NOT PERPETRATORS
Promises

Longing does not have to be owned by those who are long distance relationship. Sometimes longing for something like this, more spurring passion. Unfortunately, I only do it based on lust. Lust, yeah. I'm a normal woman. It can be complacent if it is constantly in contact with the pleasure that is considered heaven of the world. Although so far, I don't know what it's like to do based on love. Not just a momentary lust.

To be honest, I don't know how to do this with love. The arrival of Mas Bastian in my life was spontaneous. It was like an opening to distract and distract my restless thoughts. It is just another door that opens up to a new life. It's still a secret, only God and I know. You guys won't understand. Later ... there comes a time when everything is revealed.

When Bastian's hand touched the last button that still locked my shirt. I immediately removed the lips from her lips. And my hand held Bastian's motion.

"What's wrong?" Bastian looked at me confused.

"I ...."

"Come on, I can't help it anymore."

"I'm .. I'm menstruating" I whispered in her ear.

His eyes widened, hearing my words. "Since when?"

"Since this morning."

How could I forget? There's a stain I have to hide, the hawk doctor. So, I had to lie, because actually I'm not menstruating.

Mas Bastian also moved with a feeling of disappointment. How not. This was our last day at the villa. An imagined anniversary will be very romantic. Just get away with it. What can I do. We have to go home. He has to get back to work.

While Bastian was wearing clothes, I asked him for permission to go see Nessa. I came out of the villa room. Simultaneously, I saw Nessa also coming out of her room. Immediately I set foot approaching.

"Nessa," call me.

He looked up while smiling. "You out?"

I think he's still mad at me. Looking at her current facial expression, it seemed like Nessa was not a woman who was easy to become a hater.

"Why silence? Let's go for a walk," he said.

We also went to the garden behind the villa. The flowers are neatly arranged and beautiful. Many people were relaxing there too. To simply enjoy the fresh air and the morning sun that is starting to warm.

I sat free with Nessa on the neatly shaved lawn. Thinking about yesterday's events. Nessa was talking to me on the balcony. Surprised, Nessa found out that Dimas and I had been in a relationship.

"Ness?"

"Hm?"

"About yesterday ... actually ...."

"I knew. It's just the past."

"Aren't you angry?"

"What's angry for?" Nessa asked back.

"You .. don't hate me, do you?"

He took a deep breath. "Initially, I thought about it. That you'll take Dimas' love from me. Isn't that ridiculous? I didn't want to believe you. In fact, ever since I first met you, I've hated you."

"Why? Did you know about me in the first place?"

Nessa took a deep breath, then took it. "Yes, you are the one who made it into Dimas' heart. In fact, until now. Until now, it seems like there has been no gap for me to enter."

Nessa looked over with a sad smile. A smile that is deliberately painted to cover the pain. "Since we've been in California."

I was stunned for a moment by Nessa's words. "Did he tell you?"

"Not much. Just ... never said, that she had a boyfriend."

"Isn't .. you and Dimas dating?"

Nessa laughed at my question. "We were just a couple of friends. Until we finally got engaged. I love her so much. He loves me too. It's just that his heart is still on you."

Not thinking out. It means they are engaged without loving each other. Then, why did Dimas ignore me when he was in California? Why didn't Dimas tell me? And why is Dimas like running away from me?

If Dimas didn't love Nessa, then why was Dimas so worried and panicked when Nessa passed out yesterday. Dimas seemed very attentive.

"We were betrothed," she suddenly broke my daydream.

I see, Nessa's eyes are glazed. Like there was something he wanted to spill immediately. All those things that were buried in his chest.

"Stupid?" my ulang is still flabbergasted. Which means, what I heard was true.

"i like it. Loved it. L loved her. Unfortunately, Dimas has never said that he loves me."

"What was his reaction when he found out that you were betrothed?"

"What makes my heart happy, he will definitely agree to it. She loves me so much. I'm sure he loves me too. It's just that Dimas still refused to admit. Moreover, he had not been able to expel his past. That's you."

I bowed listlessly. Feeling sad as Nessa looked at me with a watery look. "I've forgotten it."

"really?"

"I'm already married. I will not accept another man. Dimas is just my past. I threw it away before I decided to get married. So, you don't have to worry. I don't love her anymore." I don't know why my lips are shaking. There was a slight tightness in his chest when he said that. I don't understand either.

Nessa grabbed my palm. Grasping and squeezing my fingers tightly. "Please .. don't let Dimas leave me. I don't know how many times Dimas would tempt you to come back to him. But I trust you completely. Reject Dimas! He's my destiny! He's my soul mate! We were born to be together forever. Never go back to Dimas. Never betray me. Promise me not to go back to your past! Or I'll really hate you! Promise that! Please, Imania ...," said Nessa with tears in her eyes.

He wanted it so badly. I understand Nessa's feelings. I looked into his eyes with a nod. That's all I can do.

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