Love In Silent's
selfishnesses

The flow of time in life will certainly always change, will never be consistent and calm, the life sometimes feels shady and sometimes it will also feel hot and burn anyone who passes it. For a moment miranda thought of the words he heard from Joseph, knowing that all that was mentioned by Joseph was very precise and that he had found it in Joseph, but when his heart is asked, no answer will be uttered, the feelings that miranda expresses to Joseph are not yet clear and it is not clear what they mean, even if it is love, is it worth calling it love ? or just a pity that he actually felt, all that can only be felt pseudo.

"what kind of person do you mean mira ?"

"maybe . someone who wants us with all his heart ?"

"someone you mean you've got mira !"

"yes ?!!"

"teng !! I'm kidding !!" yusuf said while smiling sweetly at miranda

"someone will be hard to meet, if there's someone like that somewhere then you have to hold his hand, because a lover like him might not be there tomorrow if he gets hurt too often !"

For some reason the beautiful line kept ringing in the head of Miranda, even though the man was there, it must be the one who clearly felt sincere was the man who was already in front of him at this moment, who was already in front of him, but instead of taking sides with his instincts, somehow his heart still turns and prefers men who once filled his love to the full, yes .. Who else if not hajun lee, a handsome man, smart and at the same time his first love who has always been the idol of Miranda since long ago until now.

"is there something that still holds up in your heart Miranda ?"

"yes?!, oh no !"

"keep on why ? How come you just keep quiet ?"

"i .. just being hmm .. thinking about our wedding preparations !" said miranda tried to cover up her feelings from Yusuf, but it seems like yusuf already knows very well what miranda is really thinking at this time.

"oh that .. "

"indeed, if you may know .. You want our wedding to be held like what ?"

"em .. it .. don't think about it !"

"why ?"

"what's wrong, just do as simple as possible because I don't want to look so flashy !"

"well if that's what you want, the most important thing is that I'll be your husband soon !" joseph said, and for a moment Joseph rose up from his seat and sat down before Miranda, saying ..

"i promise .. I will never betray my word mira !" and after saying it with seriousness then stroked the veil miranda while staring with eyes that looked so deep that it felt easy to get into the heart of miranda, it seems that Yusuf was proving it firsthand after he had advised Miranda a few minutes ago.

although at this time Yusuf already knows and understands very well what he is maintaining is a rather selfish action and too forcing the feelings of others for him to have completely, but Yusuf was still persistent with his own stance, he wanted Miranda to learn to love him and gradually get used to calling his name sincerely.

When all the efforts he had built with his earnestness he had obtained and almost perfect arrived hajun appeared and became a stumbling block for Joseph, but Joseph does not want to show his anger in front of Miranda, he will let the conditions and situations that will work for the continuation of his love story from God.

Somehow his heart felt heavy when he saw the look of Miranda's face that was back in doubt like the first time he knew the beautiful woman first, he said, his mouth was silent and would not say a word of it all he noticed ever since Miranda got an email message from someone in her past, whether it was just the initial suspicion was growing since Hajun visited the miranda house a few months ago. If Yusuf wants and wants to give up, maybe he will tell Miranda the truth that he wants her to be happy even if he has to let her go with another man, but when he realized his struggle to reach the heart of the woman until he was willing to work hard, then all his struggles would be in vain if he let go of the woman he loved so easily just because of thinking of one-sided feelings without caring for his own heart, so the heart or heartless he must hold tightly to what he has achieved with great difficulty so far.

It did not feel 5 days before the wedding day had arrived, everyone was busy preparing various kinds of printouts from the preparation series for the reception and marriage certificate, he said, although there Miranda has no relatives and close friends, but the closest neighbors are like family to miranda, they are very enthusiastic in helping the preparation of miranda wedding, in fact, most of them do so willingly and without any coercion or order. It was as if they were doing it like expressing happiness over the marriage.

meanwhile, in the afternoon it was seen that Yusuf and his relatives and his extended family were arranging a wedding invitation that he would share with the citizens, while miranda itself was not too neko neko, neko, he preferred not to spread the invitation to anyone even to those closest to him, when he saw that Joseph was busy suddenly he hesitated to approach him, he also began to approach Joseph who was busy.

"mas !"call miranda lirih, suddenly yusuf immediately turned his head as soon as miranda called him, then he then got up and approached miranda who was dressed neatly while carrying a medium-sized backpack.

"yes, why ?" saut yusuf approaching

"today I'm going to go to Jogja !"

"this one ?!"

"yes !?"

"do you better not just go there mir ? You can't go anywhere, now is the time is close to our marriage, I'm afraid you why on the road later !"

"no matter what, I'm only a little later tonight I must have gone home !"

"np .. Mir .. What is not part, it is better to wait a bit sad yes, it is still very early in the morning !"

"cannot mas if delayed later I can be late to go home!"

"oh yes .. Em .. What if I just accompany you there ?"

"don't work, I just want to look at the grave for a moment ! Besides, I haven't seen his grave in sober a long time !"

"hmm .. Do you really want to be alone !? Or you want to be accompanied by me only !"

"it really does not need to mas, later it will even ngerepotin mbak you mas !"

"it's not like !!"

"i'm throwing arka yah mas this day !"

"hm .. Yes already if that's what you want, I will definitely keep the arka so as not to bother you and not fuss !"

"yes, as much as you can !" miranda said with a small laugh

"be careful, baby !" yusuf said as he gently stroked Miranda's left cheek