundings unintentionally at the back end there was a grandmother who was still chewing or watering

* Shining or watering is chewing on the ingredients such as betel nut, betel leaf, gambier, tobacco, chalk, cloves It feels a little unique, which is rather spicy, shoey, and sweet. the benefits of the host itself are believed to maintain healthy teeth and digestive system.

"assalamualaikum mbah !"

"whalaikumsalam !"

"bah kulo bade taken !"

* sorry, I want to ask

"nggeh !"

*iya

"who knows miranda Mbah ?"

*you know mbak miranda Mbah

"miranda seng lives next door to me iki to you mean !"

* miranda who lives next door to my house this is what you mean

"nggeh mbah !"

* yes mbak

"ono opo kon takon kui boy ?!"

*what's wrong with you asking about the kid

"mboten wonten nopo nopo mbah, kulo mung mung menggerti !"

* nothing, I just want to know

"oh . hahahahahaha !" suddenly the embah even laughed loudly once, until the sound of his laughter had made Yusuf aghast startled instead of playing.

"ono opo to mbah kok even nguyu !" saut yusuf stroked his chest

"i understand that zinc mbok koe takokno is good !" he said while grinning while continuing to rub rub kinang leaves on his teeth.

*I already know what you want to ask a handsome boy

"waste mpun ngertos kulo mean ?"

"emmm .. bojone miranda kan seng ndadekno koe curious press seprene !"

then Joseph immediately mangut mangut mangut and he immediately approached the embah when the embah gave a signal to whisper in the ear.

this time Yusuf was really lucky that his conversation with the embah about miranda had adjusted the feeling of happiness in his little heart, he pum found very astonishing information about the woman he was evaluating, a status that she had been hiding had leaked to the ears of Joseph, a status about her marriage if it turned out that Miranda was a widow because she had divorced her husband, and of course

Yusuf was very happy to hear the news, he intended to immediately express his feelings for Miranda, but suddenly he felt a little taste that stuck in his heart, he said, when Yusuf was about to send a letter to her the feeling of obstruction that at the same time caused pain suddenly appeared only because of the miranda attitude that always hid her marital status with her ex-husband, not infrequently also when they were chatting with Yusuf often saw his face that was always radiant when he talked about all things about his ex-husband, whether Miranda still loved her or maybe she had not been able to erase the memory of her husband, the ballpoint pen she was holding fell when she thought about it, finally, Joseph again felt doubt in his heart to convey this feeling to miranda.

***

the next day his heart did not show itself as usual, but now the clock has shown at 6 am l, usually yusuf must have been standby in front of the miranda house while sitting on his motorcycle. but because Miranda did not care too much he also still went to the market while waiting for transportation by the road, then arrived just ..

"mira's mom !" someone called miranda, and Miranda looked back.

"rini's broom ? what's up mbak ? why run away ?"ask miranda astonishment

"already tired !! here is a letter for you !" said mbak rini while thrusting a white envelope to miranda

"from whom ?"

"from yusuf !!"

"yuf ?"

"yes, huh ever since he moved into my contract, he's always been troubling me and giving me a job like this, just troublesome !"chirps

"where is she really ?"

"i don't know either, this morning he said he wanted to go to semarang ?"

"what are you going to do there ?"

"say the one who wants control ?"

"control ?"

"maybe want to bring his family or customers time!, already yes I go home first !" he said as he passed leaving miranda

"tumben ?" miranda said as she turned the white envelope back, because the time was not for Miranda to just put the letter in her bag and intended to read it when she came home later.

***

about 5 hours already he spent in the market finally all the sold out trades today. when Miranda was packing her goods immediately she touched a paper from inside her bag which was none other than a letter from Yusuf. out of curiosity miranda immediately opened the adhesive envelope and took a piece of paper in it, he said, and the letter is ...

by miranda ..

Before I knew you, I didn't know that the world I lived in was this bright

forgive me for touching you with the breath of this life, with love calling me fearless.

I love it so much, feeling my heart pounding when I'm with you, even in times when I feel so jealous of ordinary moments like this with you.

In the darkness long enough and in the long waiting long enough to find a glimmer of light from this soulmate, then you come and shine on me like the sunshine in the morning that the light feels so warm.

I'm sorry, because now I'm starting to get a little greedy for some reason in this heart I want to live with you and age with you, holding your wrinkled hands and telling you how lucky my life is right now.

joseph.

name: Yusuf Nadhif Ramda

age: 29 years