NOT PERPETRATORS
God's Scenario

I don't understand God's scenario. I just live it sincerely. Whatever God wills, I accept it with great courage. I realized, there's no point in regretting. That will only make life miserable. It's just .. I'm always worried. Sometimes life is strange. I feel like I've been living it right. Yet, still. Trials are always present one by one, approaching me. This may be called fate. Must remain patient and firm, no matter how much pain I feel. God ... I don't understand any of this ....

"Shy ...."

"Son? Are you conscious?"

The voice of two men I so respected. I slowly opened my eyelids. My head is still so dizzy. I faintly saw a shadowy figure in front of my eyes. Am I dreaming? I rubbed my eyes, hoping to see it clearly. Still, there was that figure in front of me. The figure approached, until I fully realized. This isn't a dream.

I looked at my father and mother-in-law. "What's going on, Mom? Why am I here?"

"Ima, last night you passed out. Because you were unconscious for a long time, so we brought you here. We're so worried about you, Ima," she explained, holding my hand gently.

"Where is Arka?"

"He's been taken to your mother's house for a while" said the mother-in-law.

Slowly my memory returned to last night's events. My head feels dizzy again. Oh, it hurts so much.

"Ima, calm your mind. Don't think about last night, okay? We can talk about it well later," said the mother.

I looked back at the doctor who was still standing watching me. The look of pity on his face.

"Sorry, can you leave us both? I want to have a one-on-one talk with the patient" Dimas said.

"Oh, yes, well, please ...." She stood up and left us both. So did my father who followed him.

The door of the opening room was also tightly closed. I'm sitting my body. "Don't look at me like that!"

"In these circumstances alone you're still very jutek," he said.

I didn't respond to him. He walked closer, then sat down on the bedside chair.

"You look very pale."

"I'm fine."

"Really .. I feel so sorry for you."

"No need! I don't need to be cheered on by anyone else."

He approached again, looked at me, and grabbed my hand. I don't know why I just let it go. I let him gently squeeze my finger. Perhaps, the disappointment that still broke my heart, made me forget about my status as a wife. Anyway, Bastian's already hurt me.

Crews! The door suddenly opened. I quickly took my hand from her.

"Good morning?" A sister who appeared yesterday again. He put the food on the table beside my bed.

"Good morning, Sus?" my reply.

"Why did you drive? It's not your job, is it?" ask Dimas to the nurse.

"I saw you enter this room. So, I took the initiative myself to deliver breakfast to the patients," he replied with a flirtatious smile.

"To meet you, Handsome!" he said as he touched the eagle doctor's chin.

"Hey! Don't touch me! Already, get out there!"

The sister left the room and closed the door happily. I laughed at the sister's funny behavior.

"I'm glad you can laugh."

I also stopped laughing. "Eghem! I ... just funny looking at her behavior."

"That's just one. There are many others. Even worse than Sister Lia," she said.

Oh, so the sister's name is 'Lia'. "Well, happy donk? Lots of fans."

"I'm not Bastian's playboy!"

Suddenly my face changed when I heard the name.

"Why? Aren't you so proud of him? Isn't Bastian so loyal in your eyes? In fact, you said he was better than me. He is softer .. more attentive .. loving .. responsibility--"

He stopped his words. He noticed a clear grain that started coming down from my eyes.

"Nia, sorry .. I .. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings."

Dimas stood up and sat on the bed. He looked at me with pity, then wiped off one by one the water that kept on sliding from my eyes. I'm also getting sobbing. I want to feel like I'm screaming. Spilling all my worries. However, Dimas immediately hugged me. He held me gently. For the first time I didn't fight. I am calm with him. I was calm in his arms.

Dimas rubbed my back gently. With tears flowing, I sobbed in her shoulders. The shoulder that used to be mine. The shoulders that always come warm. I have been very wrong to judge him. Dimitri ... Dimas .. I can no longer refuse you.

"Cry, if it can put out all the claustrophobic stuff on your chest. Even if it doesn't solve your problem. But at least, it can relieve you. I'm here with you. Always with. I'm ... I'm still loyal and willing to take you back, my name ...."

I can't speak anymore. All I can do is cry. Cry .. and cry. Saddened by this profound reality. At once moved by Dimas' loyalty to me. Really ... what other scenarios are going to happen.

Within his shoulder, I felt the heartbeat of this eagle doctor align with mine. His chest was pounding, exactly like the one I was currently feeling.

"Nia, come back to me ..," he said softly.

Crews!

Suddenly the door opened. I hurried to release his embrace. To his surprise, a beautiful doctor stood looking at us.

"Lookie!" I said with a red face from fear.

- CONNECTED --

Sorry if the writing is less neat, huh? Next month, Author will release. Currently, Author wants to write as much as possible for you fans of IMANIA & DOCTOR HANDSOME.

Don't be bosen huh? Thank You ....