Love In Silent's
Sound in silence

We are silent long enough to calculate the momentum that holds the atmosphere silent at that time.

Our eyes translate to each other without any lies and without any rejection, the words that were arranged on my tongue seemed to be flying like a dandelion blown by the wind so light and so widely spread soaring into the air.

I don't know why this time I suddenly said it without any fear burden on what awaits me tomorrow.

A most sincere strand of words I heard from him seemed to be able to make this heart waver in a matter of seconds, but all of that also returned to normal in a moment.

It seemed that I was sitting down but it was as if I was running around chasing something uncertain, while there was someone waiting for me in one place, but I did not want to pay attention to it or look at it, the world feels so cruel and still so cruel, he continues to punish me with a love that still feels very stifling.

"It looks like you already know the answer I'm about to give you !"

"It's still the same as before, isn't it ?"

"Sorry, you are !"

"It's okay !"

With a bad feeling I also left Yusuf with his heart broken and may have been split because of some words I actually did not want him to hear.

***

When the night and the cold had covered me by accident I saw a letter from the name that was always longed for, when the heart began to worry why God was adding to it with other concerns, if I had any more trouble for the future, when I opened the e-mail my lips immediately shook and my heart immediately beat fast, I don't know which feeling is the dominant one I'm feeling right now, it's so hard to interpret even if it's in my own heart.

From Hajunlee

Miranda

Before that time I let you go, I had no idea that the world I lived in was very quiet and stifling.

Flowers that bloom then wither and fall to the ground, maybe that season will never come again in my life.

All of this is a gift that I have wasted from our brief encounter.

When you cry like a big rain and so heavy .. I know it .. but I choose to always ignore you and pretend I didn't hear it, I want to be happy someday if fate wants us to meet again even if it's only one second, but my wishful thinking always makes me cry because I remember you.

Because if it comes true it will definitely hurt, right ?

this time I want to come to you, I want to say one word sincerely from the bottom of my heart, which is an apology, whether you want to accept it or not I don't care anymore, because I just want to say sorry to you sincerely, even if I know one word of forgiveness will not be able to make up for all the mistakes I made to you at that time.

We will meet again and it will be the most beautiful day for me.

I'll come to you

"Hajun lee"

My finger immediately hardened like a stone, I was unable to move it even to reply to the letter, my tears just melted without me noticing, it is as if something suddenly makes our feelings re-integrate like a link that is intertwined with beautiful even though there are so many incisions and deep scratches that make it almost disconnected.

For a long time I was pensive to think about what answer I should give, it was not easy for me to be able to pretend well when I was alone, because my race had been silent for quite a while and at least I did not want any movement to be so dominant in my heart. I had closed this heart tightly and had no intention of opening it again, anything about love I would never allow to enter so easily. But someday a good intruder will surely be present to repair any wounds created in the past.

In our short story, I wrote your name with a big and thick writing, as if it was something important, but sadly you just wrote my name with italics, it said, it was as if I was nothing and felt so foreign to you.

You and I will never know what kind of situation to take in the next day. We also never know what kind of meeting will make us happy or vice versa.

The second that always goes is likened to a parade in gratitude for the blessings of God, because in reality to live patiently is the greatest gift I have received. The situation also has the ups and downs of happiness and awareness that will always revolve on its axis laughter and crying like a graphical dynamic that sometimes degenerates or soars upward and will continue to monitor this life.

There is a sound in silence .. When this mouth is silent and frozen, this heart actually feels noisy with a variety of babbles that continue to sound even when this eye is almost closed. Words that only stored more and more piled up and created noise and noise in the middle of the silence of the atmosphere of my day.

If only I could, I would have turned back the time so that I did not know you, if only I could, I would have spent the day without thinking about you, if only I could, if I could, I've drawn my soul that desires to be next to you, if only I could, I've asked my heart to stop feeling you.

When I meet and part like the sun rising and sinking, I want to receive the dawn and dusk opening and closing the day. I also want to be like the sky that is always steadfast in accepting the coming of day and night.

Like the word if the suffering is so thick then the wound will no longer be felt, when the suffering has become a habit then the heart will become immune

This is where I've been trapped all this time

Because you and I we are not one, maybe two, maybe even a million senses and logic, wrestling like disagreements, I am imagination while you are exact science.

In the end I did not reply to the letter .. I just keep looking at him like a fool ..