NOT PERPETRATORS
Between Me, You, And Him
"I'm just... wonder."
"You're not fighting with Dimas, are you?" I don't know why I suddenly threw that sentence out of my mouth. I shouldn't have interfered. "Sorry .. That's your problem. I didn't mean to interfere."
Nessa smiles. "Dimas is not an easy person to love. He's stubborn. I don't know how long he keeps pushing his will."
Nessa moved from her seat. Heading to the balcony. Free view of the villa.
"It's so cold in here. Come here!"
I followed him too. Standing next to the slender woman. His body was five centimeters taller than mine. Long ago, I was that slim. After pregnancy, my body became a little full. However, it is still ideal.
"What do you think true love means?" Nessa asked me.
I looked freely at a beautiful mountain in the universe. "Love is heart. To love without sincerity is a lie. Lying to yourself. And to love without sincerity is futile. Giving love to someone is not easy. In reality, we must maintain the happiness of our loved ones. Free if there is a word of love, but basically unhappy. It's the same as lying to yourself. Pure, holy love will not be selfish and impose its own will. In fact, sometimes, if we have to let it go even if, for the sake of his good and his future, we have to be willing!" slowly say.
"What love shouldn't have?" Nessa asked while looking at me.
I looked back to the sky. "No! Love must have. Pretty stupid, to love someone without having to have his heart."
"So, should we have his person or his heart?" Nessa asked again.
I took a deep breath. "If you may choose, it is better to have both, the person also his heart. To love someone without having his heart is excruciating. That's why I once decided to let go of someone I really wanted. I'm relinquishing. Although it was difficult, I tried to be sincere. After all, it's useless to love each other, but someone's gonna get hurt."
"Who will get hurt?" Nessa held my shoulder. Facing my face to him.
"Ah, I ... I .. I talk too much, huh?" nervous said.
"Imania, haven't you forgotten about your past?" Suddenly Nessa's question stiffened me.
"My past?"
"Do you still want it?"
I tried to turn my back on Nessa, but she kept forcing me to come face to face with her.
"Do you still love her?" asked Nessa with teary eyes.
"Lookie!"
"Do you want to have it? Do you want him? Do you still want to take it from me!" fuck Nessa with emotions.
"Nessa," as I.
"Shut up!" Nessa brandished her flickering index finger in front of my face. "You think I don't know?"
I can only duck. Hiding the fear of his gaze. What happened to Nessa. Why does he seem angry?
"Dimas and you, are .. former-"
Suddenly Nessa held onto his chest. He fell to the floor. I who was still fixated with fear immediately panicked. I screamed for help. Nessa is unconscious. I put his head on my lap.
"Ness, awake! Please ...."
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Hi, Dear Readers .... The author is back, again! What do you think will happen next? Is Nessa gonna hate Imania?
From here, the journey and struggle of the tamvan doctor's love will begin.
Next will be more exciting. This is the starting point of various conflicts to occur. So, stay on, Say .... 😘