Love In Silent's
Dreams That Are Real

Right now and until this moment I'm still waiting for news from him, my guts are too cute to call her if a message can represent my shame to ask her news then I will do it even though at this time I feel that I am already like a fool though I know that my message may not get a reply from him, but I am still waiting and hoping that mas hajun will reply to a message from me that I sent hours ago. Amidst the silence of my home atmosphere, I suddenly felt a cold wind suddenly hit my face strong enough to make me instantly wake up from my daydream.

"mira .. !" I heard a discordant voice calling your name, this voice was exactly the same as the one I heard from the bus this afternoon. with a little fear I ventured to walk around the garden of the house to find the source of the sound, until finally unconsciously my footsteps had led me to the end of the park, and a few moments later I found someone sitting alone and looking back at me.

"who's there ?" I said very curious, mixed with fear and also wanted to know I ventured to stay in my current position.

"mira ..!"his voice sounded very clear with a discordant tone, but I was very familiar with whose voice this was, even though I was very hesitant to approach him yet I wanted to know who that figure was.

"come here son !" slowly but surely step by step I ventured and recklessly approached the figure among the bright yellow garden lights.

"do you still remember me son ?"

"i know .. I still remember .. !"

the figure was just silent and motionless, at least from the park bench

"but didn't my grandmother die long ago !" I said scared

"i'm coming .. 'cause I want to see you son !"

at the same time I saw another figure standing in the distance, the figure looks like a married couple with two boys and girls playing happily in the back garden.

"is my garden haunted now ?" I muttered in fear

"look at that one there !" the figure pointed towards the other figure earlier who was in front of him !"

"who are they ?"

"he's your sister .. !"

"what !! it is impossible .. "

"they've all become one and live happily in nature !"

"juna jenni .. I miss them so much !" I said while crying

"mira .. please let us go ! and live happily with your husband .. pray for your grandmother and your parents as well as your two sisters ..!"

"grandmother .. impossible .. !"

"although grandma can no longer accompany you .. be a strong woman mira .. face every problem of your life with a cool head and a calm heart ..!"

"grandmother . "I can only cry and call her name, I can't tell you what when I see my grandmother in front of me, even though I can't see her face clearly and even though she's just a ghost that resembles my grandmother even though I'm going to stay here and be eager to touch her hands.

"grandma don't go grandma .. granny !!!!" yell at

byurr .. instantaneously cold water poured all over my face.

"hah .. grandma !" I shouted in surprise and gasp because my face was covered in cold water.

"what are you doing here ?" ask mas hajun with a cynical look

"mas hajun ?" he immediately entered the house and ignored me who was still in the garden.

"even though it's just a dream why it feels so real !" my words immediately cried when I remembered the event in my dream earlier, if I knew that it was just a dream I would have run and held my grandmother's hand so that she would no longer leave me alone like this. All this time I had not fully let them go, I still do not want if I have to live alone like this, there are times when I often cry when remembering the good times when with my family. I wanted to be able to go back to that time and fix it so that they could live with me until now, but it turns out that my sincerity has made them not calm there. My cry has made them pain and suffering in nature.

"grandmother .. mother .. father .. juna jenni .. rest in peace there .. I will always pray for you all to be quiet in nature !" my word as she sobbed.

***

even though just to set foot into the house I felt very scared, because I was afraid if I cross paths with mas hajun like that, the look on his face really scared me, lucky I've already moved all my belongings to the other rooms on the first floor, so I don't have to worry about being in this house. I don't know why maybe this is just my feeling or indeed the time that goes very slowly as if waiting for the arrival of dawn feels very very very long, tok .. instantly I was immediately flabbergasted from my bed as soon as I heard someone knocking on my door at this late hour of the night, I might immediately get up and open my door.

"secretary of kang ?"

"forgive me for interrupting your sleep !"he said while looking down

"what's the secretary kang !"

"sorry because I had to tell you madam!, may you not be angry !"

"yes tell me, what's really going on !"

"pak hajun ..!"

"my husband why ?"

"pak hajun .. just got home with me from the nightclub !"

"night club ? what's he going to do there ? did he go there with the kang secretary ?"

"no, sir Hajun went there alone madam, I just drove him home because he called me to pick him up !"

"why doesn't he drive his own car ?"

"it seems like Mr Hajun was heavily drunk and finally called me to take his place to drive a car !"

"what !! drunk ?!!" I said very shocked

"pardon me madam .. I can't prevent it when mr hajun wants to go to a nightclub !"

"it's okay, it's not your fault!, thanks for taking my husband home !"

"same as madam !"

"now my husband where is secretary kang ?"

"he's already in her room lady !"

"yes, thank you !"

"same, then excuse me to go home !"

"yes please !"

as soon as the secretary of kang came home I immediately rushed to the upper room to see the current condition of mas hajun, arriving at the door of the room I knocked on the door first. who knew he still had consciousness and could open the door.