Love In Silent's
Repeating Flavors

when I peeked it turned out that grandma was accompanying Mr. Tarman cut his ornamental plants, do the yard of the house.

"if you're not talking to anyone, why don't you go in ?!!"

"yes in a minute !!"I shouted from behind the gate

"oh so gini your habit if at home parents !!"

"what habit ?"

"the habit of lying to parents !!"

"no yes!!! This is the first time !!"

"oh yeah ??"

"yes it is !!"

professor Hajun smiled faintly at the sight of my behavior.

"why smile smile ?!"say I'm a little cynical

"it's funny !!"

"what the hell!!, mending professor just go home there!!, before my grandmother suspected the same me !!"

"who's suspicious of you ??!"granny said as she opened the gate

"uh..!! uh ne..nek !!"

"did you get caught !!" I murmured softly

"who is this ??"ask grandma to me

instantly I became confused because I had to answer how.

"good afternoon grandma!!, introduce me to miranda's new boyfriend !! "said professor hajun with his sword

"boyfriend ??!! " i said at the same time as Grandma

sontak not only granny who was surprised, but I was also no less surprised with grandma.

"you have only one month in the village of grandma, already can kite just son !! " said grandma with a smile

"huh kite ?? " i said confused

"yes that which today is brought home continues to be introduced to the same parents !! "grandmother tried to explain

"grandmother's partner meant ?? " saut professor hajun with a smile

"well yes that's what grandma means, couple!!, well understand is old so if you talk like to be mistaken, sorry yes son handsome !! " answered grandma

"iya nek no what, I understand kok !!"

"hah, handsome boy !! " my words were astonished and very incredulous the words came out of my grandmother's mouth

I don't know what possessed the grandmother, suddenly the grandmother became very kind and friendly to the hajun professor, I myself was amazed to see the way Grandma spoke. meanwhile, professor Hajun was also happy when talking to grandma.

"has been standing here a long time, son ?? "

"don't . "is not finished yet I spoke to the professor and immediately interrupted my conversation

"yes grandma!!, my legs until achy standing here !!" professor Hajun said as he glanced at me.

"you that's how the hell mira!!, bring a girlfriend to the house kok not brought inside, if you see the neighbor is not good !! "grandmother said scolding me

"but granny she's not a girlfriend sa.... yes... !! " clearly me

"my god ... !! "

arriving inside I was only cuekin by grandma, grandma was busy chatting with hajun professor in the living room, without glancing at me who was still sitting on the terrace while looking at him.

"idih idih who is it neng ?! sweet girlfriend huh ?!" said Mr. Tarman and sat down next to me

I just returned his words with a long breath

"weleh isleh .. !! handsome non, already rich Korean artist !!"chirp mr. tarman again

"not sir !! "

"yes it's so handsome ..!! mr. Tarman alone the same guy likes to see neng, already so white, handsome, tall, well bring a nice car tenan, surely the rich man neng, neng, very suitable for being a prospective ghost !! haduh ngelus chest I see neng "cabber sir tarman

*apik tenan: very good

*breaststroke: chest rubbing or can be interpreted amazement

"it's hard to talk about the rich ginian !! mr. tarman won't know !!"

"tau neng, mr. tarman knows that the eneng must be katresnan tenan same person!, calm neng, calm pak tarman support 100% for the relationship of the eneng !! later if grandma nolaknih, mr. tarman will advance first to believe the whim !!"he said megebu

*katresnan tenan: really love or bucin

"it's up to the tarman sir !! "

because I was tired of listening to the words of Mr. Tarman, I finally left the tarman sir who was busy babbling.

"eh neng where are you going?, I have not finished talking !! "

"want to go to the room sir ! suddenly I was drowsy !! "

"what's her boyfriend ??! "

"let's talk to grandma again ?! "

"you just no there!, uh wrong means there is only ! "

I did not expect that our meeting would be like this, in fact I was also very curious about the conversation grandmother had with professor Hajun, actually what they were talking about, actually, until the grandmother suddenly forgot the existence of her own granddaughter.

because I waited too long for Grandma to chat, I finally fell asleep in the room, then when I woke up, it was late and almost dark, it seems that the hajun professor had also left this house.

tonight I was silent in the room, there was nothing I did, just sleeping while looking up at the sky above my room.

I am still trying to think and keep thinking will that be her ?! was it really him who came this afternoon?!, was I still asleep and had a very long dream.I don't even believe all his words, as if he was just proposing to me directly in front of my grandmother, he easily said that he was my partner, even though I realized that the destiny between us did not go hand in hand, unless they are opposite each other.

if fate wants us to be together, between us there must be someone who dares to sacrifice that's the risk, but I don't want to sacrifice everything just for the sake of him who doesn't know where to go.

I thought spring would never come in my life, even if it came, but winter has frozen my heart first.

to me he is a wind, which when the more I try to chase, he will go further and further and disappear, but if I just shut up and don't do what he comes and cools me down.

I still think about the reason.

yes ! a reason why I can't take it off or hold it.

I don't know why I can't leave him and I can't remove him from my heart.

even on a daily basis, even when the sun was shining all day I still stood upright in the same place while looking forward to it even though I knew it would all be in vain.

even though I never looked dazzling in her eyes, I didn't care what I lived like, I still missed her.

every drop of my tears, every piece of my feelings, why there was not the slightest place to hide them from before him, all were very clear in my eyes.

although I kept trying to let go of all the feelings in my heart, my tears seemed to bring me back to him.