Love In Silent's
The Confirmation Meeting

although I was upset, I still tried to understand him, because he was a single man who lived alone in his house and without parents, he said, maybe he came home because there was an urgent interest and then finally he forgot the duty of duty in his office.

"what a hell !" I said with a smile

"oh yeah, that document on the computer you deleted, right ?"

"yes, it is ! is there another ?"

"it looks like it's just that !"

"well then I'll go home now !"

"home ?!!"

"yes, come home, why?, I have nothing to do anymore, right ?!"

"yes, there is no more !"

"yes, then !"

"wait miranda !" dongjun held my hand tightly

dongjun clasped my hand so tightly that I could feel his hand tremble a little, although I was very surprised but I was finally able to release it with a little heart,

"why ?"

"how about we go home together !"

"sorry ?"

"i just want to drive you home in my car !"

"sorry but I seem to be more comfortable when I get home on the bus !"

"at night mira, I'm afraid of what's on the road, you better come home with me !"

"sorry dongjun but I'm more comfortable if I go home alone, after all our goals will be different !"

"but . I don't mind if .."

"excuse me to go home first, because it's late at night I'm afraid I'll miss the last bus !"

hopefully Dongjun is not angry with me, because I refused his invitation to go home together, and hopefully he will understand that I feel uncomfortable when alone with him, I could not explain to him that I was married, while mas hajun himself wanted our marriage status unknown to many people, and he wanted to keep it secret until the time that had not been determined.

***

that night I went home alone again, as usual I would stop at a stop close to our house, then mas hajun would come to pick me up at the stop.

before arriving at my destination stop, I had called mas hajun first to immediately pick me up there, and as soon as I got off the hajun mas stop had arrived and was waiting for my arrival.

"mas !"

"you're finally here !"

"you waited a long time, didn't you ?"

"well, good ! yes, I'm home !"said mas hajun while holding my hand

sometimes I feel happy and confused about this relationship, I am happy because I am now officially the legal wife of a man I love the most, but on the other hand I was also confused by the imbalance of this relationship, there was a big question mark that always crossed my mind, a question that was always in my mind, why he chose to hide our marriage, when in this country there is no prohibition for his citizens who want to get married, and everyone is free to express it.

the look on his face that sometimes smiles at me and sometimes scrunches his eyes at me, I want to know everything behind that view, I want to know all his heart including his love for me, he said, I want to know everything about him.

***

like yesterday at the beginning of office hours I went back to the chairperson and handed over the documents that were to become meeting materials this morning. before knocking on the door I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down, even though today was my last chance, I must not be pessimistic and assume that on this occasion I can not attract his attention with the documents I made.

I knocked on the door and before long there was the voice of the chairwoman who invited me to enter, no need to wait anymore I just go in and immediately put the documents I brought on his desk.

"i guess you'll just give up and let go of your post now !" said chief cha while looking at me with a cynical look.

"sorry sir but I don't intend to give up so easily !"

"good then, is this the document you made ?"

"yes, please take a look, sir !"

sheet by piece, page by page ketus cha checked the contents of the documents I made last night.

"ha ? yes ?"

"excellent, I'm satisfied with the new idea you poured into this document !"

"really sir !"

"yes, and your documents will be submitted to a meeting this morning to our leader Pak Hajun !"

"yes ? with whom, sir ?!" I said surprised

"do you not know ? mr. Hajun is the CEO of our company, he holds the authority of this company, and I just got word that this morning's meeting will be led by him himself !"

"what ?"

"why ? is something wrong ?"

"ah no sir ! nothing is wrong !"

"continue why are you so shocked ?"

"i'm just a little surprised sir!, how about the one who took part in the meeting this morning our team leader only !"

"you mean dongjun ?"

"yes sir !"

"loh can not dong, this document you made, so you must present it !"

"no sir, last night he also helped me make it in the office !"

"oh so, it doesn't matter as long as dongjun is able to master all the contents of this document !" ablaze

"well sir, I'll confirm it again !"

"yes !"

"there's not one more thing I want to say !"

"what else ?!!"

"i want my permission to go home today sir !"

"let's go home ? why are you why ?"

"i had a fever sir this morning, and it feels like if I force it to work today, I'm not strong !"

"just go home there !"

"thank you sir, then excuse me !"

"yes !"

as soon as I got out of the room I ran to Dongjun's desk and talked to him about it.

"what ! I'm the one who has to come forward at the meeting ?"said shock

"yes, I'm sorry dongjun, suddenly I feel unwell this morning, maybe because last night I was working too hard !"

"but mir, that document you made should be you who took part in the meeting this time !"

"yes I know, but it seems like today I can't dongjun !"

"haah .. You have no mir, then when the meeting will start !"

"an hour !"

"one more hour !!!" dongjun was surprised

"sttt don't be hard hard !!"

"how can I master all the contents of that document mira !" whispered dongjun a little bit mad at me

"just relax I have a copy of that document and this is the core idea inside that document !" I said while thrusting some sheets of paper on dongjun who is currently looking at me confusedly.