NOT PERPETRATORS
I'm Sorry Rudi.

I looked at the face of the man holding my hand in front of Nessa's belly button.

"Eghem! Dimas, let's go home," said Ms. Hera who was standing behind us.

I'll take my hands off Dimas. Me and Dimas stood up.

"Nia, let's go home together" Dimas asked me.

My eyes looked around, making me realize that Rudi was still standing around the navel.

"Em .. I'll go home alone" I said.

"Why?"

"I still have important business, Di. You better go home first, huh?"

Actually I wanted to say something to Rudi. Although my relationship with Dimas has been reunited, but my relationship with Rudi has not been 'broken'. Even though I don't love her, I'm worried that Rudi will get hurt.

Dimas took my hand. "Come, we'll go home together."

I let go of her soft hands, then smiled at her. "Dimas, I have to talk to Rudi about something."

Dimas was silent for a moment. Like he understands what I'm about to talk about. Dimas said, "Alright. Then ... I'll take my mama first, okay?"

I nodded while smiling. "Be careful."

Dimas and Ms. Hera went home. I approached Rudi who was standing looking at me.

"Ec ... Rud."

"It's okay. I-i understand.

I haven't said anything, but Rudi has already said understand. I looked at him in wonder.

"Rud ...."

"Let me take you home."

Rudi went ahead of me. I also followed him. It seems like Rudi is trying to avoid talking to me. He kept walking towards his car. Then open the car door for me.

"Come in. Despite the trauma, I can still drive."

I stared at Rudi's face for a moment, but he immediately turned his face away from me.

"Rud ...."

"Come in!"

I got in the car too. Rudi also came in and immediately started his car. He drove the car with a face that rubbed at me. Is he mad at me?

"Rud ...."

Rudi didn't look at me. He focused on the streets.

"I'm sorry ...."

He's still flinching.

"I know I've hurt you. I'm sorry ...," I said again.

"You deserve to be angry with me. I'm the one who's wrong. You must have felt that I had played you. I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry ...." I bowed while letting the clear circle contain regrets that began to fall again. Sorry for hurting her heart.

Suddenly, Rudi stopped the car. He looked at me. Then grab my face. Facing my face to him.

"Don't cry. You don't have to cry like this for me. You don't have to apologize to me either. What makes you happy, I'm happy. So ... don't be sad and think I'm hurt. I've understood you since I first fell in love with you. In fact, until now, I still understand you."

"Rud ...."

Rudi rubbed both of my cheeks. "Sst .. Don't cry anymore."

"I have to how .. You're so good to me. But I hurt you."

"Who hurt me? I'm fine, I can still get another woman. Although not like you. Maybe ... You're not my soul mate."

I looked at Rudi more and more pitying. I know, behind her strong words, but her heart is fragile.

"Don't look at me like that, I can kiss you later" he said, releasing his hand from my cheek.

Rudi turned his face towards the street. While I ... still confused what to say. On the other hand, I can't bear to decide on Rudi.

I was silent, so Rudi turned my head and clasped my fingers. "If you can't do it, let me do it."

I looked at him with a training. "Rud."

"Imania, starting today .. we're breaking up."

A smile spread across his face. Smile of the wound cover, so that I do not grieve. Though ... want as wide as any smile that Rudi painted, still .. I feel sad because I have hurt him.

"Why shut up? I decided on you" Rudi said again.

I wipe away the tears that keep coming down from my eyes.

"Hey, why are you crying? Are you sad to be decided by me?" canda Rudi chuckled. But the corners of his eyes looked watery.

"Rud, I'm sorry .. forgive me ...."

"I'm sorry too. Even though I know you're just using me as an escape. I was also wrong, for taking advantage of your heart's situation at that moment, that you would accept me."

"I was wrong. I was wrong" I regret.

"Imania listen! Nessa was just as big-hearted as being able to release Dimas to be with you. I too .. can let you off to live with Dimas. Especially if it makes you happy."

"Really .. You are a man who is not only good, but also noble heart."

Rudi immediately carried my body into his arms. I was crying on his shoulder. Rudi rubbed my head.

Rudi drove me home to my parents. He immediately took a break to go home as well.

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Next day.

Morning, at eight, while I was sitting in my room, my phone suddenly rang. An incoming call from Mr. Wibowo.

"Hello."

"Imania."

Mr. Wibowo's voice sounded vibrating.

"Hello, sir."

"Fa-Fania."

"What's wrong with Fania? Is it still stable?"

"Mania ...." Mr. Wibowo was breathing in to tell me.

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