Love In Silent's
See sincerity

For a moment Hajun felt that this time was his opportunity to urge and corner this one bride-to-be by explaining who he really was, but on the other hand he does not want his anger to control the contents of his mind and heart just like that, until finally acting rashly.

"i'm just a friend in his past !" obviously Hajun tried to cover up, but it seemed that Yusuf could not easily believe his words.

"friends ?"yusuf still doubted it

"i used to be a senior who was pretty close to Miranda on campus !"

"oh really?!, thank goodness then"

"yes ? sorry ?"

"that's okay, I think you're Miranda's ex-husband, so I've been panicking !" hajun was shocked and was shocked when he heard Yusuf say transparently like that.

"ah .. ex-husband?, how can you know ?"said Hajun replying to the shock word he had just received

"yes ?!" for a moment, Joseph was confused and confused

"ahaha .. No, I'm just kidding !"

"hahaha you could have !"

"it seems like our conversation just got here because I have to go now !" hajun said after sipping a glass of warm tea.

"why hunt once !" yusuf intercept

"yes, because my job is waiting, so I have to go back !"

"oh well, thanks for visiting, I hope you will come to our wedding later next week !"

"excuse me !" hajun said with a faint smile at Yusuf, and in the end Hajun left with a messy and chaotic feeling, this time he was completely destroyed, although from the beginning he had expected this to happen, but he still did not expect that Miranda would get married in a very short time like this. Though there are still a million words that he has not been able to convey for the last time before he gave up the departure of Miranda from his life.

***

During the night Hajun could not sleep well he continued to feel restless and his heart continued to beat rapidly, even though he had tried to force himself to close both eyes, he said, but his ears kept hearing the sound of his own heartbeat.

"it looks like I need some fresh air !" he muttered, hajun immediately got up from his bed and brushed off his thick blanket and took his thin jacket, he said, although the air temperature in Indonesia is not as cold as in Korea, but the night air is still not good for a slightly jovial body, although its function is only to simply reject the night air so as not to directly hit the skin, but it feels enough to warm the skin that is sensitive to air or night wind.

"huh .. So this is the city at 12pm !"muttered hajun while walking the street in the square in pekalongan

"it looks lonely, but also not too quiet, well .. quite entertaining !"murmuring with a thin smile, in contrast to in Korea at 12 pm is relatively quieter in comparison with in Korea, in Korea, midnight still feels very many people passing by in the streets, while in this place is a bit quiet and there are only a few young people who are still hanging out in a small stall on the outskirts of the road, even so the atmosphere is still very suitable to enjoy the night air and calm the chaotic mind.

***

No feeling hajun has passed the boring day with a sense of disappointment that continues to grow as the day nears the wedding day miranda, the rain accidentally did not return home to Korea and waiting for the wedding day arrived, waiting for the wedding day to arrive, he wants to say happy words to miranda before he will finally really go from the life of miranda for good.right in today is one day before the marriage of miranda, miranda, even until this moment hajun has not had time to see his biological child and what his face looks like, hajun decides to send Miranda an email and hopes she will read it before she decides to turn away from him.

"walaikumsalam" replied miranda

"sorry a little bit, actually I just want to ask one small request from you before I leave, may I see my son's face for just this once, because it feels so hard when I miss him that even I myself have never seen him clearly what our son's face looks like !" one minute two minutes to five minutes have passed it seems miranda again ignored Hajun's message as usual.

"as always I wish for more, but you don't care about me anymore !" muttered hajun, and a few moments later the email message came back in and it turned out that Miranda sent some of her best photos of the newborn child until she grew up as she is today.

"thank you, mira, I will not forget your kindness, I love all these photos, it turns out that our boy is cute and at the same time cute .. I will definitely be responsible with my son, because he is also still a part of my life, I promise to continue to transfer money to support the life of our son ! Oh, congratulations on a happy day for you, mira, may he be the right man for you and be able to make you happy until old age !"

Such was the last message from Hajun, there was a little impression that was difficult to forget for Miranda he even kept repeating reading a message from someone who until now still memorable in his heart. If he was able to tell the truth, perhaps he would say that in the depths of his heart there was still the person he loved the most.

***

When the orange sun on the west end of Miranda was sitting alone with Yusuf on the bench behind his house while holding his son.

"yus I have a little question !" he hesitates

"about what ?"

"this is about my friend !"

"your friend who just came ?"

"mom..not this is about my old friend but not that guy !"miranda gelagapan said

"okay .. So what do you want to ask ?!"

"but it's about feelings, doesn't it matter ?"

"yes, just ask !"

"what do you think true sincere feelings are ?"

"it's easy !" yusuf said with ease

"easy ?" miranda said as she tilted her head while staring at the confusion.

"every man's heart is difficult to explain with words, even his eyes can still be deceiving if seen with the blink of an eye !"

"then how can we prove that the person is truly sincere ?"

"just look both eyes deeply and feel with your heart, if it is still lacking look at that sincerity from the point of view of his efforts to be able to get the heart of someone he likes !" yusuf