Love In Silent's
Pitutur Granny

my tears are never stopped, when this mouth is no longer able to reveal all the decay that the sun has done to us, and all the strands that have been hiding in my heart for so long.

" grandmother knows now.. ! why did you have to sell your father's only treasure!, maybe grandma did not know what was in your heart, but grandma could feel from every tear that fell from the eyes of grandma's favorite granddaughter !! "grandma said, hugging my body

I really couldn't help it anymore, all my emotions that had been stifled for so many years poured all that night into my grandmother's lap.

my heart ached and claustrophobic at how difficult my life had been, at such a young age, to imagine, my mentality was forced by circumstances to face all the trials and problems that adults should have experienced. in addition to the pressure and terror and all forms of criminal experiments I have also experienced recently.

if I said I was desperate to tell all those things to grandma, fearing that the health condition of the grandmother would decline, he said, perhaps it would be better for me to keep it and I pendam all this pain in the bottom of my heart only, so that I alone feel all the pain, disappointment, anger, anger, and hate that I never vent to anyone.

"whatever trials you will face in the future, the message is always remember there are people who will want to listen to your complaints son!, do not hold it all alone !"my grandmother told me

I don't know why the words my grandmother said in my ear were like a melody that made me calm for a moment, all my struggles so far are clear evidence that there will be no mature personality without going through a long life and process, because the mature person is not measured by age, except from the time, that's what Grandma meant as the most beautiful message for me.

unlike the day before, when I woke up from my sleep this morning, instantly my body felt fitter and better than usual. maybe after my conversation with grandma that feels from heart to heart quite draining tears, my feelings are now more plump and I feel as if the burden in my heart has diminished quite a lot after I spilled it last night.

this morning, Juna and Jenni started attending her new school, because yesterday I had the opportunity to contact the school so that my two sisters can enter the school immediately, so my sister can go to school today, meanwhile, my circumstances that must repeat the title S2, I will be forced to continue in the faculty jogja, although I have to repeat, at least I can achieve my dream even though I have to repeat a few more years, I have to repeat it, for me there is no harm and it does not matter if you have to repeat in the village, after all in the village my life feels much more comfortable and I can focus more on learning than when in the city first.

while filling the void of my day, I filled my activities with helping with homework, not to forget I also participated in helping my grandmother's home business, that is selling packaged guava and bottles that are already quite popular among us, even though the home business of grandmothers only sells herbal medicine, but the herbs that grandmothers make are not just any herbs like in the market in general, because it has various variants with different benefits, too, different, it can be said that the herbal medicine business that grandma manages is very famous and of course grandma has pursued the business of selling this herbal medicine from her parents who previously, and of course, grandmother, or it could be said this is a hereditary business from our great-grandfather.