Love In Silent's
Suspicions

with some hesitation, I began to knock on the door of the room we used to wear together every day.

"mas hajun !" call me while knocking on the door, because nothing has been heard yet, I knock it even harder

"mas ?"but there was no answer at all from mas hajun, it seemed like he was indeed heavily drunk at the moment.

"mas hajun ?" I opened the door slowly and after that I saw mas hajun was asleep and lying on the bed with a messy appearance.

"astaghfirullah mas .. why are you drunk like this ?" I panicked as I confirmed his sleeping position and took off his suit and shirt and shoes that were still attached to his feet, I looked at his face that looked flushed from drunkenness, I saw a deep sense of sadness as I continued to pay attention to the look on his face.

"what is all this because I mas . because of me you dare to get drunk heavily like this "murm me while crying to see the current condition of mas hajun.

"mira .. mira ..!" suddenly, mas Hajun was delirious and called my name in his sleep.

"mira !" he said it immediately woke up and looked at my face with tears, seeing it like it felt like my heart was being hit so hard that it felt very painful in the chest.

"mas hajun ? are you aware of it ? wait a minute I'll get you some water !"

"wait !" at once the hand of mas hajun directly gripped my wrist firmly, even though it felt a little pain but I was still able to hold it.

"what's up ?"

"i want to talk to you !" he told me with a consciousness that had not yet fully recovered

"it looks like you're still drunk, we'd better talk about it in the morning !"

"i'm not drunk mi .. ra !"

"obviously you're drunk, I'll get you some warm water first !" but still the grip of his hand is still strong holding my hand.

"you know .. what effect have you done to me mira !" for a moment I just fell silent and my tears immediately dripped as I looked at the face of mas hajun who was also crying.

"i'm confused mira .. I'm confused how else, I have to face my mother with what, I can't defend our marriage anymore mira .. the moment my mother kept urging me to do another wedding with that woman !"

"min sera .he was the son of my father's business rival, my mother always forced me to divorce you and marry min sera to benefit my business !"

"min sera .. do not do not min sera that mas hajun mean it.. friend eunmyeong at that time ?" I murmured softly

"now what should I do mira ..!!!the old woman must have been more pressing on me when she found out what you were doing behind my back !"

"it feels like all the defense I have done for you is in vain mira. if you know it will eventually be like this, I will not want to marry you, I will not want to !" said mas hajun while sobbing, I who saw his current condition also felt the pain of his heart.

"why ? why do you have to do such a disgusting thing to me mira .. why can you sleep with another man behind me !" in an instant my chest felt tight and so painful that it felt down to my heart, the word had hurt my pride as well as my feelings, in an instant his mouth was like an angel who could make my heart feel a little calm but in an instant again arrived his mouth was like a demon that ravaged my heart and soul, I knew it was all my fault because I was the first one to decide to follow this storyline, if that night I had not come to the dinner invitation with eunmyeong surely this fateful incident would not have happened to me at this time, I would have been happy by telling the news of my pregnancy with mas hajun today, he said, now all that's left now is a deep regret in my heart, I'm so sorry I really regret it.

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when mas hajun had fallen asleep, suddenly the ringing of the phone rang quite loudly, I continued to search for where my husband's phone was, he said, and when I found him I saw a call coming in from an unknown number and then it just ended, but when I was about to leave the room mas hajun his cell phone rang again and when I saw it turned out the call came from the same number, the phone, when I picked up the first thing I heard was a woman's voice.

"have you seen it yourself hajun, the great event of the afternoon, it is a special gift from your beloved sister for you and also for our dear !"

"dear !?!!" my inner

"you must be surprised to see the photo is not it?, oh right now I am with your mother and sister in their apartment ! right now I'm setting the right wedding date for us baby !"

"i know that you always rejected me because you loved that poor woman so much, but that wasn't it ?!!! what about hajun now ? is your heart still willing to accept that woman after she shares a bed with another man and plays behind you?, hahaha how does it feel to be betrayed dear ?"

at once my heart was broken when I heard the word, fortunately this time I heard the words of the demonic woman and not the hajun mas who heard it myself, faintly faint I heard there was a giggling laughter from a voice I was very familiar with. Yes, the owner of the voice is the mother and also eunmyeong, my suspicion of them is more clearly proven, I suspect it since a month after my marriage with mas hajun, I suspect, mom kept coming to our house and chatting in secret with mas hajun, at first I did not respond too much and thought that it was just a chatter of a mother and child, and I was not too happy, but that suspicion over time appeared in my heart when I saw the reaction of mas hajun's face that looked unhappy and very depressed. Long time mas hajun also looks very hate stepmother, it is increasingly clear that he was reluctant to meet his mother when there is a family meeting.

"why are you quiet, baby ? say something, 'cause I miss your voice so much !"

"budget crazy woman ! so that night he must have deliberately conspired with eunmyeong to harm me and slandered me as I am today !"my mind again

"oh don't you still be shocked huh ? because looking at the photo, if you still don't believe it, just calm down my dear because I still have other photos that are more exciting to look at, I think, and you will be very surprised then after that you will definitely choose me to be .. "ut .. instantly I just turn off the phone.