NOT PERPETRATORS
Egotistical

I don't know what happened to him. But I assure you, Nessa's mood is not good.

"After you pay for your groceries, I'd like to talk for a minute. I'm waiting for you up ahead!" Nessa spoke with a somewhat uplifting intonation. His face was also without a single smile on me.

I picked up a signal that was not right for him. This must be related to my relationship with Dimas. So, after I paid for my groceries, I immediately approached Nessa who was still waiting for me in front of the supermarket.

For a moment my eyes glanced inward. Where are Arka and Fania? I also took a cell phone to send Fania a message.

[Fania, where are you?] Click send.

While waiting for a reply from Fania, I also headed for Nessa who was standing in front of the supermarket.

"Nessa?"

"I want to talk to you!"

"Here?"

"No! Let's just find somewhere else."

Nessa went to her car.

"Nessa?" call me. And Nessa stopped her steps. "I'm here with Arka and my friend."

Nessa turned around. "alright. We'll talk in the car! Come inside!"

I followed him, too, to get into his car.

"Nessa, what's up?"

"I hear you and Bastian are divorced?"

"Yes, that's right" I replied, looking down.

"Why should I get divorced?"

I was silent for a moment. I was thinking, is it important that Nessa I tell you about the problems in my household? But ... I hesitated to tell her that.

"Where did you hear about my divorce?" I asked back.

"From Bang Hotman!"

Why does everyone know about my divorce from Hotman Paris? Rudi then said the same thing. Find out the news of my divorce from the Hotman Paris Hutapea.

"You know, right? Hotman Paris is famous. He also has Instagram. From there I knew that Dimas had hired the famous lawyer to take care of your divorce!" nessa. "Hotman also uploaded a photo with Dimas."

I took a deep breath. "Bastian and I got divorced peacefully."

Nessa laughed. Then I looked at me sharply. "Imania! Is that because you want to go back to Dimas? Where's your promise to me? Are you really a very selfish woman? Can't you think about other people's feelings, too? Dimas is my fiancee, Imania!"

I saw his face filled with anger. He looked at me like I was a prisoner he was interrogating.

"Missa! My divorce from Bastian has absolutely nothing to do with Dimas. This ... this is just a personal matter."

"Personal problems you say? Then tell me. What's the deal!"

"I can't tell you about that."

"Why? Is your personal problem because you want to go back to Dimas? Does a Bastian meet your needs? Do you want to live as the rich Madame Dimas?"

I don't think about Nessa's way of thinking. He accused me of that. I try to control my emotions.

"I'm not that cool, Ness! To me. Rich or not, is not a guarantee for a happy life. It has absolutely nothing to do with it."

Something was stabbing in my chest. Nessa's words are so piercing. I know, Nessa loves Dimas so much. But Dimas only loves me. And now, Nessa blames me.

"Yesterday Dimas came to see me. He told me to cancel our engagement. You know, right? I love her so much! I love her so much, Imania!" tears are shed in her beautiful eyes. The eyes that had been interrogating me sharply.

Nessa keeps sobbing. I became confused. I cannot continue to sacrifice for the happiness of others. I am also a human being, not an angel. I need love, too, need love. I also want to be happy with the person I like, Ness!

"You are so evil, Imania! You want to ruin my happiness! You're mean!" he said while beating the steering wheel of his car.

"Ness? I know you love Dimas very much. And you also know, right, that Dimas loves me. Who's being selfish?"

"You want to say that I'm selfish?"

"Yes, you're so selfish, Ness!"

Nessa looked at me with watery eyes. "Am I selfish? I can also make Dimas happy. I can be a good wife to her. And I can also be who he wants me to be. Whatever it is!" said sure.

"Are you sure? If you're sure of that to yourself. You should be able to make Dimas love you, too, right?"

Nessa was stunned to hear my statement.

"Ness .. that love cannot be forced. If love has chosen the mooring of his heart, then it will continue to flow on his estuary" I said gently.

"Then what do you want? You want me to sacrifice for you? You want me to cancel our engagement? Nah! Don't hope! Just so you know! The Dimas family loves me very much. And you, just a widow, cannot possibly be accepted by the Dimas family! You should know that!"

I'm speechless. Fulfilling all Nessa's words. Why ... I feel like I'm less confident with our relationship. Just yesterday, Dimas and I promised to fight and strengthen each other.

"One more! You have to keep this! I WILL NOT CANCEL MY ENGAGEMENT WITH DIMAS!!" Nessa spoke loudly in my ear. "Now out! Get out and leave me!!"

Suddenly Nessa held onto his chest. He grimaced like he was holding back the pain in his chest. I'm watching him closely.

"Ness ... Are you okay?"

"Go!!"

I got out of Nessa's car. Suddenly my hand rings. Fania asked me to go inside the supermarket. A moment before entering, I turned to look at Nessa who was crying inside her car. I don't know why, I don't really have the heart to see someone cry, and that's because of me. But ... I want to fight for my love with Dimas. I'm sorry, Ness ....

Not long after the yellow car left. I also immediately entered to fulfill Fania's call. And how surprised I was, when I saw Fania standing in front of the cashier, carrying a troll full of various food products. And Arka sat on the troll. Fania smiled happily at my appearance. As for me, looking at him anxiously. Don't-don't ... Fania doesn't have the money to pay for it.

"Fania? You're shopping a lot!"

She smiled so sweetly at me. I found a suspicious signal inside that smile.

"Why hasn't it been given to the cashier?" tanyaku.

He bit his lower lip, then said, "I'm waiting for you to pay him first, he-he ...!"

I've guessed. Oh, my goodness ... This alien! I shouldn't have taken her to a place like this. Now ... I'm not sure if I have enough money left to pay for it. Meanwhile, Arka looks so happy with a variety of snacks that meet the trolli he rides.

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Hi .. hi ....

The author is back again, right?

Well, Nessa is very angry with Imania. About what's going to happen next, huh?

Keep watching their story, only in Novel IS NOT AN ACTOR! (wkwk kayak soap operas, yes)

Thank You ...!