
The cloudy morning. The universe understands my sadness. Creating an air of cloudiness, as cloudy as my heart. The rain overnight was enough to make the red and swollen both my eyes. In fact, I didn't sleep for a second. I let my eyes and my heart let out all the emotions of the soul.
Scroll clock on the table shows five o'clock in the morning. I too soon got up. Dizziness and headaches attacked me. But I keep walking. I set my foot in the bathroom. I look at my face in the mirror.
It's myself. That was fragile last night. Even today it is fragile. Losing her means giving up half my soul to go back.
I washed my face, then took a bath and took some water. After I finished wearing my clothes, I prayed at dawn. I face the power over all its power in me.
Yes ... Rabb. I like one of Your servants. L loved her. I want to live a more sacred life with her. To the level you destroyed.
Yes ... Rabb. I want to have it. And I know that he belongs to You. So I give it back to You.
Yes ... Rabb. If my love for her is wrong, then forgive me. And if my love for her is excessive, then let You take away my feelings. To be in the taste that it should be.
Yes ... Rabb. Last night, I ended the love story between us. I still want it very much. But I believe in You, only You can create a beautiful end and a beautiful beginning. So I give You all my stories.
Lord ... If he is my soul mate, then You are the one who deserves to unite us again. However, if it is not my destiny, I sincerely ....
I prayed to God with tears in my eyes. I have always believed in God, who gives qada and qadar. So ... let me get back to letting go. In time, too, if he's really my soul mate. I'm sure we'll be reunited.
After worship, I will cook. I also walked out of the room. While passing through Fania, he was still on the sofa. I took the blanket from Fania's room, then covered her body.
I don't know what happened, snack-snacks scattered around the sofa. It seemed, Fania ate a snack while lying on the sofa and unconsciously she suddenly fell asleep. Then the snack in his hand fell to the floor.
I cleaned the floor and cleaned the table filled with snack packs and soft drinks. After that, I headed to the kitchen.
I cook with a constant headache. Probably last night's effect. I haven't slept all night either.
After cooking, I had breakfast. I took a little rice. I actually don't want to eat. But since coming home from the mall yesterday, I haven't eaten anything. So, I rushed breakfast so that my body could work.
After eating, I returned upstairs, preparing to leave for the office. As I was about to get off, I woke Fania up for a bit.
"Fania, I'm picking up Arka, okay?"
Fania rubbed her eyes. He was surprised to find himself sleeping on the sofa.
"Imania, where's my snack?"
Fania's wide-eyed, suddenly dimmed at me.
"Imania, what's wrong with you?"
I immediately left Fania. Because I knew that Fania would interrogate me. But Fania is after me. He held my arm.
"Since yesterday, I've been watching you. What's going on, Imania?"
"I'm going to the office."
"Jawab my question!"
"I'm picking Arka, yeah."
I let go of Fania's hand. And I'm back on the move.
"What about Dimas?" yells.
I didn't answer and kept going.
"I'll see him later!" fania again.
I stopped and without looking at him, I said, "Don't! We broke up!"
I also accelerated to avoid Fania. I'll be out of the house soon.
The sky is getting blackened. It looks like it will rain soon. I keep walking. Actually, the distance of my house with the office is not too far away. Just a few kilometers. Yeah, not so far away to me. Perhaps, a fifteen-minute walk will arrive.
The sound of lightning began to roar. I accelerated, but still, I couldn't escape the rain.
The water droplets began to fill the earth. I also ran to find shelter. Finally, I stopped under the terrace of the store that was still closed, which was located on the side of the road.
The rain is getting heavier. The cold weather penetrates the skin. In my less fit condition, this makes my body feel uncomfortable.
I stood up shivering. Suddenly a black car pulled over on the side of the road where I was sheltering. Someone got out of the car with an umbrella. He ran to me.
"Imania, come with me."
"Mas Bastian."
Mas Bastian noticed me. "Have you been crying? Your eyes are swollen."
I didn't answer. Mas Bastian was also paddling me who walked into his car. Then Bastian came in.
He looked at me in wonder. Suddenly, Mas Bastian placed his palm onto my forehead. "You're feverish. Quick, your face is pale."
"I'm fine, Mom."
Mas Bastian took a jacket in the car and put it on my body.
I looked at him with a glare. "Thank you."
Mas Bastian just smiled faintly. Then start the car. We're heading to the office.
"You shouldn't have gone to the office today. Do I need to get you to the hospital first? To get you checked?"
"No need, Mom. I'm just a little dizzy."
"But you're so pale."
"It's okay. You take it easy."
"Dimas hurt you?"
I ignored Bastian's question. He understood that I did not want to talk. So, he didn't ask any more.
"Imania, Elli and some of the back office staff were fired" Bastian said.
"They're fired?" I was really surprised to hear that.
"Secretary Ve fired him, a few days ago."
"Why?" manya curious.
"I don't know either. That morning, he was angry with them. I don't really understand. Then the secretary Ve fired them. Including Didin and Wawan."
"Didin and Wawan also fired?" I was even more surprised to hear it.
Does that have anything to do with me? Why should I fire them?
We also arrived at the office. I took off Mas Bastian's jacket. Returned him. We went down together. The rain is still so heavy. Mas Bastian took an umbrella, and we walked around.
I didn't get in the front door as usual. This time, I entered the back office, where I worked before.
When entering the back office staff office, all seats are filled with employees. Some of them look foreign to me. They immediately bowed their salutes when they saw me enter.
"They're new employees here. The replacement of Elli and her friends" explained Bastian.
I nodded in understanding. Then say thank you very much to Bastian.
I'm back walking. While passing through Ve's secretarial room, I was interested in meeting him. Knock on the door, but there's no answer. Has the secretary Ve not left yet?
I opened the door to the room. My eyes stared at Ve's still-empty secretary's work chair. Oh ... My head is so dizzy. Would I rather wait for him in this room? Yeah, I'll just wait for him.
I went in and sat down at Ve's secretary desk. I want to ask you why Ve's secretary fired Elli and her friends.
While sitting holding my head, suddenly my eyes were fixed on a book lying on the desk of Ve's secretary. I grabbed it too. This is .. a novel. I saw the cover so vulgar. Drawing a pair of naked lovers, who were doing a hot scene while kissing, read the title, 'HOT DADDY'.
Oh, it's a mature novel. It turns out that Ve's secretary also likes to read novels. Just looking at the cover has made me ticklish. I'm not curious. So, I put it back. But something fell out of the novel. I took it too.
A ID fell out of the novel. I took the KTP. My eyes were wide open to see a photo inside the ID card. Isn't this the woman behind the picture?
I closed my eyes again watching the photo. His eyes, his nose, his lips, well, these are very similar. Although the photo behind the frame has faded, but I can be sure, this.
I read the identity stated in the ID card. It says 'Vera Amalia'. Isn't this the secretary's name Ve? However, why, was his face different from that of a Ve secretary? I look at the year of the ID card. There are numbers that have been around for so long. About 20 years ago.
"Oh .. This means the old ID card" I muttered.
I remembered the words of Mbah Mar again when predicting the secretary Ve. (Episode 128)
"You've made changes to your face, to beautify your appearance."
What ... is there a special relationship between the secretary Ve and Mr Wibowo? What .... photo of the woman behind the frame is a Ve secretary? Why so similar?
There were footsteps coming into the room. I quickly slipped the ID back into the novel.
The door of the room was open. Secretary Ve looked surprised to see me already in his room.
"Imania, are you waiting for me?" ask the secretary Ve who stepped towards his chair.
"I want to talk to you."
The secretary sat down and put down his bag. He looked at me while narrowing his eyes. "Have you cried?"
My eyes were so swollen that everyone who looked at me knew I was crying.
I ignored the question of the secretary Ve. "Sir Ve, why were Elli and her friends fired?"
"Because I don't need them anymore."
"Is this ... something to do with me?"
"Dimas asked me to fire them all."
I was very surprised to hear Ve's secretary's words. "Why?"
"Because they bullied you."
How did Dimas know they bullied me? Didn't, back then, she came after Elli and her friends left?
"Dimas knows everything, even the mastermind behind them all" Ve's secretary said.
"Who?" manya curious.
"Doctor Vanessa" he said again.
I'm not so surprised. Because actually, I had time to guess through Nessa's post on Instagram.
"So, Dimas knows about that," I muttered.
"Dimas won't let anyone bother you. Doctor Vanessa also paid them all to hurt you. Including the egg toss that afternoon. Dimas told me."
Then why doesn't he get angry and hate Nessa? But he already knows everything.
Secretary Ve grabbed my hand that was on the table. He squeezed my palm gently. "Imania, Dimas loves you very much. Whoever bothers you, he'll keep her away from you. Indeed, without you knowing, Dimas always insisted on taking care of you, Immania. He's very serious about making you happy."
I paused for a moment, then said, "Unfortunately, we've broken up, Brother Ve."
"What?!"
Secretary Ve was shocked to hear my statement.
"Yes, last night, we broke up."
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