Love In Silent's
Relinquish

the leaves that have dried will not be possible to return to green again, the glass that was originally intact and immediately broken will also not be possible to show the same shadow again, just as my heart that repeatedly cracked and then broke a thousand times, it would not be the same as ever, all this time I just throw away my very sincere feelings to him.

the fall of these tears from the eyes is not so pronounced when the crumbling of the heart overcomes the pain of my tears.

myself .maybe that's god's answer to my prayer all along, maybe this is the best for me according to God.

why is it that whenever my heart is not well, other problems come to me, such as yesterday and today, I feel uncomfortable living in my house again, the arrival of the rendi that constantly terrorizes me scares me even though I am in my own house, I'm afraid that when the rendi time comes again and tries to hurt me or my two sisters.

when I was walking home, about 100 meters from the front of my house, I saw a couple standing next to his car looking at my house, I was a little surprised to see it because I was curious I also approached the couple and asked him.

"salamalaydream !!"

"whalaikumsalam !!"

"sorry before if I'm not polite, who are you ?"ask me

"i?, I'm just a passerby, who is this mom ?"

"i own this house !!"my word

"oh, sorry I just photographed your house without permission !!"heed

"yes, what's wrong ..!!, if you can tell if you have a need around here ?"

"yes . actually my wife and I were looking for a house for us to live in, and as we passed in front of your house, I was interested in the architecture, it was very unique and it looked interesting !!"

"wow, if for example we want to buy your house, do you want to sell it to us !"his wife asked me

for a while I was silent, suddenly my feelings were a little doubtful and confused, which obviously I could not sell the house because this house was the only legacy of my parents.

"sorry ma'am, but I don't intend to sell this house !"say me

"yes it's not what mba!, oh yes please take this !!"said the woman while offering two business cards

"that's my business card and my husband, who knows someday you intend to sell it please contact me yes !!"

I also received the name card

"then we say yes !!"

"yes please !!"

when they left I looked at the business card and I kept it in my jacket pocket.

the day I went through was filled with the terror of the joints that always come and scout my house, I was not strong if I had to live in fear like this.

until one day I went back to looking for business cards owned by a couple at that time, with a heavy heart I had to sell my father's house, the reason I wanted to sell it, and the reason I wanted to sell it, not because I no longer feel at home in that house, I sell it because I want to buy a house in the village and live in the village, I want to live in the village with my grandmother, I want to live in the village, in addition, I also want to return the money given by om surya and cancel the marriage agreement with a ceo that I do not know.

now in both of my hands there is a business card and a mobile phone that I have held and only look at.

the feeling of worry between yes or no, but until I finally established my heart and I decided to contact the person.

"hello .. !, with whom ? "

"hello .. I'm miranda, I want to talk to Slavina's mother ! " say me while looking at his business card

"yes with me, what is it ? "

"sorry . do you remember the house you wanted to buy two weeks ago ?"

"yes. why mbak ?"

"so gini ma'am uh. I changed my mind about what I said at that time .. actually I'm a little embarrassed to say that ..!"

"oh yes yes mbak nothing, if tomorrow you have free time I want to review your house tomorrow afternoon, how ?"

"oh yes ma'am please I happen to have no busyness, so there is often free time !"

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and the next day Slavina's mother and her husband came to review my house to check the condition of the house, whether the building is still sturdy and still neatly arranged.

"so how's ma'am ?" ask me after we've gone around the house and come to every corner of the house.

"okay .. is still good and well maintained, I also like the furniture in this house because it is unique and very suitable for wall paint in every room !!" ablaze

for the price of a house that is classified as luxury with 2 floors and a swimming pool complete with furniture and so on including land certificates, I peg it at a price of 2,207,000,000.

but the mother actually paid our house with a more expensive price because she thought our house was very interesting because it has a different feel in each room.

because our house is officially sold, the night I immediately fix our clothes and other items.

"where are we going ? why are jenni's things put in the bag again ?" ask jenni curious.

while Juna did not ask much and just looked while helping me tidy up their goods into the suitcase, maybe he already knew that the three of us would move to the village.

"start tomorrow we'll move to jen's village ?!" say

"loh later I'm the same kak juna go to school how dong kak ??"ask jenni

"quietly, keep quiet brother miranda has already taken care of our transfer kok jen !! " said juna

"oh yes !! cool !!"

"kok even seneng that, instead of you most lazy if dapet new temen ?" juna ledek

"no matter what else jenni is also already bored in the old school, want to move in the kaya village so cool school there !"

"yes yes, yes, you guys go to bed early tomorrow morning we will go to Jogja !! " say me

although this house was sold and I should not have to worry about the terror done by the rendi, but somehow there was a little sense of obstruction in my little heart.