Love In Silent's
Friend mode

"this is what makes me confused and worried about you mira !"

"what do you mean, mas ??"

"it feels hard to put this trust again mira !"

"do you not believe me ?" my words are back sobbing

"i don't know, it feels like my heart is still hard to accept !"

"it's only been a few minutes and it wasn't long, you've been hugging me and apologizing to me !"

"i want to believe mira, but it's hard !"

"i didn't ask you to trust me and then lose your trust in your mother, I even really appreciated it even though I knew that mom hated me so much, it's okay if all your family members hate my arrival, I don't care mas. but at least I beg you mas, please don't lose your trust a little for me !"

"i'd love it to feel right now, but somehow every time I want to try to believe it feels like something's stuck in my heart mira !"

I could not assume and immediately blamed the hajun mas who could not believe me right now, perhaps if I was in his current position, he said, I will also find it difficult to put back my trust in my partner, nor can I accuse my mother-in-law of being careless in front of my husband even though their relationship is not in good shape right now, as a daughter-in-law and a wife, I must not divide this family and make the relationship between a child and mother more tenuous just because of an ego inside me, despite the truth and the fact that the mother really wanted our marriage relationship to be broken to pieces.

this hand, these lips could only tremble withstanding the turmoil of anger and various other feelings mixed into one, one, a few days ago when my mother came to visit this house she made fun of me and compared me to another woman she desperately wanted whom she chose to be her future daughter-in-law, he even frankly wanted to match mas hajun with the career woman he chose to replace my current position.

knowing that it was as if thorns had been planted deep enough in my heart, though in the end tonight the pain of my heart diminished a little with the warm embrace of my husband, we choose to put aside a proof with that unclear foundation, currently mas hajun admitted defeat with his heart, but he also will not let the news of the bird continue to affect his heart, he also apologized to me because he had done something stupid and was more concerned with his own ego than my feelings, the same thing I did so that our hearts were equally calm and that we could begin to dampen the flames of jealousy in our hearts.

***

morning came back and I was so excited to meet my good day this time.

so far I have not told and been honest with my husband that I have actually worked in his company long enough, but in the moment when I want to say it my heart is afraid and anxious, maybe it would be better if I would get out of this job myself once I get pregnant, and hopefully mas hajun is unaware of the work that I am running for the next until I submit a letter of resignation.

"good morning !"dongjun

"morning sir !"

"sir ?"dongjun said as he approached me

" good morning, too !"

"sir??!!!. .. Why do you call me sir ?"

"loh why ? isn't that suitable for your current calling ?"

"i'd rather you call my name like mira used to !"

"i'll call you dongjun, but if we're out of the office !"

"huh, you're this !!"

it's been a month since cha chairman retired from office, although it has been a week the position of chairman of the section was empty finally now dongjun was elected to replace the position and position as chairman of the marketing department, he said, for him this is a dream that he most yearned to become a reality in his life, not in vain all the hard work and effort that he had been maintaining, he had been defending, thanks to his perseverance and discipline in his work finally dongjun recommended himself by the cha chairman to replace his current position.

as a friend who is closest to him I am happy with the status of his promotion, as well as this news is good news for me, because with his promotion I can also reduce the time to meet with him, while with him, so that by me slowly away from it I can also avoid misunderstanding events like that time so as not to repeat itself.

"mira !"

"yes sir what's wrong ?"

"call dongjun, it's out of business hours !"

"it doesn't feel good that I'm the only one who speaks casually to you !"

"even though there is no one in this room you still speak formally to me !"

"yes, okay !"

"that's it dong, btw you don't want to go home yet ?" dongjun asked me

"yes, I happened to be overtime tonight until about 10pm tonight !"

"really ? why didn't I know you were late tonight !!"

"i did not intentionally tell you that today I am overtime !"

"basic cih .. , I've noticed since we've been out of work on one more team it seems like you've stayed away from me a lot !"

"it's just your feeling !"

"have I ever made a mistake ? or maybe it's the end of this end when I'm so busy I accidentally yell at you for work !"

"no really, you've always been nice to me even though you're my boss now !"

"but why do you seem to be angry with me this late 'cause now you never say hello to me first like when we were together a lot !"

"dongjun my work late this is very piled up, you also feel it is not ?if it's been the last two weeks, our work is endless !"

"yes !"

"well how can I relax and often chat with you like the old days if taking care of the work is endless !"

"hmm yes you are right !"

"so you know now, if I'm not mad at you I'm just trying to focus more on my work so I don't go overtime every night because of work I haven't done before just because I'm cool with talking to you !"

"iya mira, I'm sorry !"

"its okay !"

"in that case, would I like to accompany you ?"

"no, no need !"

"you are alone, I just want to accompany you so that you are not afraid !"