Love In Silent's
Loss of Taste
Today the two pairs of eyes are the same as each other is shedding tears, crying for a different regret but both are the same being hurt each other, he said, the rush of rainwater is no longer so felt for dongjun, he said, the pain in his heart had paralyzed his sense of taste so much that he could no longer feel the cold air temperature that felt as if it was piercing all the way to the deepest layers of bones. That night dongjun continued to lash out rapidly dongjun continued to walk with footsteps that stumbled seok while hoping once he got to the hospital his pain would come away from the bottom of his heart and assume everything would return fine as ever.
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Loss of feeling, that's what's happening to our hearts right now, the depletion of a trust slowly pushes that love away from the heart. making a million resentments allowed to rule the mind and eroding every little memory and happiness as he passes with me, I am forced to live my dark life when other joys have come my way, should I blame myself for making my little one feel the shock of my heart right now, join in crying every evening because I see my husband always coming home late at night. anxious about a future that doesn't know where to go.
it rained like yesterday tonight, one thing that has now become a new habit of me who is currently walking back and forth while staring out the window that no one is out there, he said, feeling anxious when she has not yet returned home when the midnight hour has passed, I will not stop looking at him until the person I am waiting for arrives in front of me in good condition. Then I saw a red car stop right in front of the house, when I saw that the person who had just got out of the car was Mas Hajun.
"who is the owner of the red car and where is the black car owned by mas hajun that he used to work !" at first I thought that he was delivered home by a secretary kang like the usual day, but when I immediately rushed to run to open the door for him, immediately, in an instant I was very surprised to see mas hajun was on display by a sexy woman with a red dress and high heels in red also that looks striking, I was stunned for a while and continued to look at the woman's face closely.
"who are you ?" but the woman actually smiled to me while hugging my husband tightly in front of me.
"let me clean it up !" I said as I grabbed the shoulder of mas hajun
"stop !!" mas hajun
"sera .. quickly take me to the room, and don't let this woman come near me .. !" it was like he was drunk
"yes dear !"answerable
"your gold is drunk ?"
"it's none of your business!, quickly take me to Sera's room !"
"mas hajun .. I am your wife .. why do you choose another woman over me !" I said while holding my husband's hand, but what happened to my hand was that he patted so tightly that I felt pain in my wrist.
"quickly take me to my room now !"whining again, now I just know what it feels like to be betrayed by my own partner, what has happened to me is not entirely my fault and what has happened to me is because others want to destroy my happiness by dividing this household, but ... all that is different from the betrayal that he has done openly in front of my eyes, mas hajun has misinterpreted it and he even avenged the calamity that befell me by cheating in front of me directly.
"gold ! mas hajun out mas !" I said while banging on the door of his room.
"you .. You're the mastermind behind all this mess isn't it ?!" my words growled
"wow . wow .. what the hell is this, why have you come to accuse me as well as you do !"
"i already know min sera .. I've even suspected you when we first met at the hotel that time !"
"if so, why !! you want to report me ??"
"so right all this time .. You planned it all and framed me that night !"
"don't like to accuse Miranda, the events of that night were not entirely my plan !"he said a little bit
"what do you mean ?"
"i'll give you a leak as long as you want to divorce Hajun and hand him over to my arms !" whispered min sera in my ear
"aku tidak akan pernah melepaskan suamiku hanya untuk itu, lebih baik sekarang kamu keluar dari rumah ini sekarang !" seketika min sera tertawa mendengar ucapanku sambil menatapku dengan jijik.
"miranda miranda .. it's worth hajun feeling fed up with you huh .. shouldn't the one who should leave here be you ?!" he said he mocked me
"min sera .. !"call mas hajun bouncing
"sorry man's wife, it seems like tonight I have to keep your husband so he stays calm in his sleep .. Good night !" instantly Min sera immediately closed the door of the room just like that while I was still standing right in front of him, immediately the patter of tears fell down my cheeks, I felt that if I was no longer meaningful in his life, I was worthless and memorable in his heart again, so painful that I feel at this time that I am not strong to resist the cry that wants to break even though I can bear to not be heard by min sera or mas hajun.
Why does this situation feel so difficult for me to live, how much I can continue to be injured because because because of his behavior, too much he reciprocated the pain he experienced to me, he said, just because of a little lie that I had to do until finally he could continue to shower me with pain when he saw himself coming home with another woman right in front of me.
accident because of a mere slander that I experienced he never investigated and immediately blamed me without a strong evidence, he said, he lightly came to a conclusion based on a very high sense of ego and then bestowed and vented his frustration on me by making out to other women who he deliberately did in front of me, all that he did was for me to feel and his satisfaction when I saw me miserable, for now I can only surrender to the almighty, he said, I hope with the prayer that I keep saying that God will move a little in his heart to be able to return to me and accept me again as his wife, although I know it feels a little impossible for me to feel the same love that I used to feel when this heart has felt a deep scratch because of the attitude that is currently hurting me.