NOT PERPETRATORS
Sincere Or Mode

Dimas and I were both surprised by Nessa's appearance. Nessa walked over. He threw a sweet smile at me.

"Dimas, your place is not here" Nessa told Dimas.

Dimas also moved from my bed. "I ... just .. check it for a minute." Dimas tried to reason.

Nessa laughs. "He's a regular pain, honey. Not sick from internal disease."

"Yes, I know."

"Doctor Reyhan will be here. So, you go back to your job."

"Doctor Reyhan?"

"Yes, why?"

"It's okay. Yeah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Dimas said hurriedly. At the door he turned his body. "Nia, you have to eat first, huh?"

I just nodded. I wanted to thank her, but Nessa kept looking at me. So, I expressed my intention to thank Dimas. Let it be later.

Dimas came out of this room. There's only Nessa and me now.

"Malaysia ...." Nessa sat on the chair next to my bed.

"Yes, Ness."

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Nessa took my hand. Grasping my hand tightly. "Actually, what happened to you?"

"Not a serious thing, Ness. Just a regular headache."

"That's not my question." Nessa looked at me more seriously. "What happened between you and Bastian?"

"How did you know about that?" I asked back.

"I heard about Dimas and your husband's fight."

"You know about that?"

Nessa nodded. "I don't know exactly what the problem is either. Just a little."

"Malaysia ...." Nessa clasped my hand even tighter. "Whatever your problem is with Bastian. I hope you can talk about it well. You guys have come a long way. Has been traveling the household ark long enough. So .. I hope you and Bastian don't part ways."

Split up? In fact, I haven't thought about parting with Bastian's mas. Why is Nessa talking like this?

"Imania .. I know this must be difficult. But you also have to remember. There's an Ark that needs a father figure. After all, he was still too small. It's too early to experience complicated things in his parents' lives."

Nessa breathed deeply. "You have to hold on. For Arka! You can't be selfish in deciding things. You are not the only one who needs happiness. But also your Little Boy, Arka!" nessa said with a face full of sympathy.

"Nessa, I can't think about goodbye yet. I haven't thought about it at all."

Nessa was shocked to hear my statement. "So .. You and Bastian are not getting divorced?"

I don't understand Nessa's statement about the breakup. Bastian was under the influence of alcohol. He said to divorce. But don't know later. In fact, I have not asked for clarity from him.

"Imania .. about the woman who was with Bastian at the cafe, I hope you can be patient. I know how you feel. That must have hurt a lot. But ...."

The woman at the cafe? With mas Bastian? Who was Nessa talking about? What is it ... Fania!

"Imania .. lower your ego. You can solve this problem with a cold head. Talk to Bastian. About the ladies-"

Nessa breathed in again. "About the woman Bastian impregnated ...."

Duers! My whole body is like a crumble. My heart stopped beating. My heart is broken. Tears are back to rolling. Mas Bastian impregnating women? Yes, God .... That's how bad Bastian cheated. I can't say anything more. My mouth is locked tightly. I can only express it through tears, which continue to flood my entire body.

"Imania, relax!" Nessa tried to calm me down. He hugged my body tightly.

Crews! That door is open. A female doctor approached us. Behind her was a nun, none other than Sister Lia.

"Doctor Vanessa, what's wrong with him?" ask the woman.

"He's depressed, Doc!"

"Let me check!"

Nessa is bediri. The doctor grabbed his stethoscope and placed it on my chest. Then he checked my blood pressure. He checked the infusion connected to my hand.

"Doctor Mega, isn't this Reyhan's job?" nessa asked the doctor who was examining me.

"Doctor Reyhan is busy examining other patients" he replied as he continued to check on me.

"Who said it?" ask Nessa again.

"Doctor Dimas told me that."

Nessa fell silent. Not only Nessa, I was shocked to hear it. It was because Reyhan's doctor was a boy, so Dimas asked Mega to check on me.

Doctor Mega, who I estimate is about 40 years old, also asked Sister Lia to take note of my condition. After that, Dr. Mega advised me to control my emotions. He suggested that I neutralize the mind. Doctor Mega advised me as a psychologist. I can also catch every advice. But I don't know if I can do it.

When he finished, Dr. Mega came out. Sister Lia looked nervous as she looked at Nessa. She was like frightened every time Nessa looked at her.

"I-I'm sorry ..," said Sister Lia, then walked out of the room.

"Malaysia ...." Nessa is approaching. He wiped the tears that were still sliding gently down my cheeks.

"Ness ... Why are you so kind to me?" I said while looking at her pretty face.

"I've considered you a friend. What good is friendship if it doesn't strengthen each other?"

I don't know if Nessa was really sincere about her kindness to me. But I still rate it positive.

Nessa sat back and took my hand. "Brazil .... You remember your promise to me, right? Time at the top of that?"

I remember that promise again, at the top of Bogor (Episode 39).

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"I'm already married. I will not accept another man. Dimas is just my past. I threw it away before I decided to get married. So, you don't have to worry. I don't love her anymore."

"Please .. don't let Dimas leave me. I don't know how many times Dimas would tempt you to come back to him. But I trust you completely. Reject Dimas! He's my destiny! He's my soul mate! We were born to be together forever. Never go back to Dimas. Never betray me. Promise me not to go back to your past! Or I'll really hate you! Promise that! Please, Imania ...."

"You remember, right?" Nessa broke my daydream.

I nodded slowly.

"Please .. never go back to Dimas. Dimas is my soul mate. He is my destiny. I can't live without her, Imania."

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