
repeatedly I think, but in the end I just fight what my heart says and choose to follow the instincts that are in my mind.
"how ? will you accompany me to dinner tonight ?" ask eunmyeong to make sure
"well . I can't promise you that !" I still doubt
"why ?"
"maybe if I feel better, I'll come, but .. "
"no words but, brother must come !"I have not finished talking until eunmyeong actually cut my conversation.
"does it sound like she's a real mom !?" I said in my heart
"then you must take herbal medicine from your mother, so that you can accompany me to dinner later !"
"yes, okay !"I said a little forced
"then tonight we'll meet at the hotel shilla seoul !"
"isn't our goal just dinner ? why do we have to go to a hotel, can we just go to a restaurant ?"
"because it's her favorite place !"
"whose favorite place do you mean ..?"
"i'll wait for 8 o'clock tonight, you should come and not be late !"
I don't know why it feels like I'm a little sorry for taking this decision so rashly.
***
right at 8am I had finished cleaning the house, all the housework I did and then I finished it alone without help from anyone, ranging from washing clothes while sweeping the yard, he said, sweeping and mopping the floor, and the latter washing dishes that already seemed to mount in my kitchen sink tub.
Right at 9 am I went to the clinic and came home at 09:20, because I came in the morning so I didn't have to wait there, and when I was walking towards the house, there was someone who patted me on the shoulder from behind.
"mira !"
"Dongjun!, what are you doing here ?"
"that's exactly what I want to ask you, what are you doing and where are you alone on the road ?"
"ah that's me out of ... "
"so, I saw you just got off the bus and crossed over here, because I happened to be buying coffee so I could see you as you walked from there !"
"oh yeah !"
"how is your health now?, is it better ?"
"yes I'm very healthy now, and tomorrow I'll go to the office !"
"thank God, then !"
how can I meet dongjun on the streets right now, and why should I meet him at a moment like this.
"if you can tell, where are you out of ?" ask dongjun to me
"i'm just walking to the city park !"
"to the city park ? alone ?"
"yes, at the end of this I am very saturated because I just stay at home, so I am a way to just eliminate saturation !"
"oh so apparently, after you came home from here you have a plan ?"
"there, the plan is I'll watch television at home while enjoying some snacks !"
"after that ?"
"sleeping in the afternoon !"
"later tonight there's a plan ?"
"actually what does he want ?!" I murmured in my heart
"there, I'll go with sister .. i" again I almost call sister-in-law in front of dongjun
"sister?, haven't you been living alone all this time ?"
"oh so .. so tonight's the plan ?"
"i'll go take my sister to the airport tonight !"
"when I want to visit your house tonight !"
"to my house ?"I was so surprised
"yes "
"want what ?"
"i can't go to your house ?!"
"bo.can of course you can, but my house is very small and also a little dirty, you will definitely not feel at home if you go to my house !"
"i'll still love it because it's your house !"
"in my house too many cockroaches !"
"cockroach ?!!!" dongjun's face seemed a little panicked
"yes, a cockroach that can fly and perch on your body !"
"ahaha really !!?"
"yes I'm serious !"
"maybe next time, I'll play at your house !"
"loh why ? though you were very excited to visit my house !" I said a little bit of a tease
"eee.. I happen to have an appointment tonight with a co-worker, so I'd better decide the next day to visit your house !"
"yes well !"
"oh looks like my order coffee is ready, I'll take the order first !"
"then I want to go home now !"
"do you want to go home !?"
"yes, because walking the street in the park is enough to make me a little tired !"
"oh yeah well, you better go home and get some rest !"
as time went on, my tongue became more adept at making excuses when meeting dongjun, probably because I wanted to avoid him slowly so that he did not feel my attitude change so markedly.
***
From noon to afternoon I just spend time relaxing in front of the television, since I was pregnant I feel like I want to continue filling my stomach with snacks, why not if my mouth stops chewing my stomach suddenly feels very nauseous.
Now it does not feel like the night has started to say hello and at exactly 8 pm I have to arrive at the hotel shilla seoul, I don't know what eunmyeong was trying to tell you why he suddenly looked so excited this morning.
***
Right at 8pm I'm on the terrace of the shilla hotel now, it feels too expensive if just to eat dinner, it's too expensive, although I knew that I would not be willing to throw away my spending money one week in one night this time, but why did I come to this place in the end as well.
arriving at the restaurant I immediately examined one by one the faces of people who were sitting at the dining table, maybe one of them already had eunmyeong who had come and was currently waiting for me.
"oh that's him !" I said when I found eunmyeong who was sitting at the dinner table
but he was not sitting there alone, there was a woman dressed who was no less attractive than eunmyeong, and it seemed that she was also chatting coolly with eunmyeong.
"oh ! brother has come !" eunmyeong said as she watched me approach her
"weren't you waiting for me long ?"
"maybe, but since I'm busy chatting so I don't feel it !"
"really ? thank goodness then !"
"i even forgot that big brother was coming, maybe because I was chatting so I forgot about big brother !"
"that's what it looks like !" I said a little forced
"why is it as if this time I came and begged for dinner here, but he himself invited me to dinner here !"grumble me in the heart