
A short time did not feel like 5 months had passed just like that, until now it felt like I had gotten used to my situation like this, for some reason since my return that day I no longer wished so much on my own fate, about all my feelings and all my grievances that the stress that sometimes hit my head made me exhausted myself, but all that I have passed without feeling anymore, now I am used to enjoying every storyline of my own life, he said, life that only dwells in the business world as if in a labyrinth that has no way to break.
Until one day I too often find you in my memory, you always appear to make my heart turbulent to meet you, but holding back longs to feel pain in the heart is very torturing to me, if I wanted to meet you for real it would be impossible, then if I didn't have the strength to hold it back again, I would take a break and rearrange the heart he broke, I knew I was the one who started it but I never thought that I would be tormented like this if I stayed away from you, even though it seems little by little I have given up your current relationship, but I could never shirk my own conscience, seeing you happily in love with your new lover I never would. Because staring at your departure I never expected one bit, yes.. True what you said at that time if I was a hypocrite and a loser, even to express the feelings of jealousy that I felt even I was able to convey it to you, putting ego aside from my own feelings is my bad character and now all the memories of you stifle my chest.
No more beautiful, melodious-sounding temples are heard when you seduce me and then calm my soul thirsty for your love.
***
That morning the sky was light blue, the sunshine was warm to shine without a barrier, today's weather is perfect to enjoy because this month Korea has just entered spring, the most season in the future and in waiting for his arrival, where many flower buds blooming and leaves look fresh green, feels very perfect in the eye, can be seen, seen people smiling walking through the crowded streets and not far from the edge of the road Hajun sitting quietly silent while staring at many people passing by in front of him, everyone looks so happy as if spring has brought happiness to everyone and hypnotized with the charm of the beauty of the season, but all of that never happened to hajun in the slightest, for him there is no difference between spring and other seasons, for him the taste and atmosphere of each season may be the same, just the same, even he had hoped if spring soon passed and lasted quickly and then changed with a fairly long winter, yes .. That's what he is now, a person who is cold and does not care about anyone anymore, a change in his attitude that is very drastic makes people around him feel overwhelmed.
Drrt ... Drrttt .. the sound of Hajun's cellphone shakes that never stop sounding from his pants pocket.
"pak hajun !" call someone
"yes ?"hajun said while busy reading the newspaper
"today you have a busy meeting schedule, when you will get to the office if at this hour you are still sitting here !" hajun was immediately surprised to hear this voice, and he finally raised his head.
"you !! Why are you here !" hajun was upset
"sorry because your phone can't be reached so I was forced to track you down and follow you !"
"haah .. What time will the meeting start ?"
"18 minutes from now !"
"yes well !"
And thanks to the efforts and persistence of the secretary kang in persuading, hajun finally joined the office before the meeting began.
Arriving at the office all meeting hours are arranged in such a way by the secretary kang no wonder if he was exhausted due to a super-dense schedule. in one day hajun can attend meetings up to 5 times even sometimes he also participated in soybean because processing and running his business alone.
***
When the hour hand stops right at the number 10 at night hajun can only sigh in relief and loosen the tie that feels very suffocating for hours, finally it has ended all the busyness that is very tiring today, until after Hajun decided to drive his own car and stop at Pojangmacha or more familiarly known as a tent stall, so he decided to drive his own car, if in Indonesia can also be like Angkringan, a place to eat that is usually a tongkrongan of young people in South Korea.
"good night !" greet the shop owner
"ah yes, I ordered kkomjangeo 1, mandu 1, and warm drinks !" hajun
"soju ?"
"no, just coffee !"
A few moments later the order arrived at the table, the smell of food that is still very warm feels stuck to the nose and makes him hungry in an instant but when Hajun was about to eat his food arrived just a small child ran and then hit the rearview mirror of his car until broken, hajun immediately stood up and approached the boy who fell right beside his car.
"adeul-a gwaenchanha ?"hajun said while helping the boy stand up
*You're okay ?
"gwaenchanha !"
"oh . eotoge nae dongsaeng - eul tteol - eotteulyeoss - eo ?" said the boy immediately cried loudly as he grabbed his carry bag
*Oh how is this I dropped my sister
"dongsaeng ?" hajun said frowning, he was a bit confused when he saw the little girl picking up her backpack that fell down while sobbing, arriving both eyes immediately wide when he saw the backpack that turned out to contain a baby.
"yes !! komaya eotteohge ne yeodongsaeng - eul geuleohge seullingbaeg - e neoh-eul su issni !" hajun scolded him
*Hey boy how could you put your baby sister in a carry bag like that !" but unfortunately the boy did not care about his words and still left in his own way.
"yes .. Adeul !!!" hajun shouted to call the child who was running away
"chant how could that boy .. Ah whatever he wants what the boy is, I hope he's okay .. But !" he said worried
And in the end Hajun decided to chase after the boy to make sure they were okay.
"auntie how much is it ?"
"6000 won !"
"here's the money, just take the change !" hajun hastily gesa.
"where did the boy go !?"
and arrived just from the back there was someone running to stumble and fall down.
"hey boy !"shouts hajun
"sorry uncle, I'm sorry I accidentally damaged uncle's car !"
"calm down I didn't mean to scold you !"