Love In Silent's
The Painful Statement

I didn't think in such an easy way that he said all this was for my good. is it not clear that in fact he only covered up the truth so that he could protect his own good name, and also the good name of the faculty.

"my patience is enough here sir, you now have nothing to do with me anymore, because I have chosen my own path, so please appreciate what I have decided now !"

"okay I understand, I will appreciate what your decision is now ! "

"thank you then !" say me

"please accept this, excuse me ! " said professor Hajun while giving me the bag of medicine and he just left.

when I received the drug, I somehow felt more upset and very angry with him, if he did not like me or he was disgusted with me, why should he be so pretentious to me, and sometimes suddenly he also pretended to care about me, but the tip of the tip must have been he just toyed with me with the word piercing that came out of his mouth.

"are you alone ? where is good ? " ask juna

"home !! "i answered ketus

because he was so annoyed with that person, I threw the medicine given to the trash.

"what's that brother?, how was he dumped ?"ask jenni

"expired medicine !!"

"it's not from good om sis !!" jenni

"not !"

"yes that's from good om !! jenni, look at it for yourself !!" jenni ngegas

"jenni sssttt !!"juna

"say, I didn't say yes, no !!"I also say ngegas

"do not want to sleep first, you also hunted to the room, tomorrow you have to go to school !!"

"yes sister ! " answe juna

"ih brother strange, a gift from good om even in throw away anyway !!"jenni

"eh want to say you ngorek ngorek dirty trash can know !!"juna scolded jenni

"jenni just wanted to see what was thrown away by that brother!!, who knows what dorayaki cake inside !!"

"no, it's jenni's medicine ..!!, you are thinking doang food, pantesan tuh cheek already rich bread anget aja !!"

"ih what the hell kak juna ngeledekin jenni mulu !!"

"jen, I think Miranda's sister why ?"

"don't know, why ask me ?"

"are you girls, so I asked you ?"

"don't know, I'm going to sleep first, then the brother who died the lights yes !"

"yes ! "

***

the next day I woke up early as usual to buy breakfast chicken porridge favorite of my two sisters.

when I was ready and about to get out of the gate immediately I was pushed by someone from outside so I bounced back in.

"how are you now !" said rendi while closing the gate of my house.

"you are here ! " say I'm scared

"not why do you want to see, just your face, because it has been a long time you say .. ! " said rendi with a very cynical face staring at me

"ren what do you want ?"

"nr . . ! "

"it's good to live elo, because elo I can't go to college anymore, how dong !!"said rendi while grimly

"mir ..! "shout someone from behind the gate

and it turned out that the man was professor jun, because I just kept quiet for fear of rendi finally professor jun was desperate to climb the gate of my house.

"basic a bully ! " said rendi sewot

instantly rendi immediately ran out and jumped over the fence next to my house

"mir are you okay?, something is abrasive ?"professor Jun said while holding both shoulders with his eyes that seemed to worry me deeply

"no, I'm good ! "answer me, cuek

I'm very confused about her, sometimes very kind to me and sometimes she's very indifferent, not even caring about me, as a woman whether I'm wrong if, if, I was wrong and even put my heart on him.

But on the other hand I realized the boundary between a student and his teacher, I realized that our relationship should not exceed that limit, when my feelings began to waver, he just stayed away and was indifferent to me, but on the contrary, when I began to realize the confusion of the feelings that I was experiencing at that time, and I began to rearrange my heart, why in that moment he came to see me again and then lightly he turned to be very attentive to me.

"there's not one thing I want to ask, and actually I wanted to ask this a long time ago !!"

"yes ..!!"

"if you may know .. actually all this time the professor considers me it .. as what ??"

the professor was silent for a moment and suddenly his facial expression changed.

"why are you asking me that same thing ??"

"what's wrong, I just want to know !!"

"nothing special ..!!"

hearing those words, my heart again felt pain.

"do you mean nothing special ??"

"yes .. You I consider just as my student, just like the others !!"

"is that it ??!!"I still don't believe it

there was only disappointment in my heart, that I had only considered him his disciple, just like the other disciples, then all the attention he gave me was it just a trick ?, or do not let all students also be treated equally as he treated me as if I was a special person in his heart.

"so my point is it's just your student right ?!!"

"yes!!, why??, has something been wrong !?"

"not really !!"I said as I endured the pain I found so hard to endure in front of her eyes

"oh yes, last night after work I stopped by the pharmacy so I bought this medicine for you .. !!"professor Jun said as he thrust a medicine at me

"for me ??"

"for you, let me pass by around here, so all of you stop by your house .. !!"

"sorry you do not have to bother buying medicine for me, I can really buy my own medicine, any wound is also almost healed so do not need that much medicine anymore ..!!"I said while returning the medicine

"excuse me sir .. I want to go first !!"

"go where?, I just take it along so all the way !!"

"no need sir I can be alone, deket kok not far from my house !!"

I just left without caring about it anymore, hearing him say that statement was enough to make me sick of seeing his face, maybe all this time I was his own love, with him, and how foolish I was until I expected love from him.