NOT PERPETRATORS
Giving Understanding to My Son

"Carca!" seruku while turning her body.

"Mama!"

Arka immediately released her hand from Bastian's arm. He immediately ran towards me. I bent my body to embrace him.

"Mom miss you, son?"

"Arka too, Ma?"

We hugged each other. Let go of longing. They met again after a long separation. This is how a mother feels about being separated a day and a night with her child. The problem is not how long it takes to be apart. However, the warmth that is delayed to hold it at all times. Really ... I can't afford to part with my son for long.

"Imania." Bastian's voice stopped me from hugging and kissing Arka.

"Yes, my mother" I answered standing up.

"Have you been here a long time?"

Bastian's question made me nervous. "Ah, I-I just got here. I thought you guys were asleep. So .. so we decided to go home. Uh, it turns out Arka hasn't slept yet" I replied with a small laugh to cover up my nervousness.

"Oh .. go home. Arka was sleepy," he said.

"Good night, Mom. Thank you for looking after Arka" I said, throwing a smile.

Mas Bastian only responded to me with a smile, which he seemed to have deliberately printed on his face. Then he came in and closed the door.

I noticed Bastian's face. She must be really embarrassed, because I found out about her fight with Bella. I felt bad, because I was impressed to eavesdrop on the conversation of the two of them.

"Come, the hunt's in! I'll be gone, now!"

Fania's voice from inside the car, made me quickly get in the car.

"Come, Ark!"

We also went back to my parents' house.

***

When I got home, I took a shower. My body is so sticky. So did Fania, she took turns bathing after me. Tumben once he took a shower. Usually very lazy when asked to take a shower.

Time shows at 10:30 WIB. It's too late for the size of the sleeping children. As usual, I rubbed Arka's back, while massaging her body. The arka has evaporated many times. She must be very sleepy.

"Mama ...," call Arka Iirih.

"Yes, Honey. Why?"

"Why doesn't Aunt Bella like me?"

Arka's question surprised me. How does he know that Bella doesn't like him? Or, maybe, Arka heard and witnessed the dispute between Bastian and Bella earlier.

"Ah, who says Aunt Bella doesn't like you?"

"So Arka heard it for himself, Ma? Papa and Aunt Bella got into a fight because of Arka!" brightest.

Yes, God .... So, Arka really knew it herself. They should maintain attitudes towards children. Poor son. She must be very sad.

"Oh .. They don't fight, okay? Maybe Papa and Aunt Bella are talking about something else." I tried to give Arka some understanding.

"But, Ma? Arka had clearly heard it herself. Aunt Bella told Papa to return Arka," she said sadly.

I hugged the body of Arka who was lying beside me. Kuelus. I looked at Arka's eyes gently.

"Honey .. if for example, Arka visited a friend's house. Then Arka's friend asked Arka to come home. Does that mean, Arka's friends hate Arka the same?" soft ask.

"Darling .. It's possible that Arka's friend is tired. You may also want to rest, without being distracted first. Just like Aunt Bella. Maybe, Aunt Bella wants a break. Arka knows, right? Inside Aunt Bella's belly is a baby grandpa. So ... Aunt Bella must rest a lot, so that her grandpa grows healthy and strong. Arka wants, will you see the baby's grandpa Aunt Bella later when it's born?" I advised him carefully, so that Arka would not have feelings of sadness and hate. It will not be good for his mental development.

"Arka doesn't want to see his baby grandpa Aunt Bella! Arka wants to have her own grandpa! Arka wants Mama to get pregnant too, like Aunt Bella!" he said innocently.

I was stunned to hear the words of Arka. At once I feel funny. Naturally, Arka is still a child. He's still too innocent.

"Ma ...."

"Yes, Honey ...." Kuelus bushy hair Arka, while continuing to look at her gently.

"Why doesn't Mom stay with Papa anymore? Mama fought Papa, huh?" tanyanya polo's.

I thought for a moment to compose the right sentence to be thrown to Arka. "Darling .. mama and your father did not quarrel. We just don't live together anymore. However, the love of mama and Papa for Arka must be complete."

I don't know what to say. That's all I can say.

"But, Ma. Why does Aunt Bella live with Papa?"

Yeah, God. How to explain it, huh? He was a little boy, still very innocent. He has not yet learned what separation and divorce are. Because in time, as she grows older, I'm sure she'll understand. But not now.

"Oh .. that's because .. aunt Bella ...."

"Tara? What are you guys, anyway! Seriously very!"

Fortunately, Fania came. So I don't have to answer Arka's question as a little reporter. Fania who had just taken a shower, came in and immediately sat down to dry her blonde hair in front of the dressing table using her towel.

"Arka, how are you? Kangen is not the same Aunt?"

"Arka kangen, Aunt. Bacain Arka's story again, donk?" pinta Arka as he got up and sat his body.

Fania immediately put down a towel and moved to approach Arka. Arka was lying down. Fania finally sat next to Arka, reading a fantasy novel in Noveltoon.

Fifteen minutes later, Arka fell asleep. Fania stopped her reading. Then he lay down and hugged the sleeping Ark.

"Fania, you're taking a shower."

"Why indeed? I just want to throw shit!"

"Bastes shit? Whatchu mean?"

Fania releases her embrace from Arka's body. Then take a supine position. "For Rudi, my good day is a bad day. I'm so upset with him. He's an arrogant man! I hate Rudi!"

"Don't you? Usually from hate can turn into love, you know?" godaku's.

"Let's not let me love him! Sorry to say, NO!!"

"But it seems, it's good that you meet Rudi. That way, you're gonna take a shower a lot, "my lead.

"Easy! Don't talk about him! He's a bitch! Let's just read a novel, yuk?"

Fania and I finally took their mobile phones, and read our favorite novel titled 'NOT THE ACTOR' Author Kecih novel. After that we slept well.

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