Love In Silent's
Nudism

Looks dongjun so excited today, he has even prepared everything after my divorce today, but I think his kindness should I stop enough just to get here.

"Dongjun !" Call me as he took her hand, for a moment he immediately stopped his words and immediately looked at me with a serious look

"I'm going home to Indonesia !" I replied firmly, hearing my words, Dongjun's eyes immediately glazed over and turned his gaze away from me.

"Why !"

"Because I can't possibly live here anymore!, all the streets and places in this city look painful to me !"

"I'm coming with you !"

"No ! I'll go home alone without anyone dongjun !" Dongjun was seen holding back his tears he fell silent as he continued to look at me.

"All right ! If that's your decision, I also can't possibly force you to stay in Seoul, if you're more comfortable in Indonesia then go back there, I'll take you all the way to the airport !" His words are a bit brick.

"Thank you dongjun !" At first glance dongjun just threw a thin smile at miranda.

"We're leaving now ?" Dongjun asked, then I nodded slowly.

"Sir to the airport now !"

"Good !"

Soon the taxi was immediately drove to the airport incheon seoul, when I got there I immediately booked a ticket home to Indonesia. And when the plane soon departed I took the time to say goodbye to Dongjun, Dongjun, but when I looked for him, he was no longer there,

"perhaps saying goodbye like this makes him uncomfortable" I murmured

Although I was a little disappointed, but I can still understand what he felt when he had to part suddenly like this, but I can still understand, without having to wait long, I immediately boarded the plane and waited for the plane to take off soon, and as I was sitting watching from behind the glass window of the plane, the passenger sitting next to me asked me to speak.

"Excuse me do you usually get airsickness?"

"yes ?!" I said while looking at him confused

"your eyes seem to be watering ?"he said a little suspicious of me, at once I immediately realized that I was almost crying apparently.

"Oh this !! I'm sorry I kept yawning a few times, so I looked like I was crying !"

"Oh good then !"

"good ?"

"I guess you're nauseous from airsickness ! thank goodness I don't need to find a new chair now !" then I just returned with a thin smile

"well, it looks like he's got his own trauma with an air-drunk man !" I murmured in my heart

when the plane had flown high through a beautiful cloud, I was back pensive while looking at the beautiful Korean sky that morning, I had not expected and all this still felt like a very real dream, I still can't believe that I've officially divorced her that day, without me realizing that this move has forced me out of her life once again, heavy, even if we are born again and if we love again, it would be nice not to do it again like today, it is better to meet for a while then hope a little and do not need to pledge with a sacred promise.

So when we say goodbye like today, we'll be able to turn on each other without pain.

Now that I know that too deep love can make a sad ending the fact is that the current me, the love I express and I devote entirely to you has deceived myself. therefore I will pray for your next love may not be like the fate of both of us with a sad ending.

If only I could never see you again

If I was used to living life as someone else, maybe all the sadness I feel now will slowly disappear by itself.

"hey !" he said while poking my shoulder

"yes ?"

"are you okay ?"

"me ?"

"ah .. again ?"I said while wiping my eyes

"yes !"

"do I look nauseous ?"

"no ., but if you get your stomach out I have to go and find another seat !" she said frankly, as soon as I smiled at her words.

"just relax .. You don't have to worry, because I've never been air drunk !"

"yes that sounds a bit of a relief !"

"then does my face look sleepy ?"

"no!, rather your face is like a sleep-deprived person !"

"what ?!"I said a little snapped and smiled thinly

"primarily this child, he could talk casually with a woman much more mature than him "murm in my heart

"are you sleep deprived this late ?" the girl asked me

"it looks like it's !"

"hah .. ck ck ck !"

"just sighed ?"i'm astonished

"how can an adult like this big brother not manage his sleeping hours well !"protestations

"does my face look swollen ?"

"it's not swollen anymore but it's starting to tangle !" he said frankly, I spontaneously took a mirror and examined my face

"no, my face is still the same as usual !"

"heisss .. panda eye circles, dry face tangled, puffy eyes, chapped lips, what sister can't see clearly !" protest again

"the time ?"

"this is my mirror, so you can see for yourself !" he said while thrusting a mirror that was rather large size than my mirror.

"hmmm .. well maybe I pay less attention to my face this late end ?!"

"it's just right .. big sister looks older than big sister !"

"do you know how old I am ?" I said as I scrunched my eyebrows together

"if viewed from the posture of the face looks like the age of 40 years, but the actual age of the brother must be almost close to the age of about 30 years !"

"wow !! great for you too !"

"of course !" he said while bragging

how can I pay attention to my appearance all this time if every day I am not able to think about my own situation.

***

once the plane had reached Jakarta airport, I immediately went down and continued the journey, although I was confused about where to go, finally my choice fell on a city called Pekalongan city, which was not the best choice, I chose to stay there because the place was in the middle of downtown Jakarta and jogja, if I lived in jogja afraid of him when I could still meet my uncle who lives in jogja, jogja, I also do not want to live in Jakarta anymore, considering the events that make me sick of om surya when I was still living in Jakarta.

if I live in the city of pekalongan I am far from jogja and also Jakarta, reportedly the cost of living there is still quite affordable, quite affordable, so I can use the money given by mas hajun more wisely and I can live with frugality there.