NOT PERPETRATORS
Stuck Decision
"No need to thank me. I got it for free, too" I said, then exited Mr. Wibowo's room and headed to my office.
***
Four o'clock in the afternoon, as usual, work hours are over. I'm packing things. My phone suddenly rang, a message came in. I took the phone off the table.
[Imania, wait for me, huh? Sorry, I'm late to pick you up. There was an important business.]
[It's okay, Rud.]
[I love you.]
[I love you, too.]
I put the phone back on the table. I don't understand if I made the wrong decision to accept Rudi. Obviously, I don't love him. To be honest, I was just trying to make Dimas jealous and avenge the pain he inflicted on me.
"Imania, I noticed Dimas' mimic when you and Rudi were close together. His face was, it looked like he wanted to slaughter people. I'm sure, he's very burning jealous."
"Imania, are you serious about taking Rudi? Or ... You just used Rudi to repay Dimas for what you did?"
"I'm just worried, if until you lie to your own feelings, as well as Rudi's feelings. Don't let you just use Rudi for the escape. Or just revenge against Dimas. It'll hurt Rudi. And it must have hurt a lot. I can't let you do that."
"Don't do that, Imania. What's the difference between you and Dimas? You're as selfish as you are until that happens. You'll also hurt Rudi's feelings. I can't bear to let Rudi get hurt."
Is correct. Fania's right. I shouldn't have used Rudi as an escape. It could hurt Rudi's feelings. How is it different from Dimas? Just to avenge my pain, I had to use Rudi. Nah! That can't happen. I better tell Rudi the truth. Rather than letting him drag on in empty hope.
After waiting for Rudi for 15 minutes, Rudi finally called me.
"Hello."
"I'm at the gate."
"Okay, I'm out."
I hung up the phone, put the phone in the bag. Then I walked out of my room.
Arriving in front of the gate, Rudi's car was waiting for me. I'm in too.
"Sorry, make you wait, Imania."
I smiled at the word 'sorry' that often said from Rudi's mouth. "Thank you."
Rudi widened his eyes. "Sorry .. I'm sorry."
I smiled again looking at Rudi's expression. "Thank you."
"Sama-sama," he said with a flat gaze.
I also had a little laugh. Why Rudi was that stupid.
Rudi started the car, saying, "I'm glad you can laugh."
That moment made me stop laughing and think back, that I was going to tell Rudi the truth. About my mistake in making this relationship happen, it was purely intentional for Dimas to be jealous.
"Imania."
"Rud."
Suddenly, we said simultaneously.
"You first" said Rudi.
"So what did you want to say?"
"I was or you were?"
"You were, Rud."
Rudi smiled as he drove his car. "Sunday tomorrow, do you have time?"
"Sunday tomorrow? On Sunday?" my many.
"Yes." Yeah."
"To Bali?" asked Rudi in surprise.
"Hm .. I will go with Mr. Wibowo to Bali. Work, "clearly.
"Well, happy, donk. While refreshing," said Rudi with an expression of sumringah.
"The thing is, Arka I'll leave, Rud."
"Isn't there Fania?"
I let out a rough breath. "Hm ...."
"Don't worry. I'll be at your house often. To help Fania keep Arka."
"really?"
"Yes, with pleasure. Arka will be safe with me. He won't be lonely." Rudi said enthusiastically.
Poor Rudi. He has been so kind to me and to my son. I couldn't hurt her feelings any more.
"Hows it? Can, can't I, Sunday I'll go to my house."
"To your house?"
"Yes, I will introduce you to my mother" Rudi said with a fluffy smile.
Yes, God ... Rudi is so serious about being in a relationship with me. It was very different from Dimas, who had never once asked me to see his mother.
"Imania."
I woke up from a daydream. "Ah, i-yes. Em.... How, huh?"
"Please ...."
After thinking for a while, I finally decided. "All right."
"Yes! Thank you, Imania."
It really makes it harder. I'm stuck with my own decisions. I'm sorry, Rudi.
"Imania."
"Yes." Yeah."
"What did you want to say?"
"Not so, Rud."
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