NOT PERPETRATORS
The Worst Ex

"Could it be, now you still love her?" Dimas suddenly asked Bastian. "Do you still remember him? Or you haven't been able to move on from him?"

Dimas's question surprised me. Dimas seemed to know how I felt. All the questions he asked were exactly the same as what I had in mind.

Nessa nudged Dimas's arm. "What you're asking is ridiculous! Where maybe Bastian hasn't been able to move on. Look at them now. Ima and Bastian are very compatible. After all, they were going on a holiday to celebrate the anniversary. You don't make their beautiful day disturbed, honey," Nessa said.

Bastian did not answer. He focused on the steering wheel in his hand. His face still showed sadness in his heart. Of course I understand. I try to stay calm and understand. Isn't that just the past?

"I'm just kidding, Brother! Don't worry! Imania trusts you a lot, doesn't she? Forgive my silly question" Dimas said, laughing.

"Well, whose turn is it now, Bas? You're the one pointing!" nessa direct sela.

"Em ... Who was it, huh? Dimas, motherfucker!"

I'm speechless. I hope he doesn't talk about me. But, where is it possible? Isn't his ex me? Or maybe he had an ex-SMP, or while studying in California. I don't know!

"My ex .. she's beautiful. Very pretty!" Dimas started talking.

While I started to flutter. Hope to worry about what he said. What's he gonna say?

"I shot him when he was in High School. Right on his birthday."

"Well, our story is almost similar! I broke up on my birthday. And you were made on his birthday. Cool!" said mas Bastian.

"She's a plain girl. He's very special. In a park we were made. He accepted my love. Our days are so beautiful."

I stared at Nessa's face from the middle view of the cabin. He seems unhappy. However, still trying to calm down, listening to Dimas patiently.

"Over two years we've been in a relationship. It went well at first. Until at the end. We parted. Because I have to go to Uncle Sam's country."

My heart was beating faster hearing his words. At first glance my brain captures one by one those memories.

"Last we met in the park. I say goodbye to him. In the park, we hugged. I even kissed her for the first time. And that was my first and first kiss."

"How'd it feel like your first kiss, Di?" Mas Bastian asked with a slight chuckle.

"Sweet .. delicious .. savory .. delicious .. delicious!" dimas said while laughing. The laughter of Bastian. Nessa is still listening. While I was increasingly flabbergasted at the eagle doctor's outspoken attitude.

"And then it rained. As if we understood our mood. Those who are afraid to part, hesitate to let go of each other. The rain flushed our bodies wet. I noticed her wet self. Her hair, her eyes, her lips, she was so beautiful and sexy when it was so wet. Ha-ha ..," he continued.

Basic pervert! What to say so soon!

"In fact, I got wet when she suddenly kissed me first!" Dimas laughing. Bastian laughed too. "My wet lips mean, ha-ha ...."

"That's enough! Poor Nessa, Di. It's my wife's turn. Come on, honey, tell me, what's your ex like?"

I'm speechless. All eyes are pointing at me. However, I am in a dilemma. Either you have to say it or not.

"Come, Ima!" nessa's orders while patting me on the shoulder.

I also ventured to begin to describe. "My ex?"

I took a deep breath. Trying to relax. "My ex ...." I stopped, holding my lips for a moment.

"Tell me, Ima," Nessa said.

Suddenly Dimas laughed. Because he certainly knows. Who I mean. He is the first love. I was just dating her, before anchoring my heart to Bastian.

"He ... he ... he .. em?"

"Tell me? I won't be angry!" said mas Bastian. "Now you are mine. No matter your past. I'll take that!"

However, my past is Dimas. Are you going to keep taking it?

"I liked him very much at first. After that, I really .... very .. hate it! She was the worst first love and boyfriend in my life. He's a fraud. A liar! I hate him so much. So .. I can't remember exactly the bright side. He's stored pretty badly in my brain!" I said with an emotional tone.

"At least you still have your worst ex, don't you?" Dimas asked then laughed at my words.

"I have long since cast him out of this heart. Since meeting with Bastian. I've decided to move on from him!" reply enthusiastically.

"Wow! That's nice!" quip Dimas.

"That means he's not as handsome as me, is he?" ask Bastian.

"of course! He's a lot worse than you! She ... she's so ugly!" my answer.

"If she's ugly, why would you want to date her?" Dimas asked again.

I'm speechless. It's free to argue with him.

Suddenly Nessa's breath was wheezing. Nessa kept her chest. Everyone who saw it panicked. Including Dimas who looked very anxious.

"Ness, are you okay?" Dimas put Nessa's head on her shoulder, rubbing Nessa's back.

Nessa did not answer. He closed both of his eyes. Suddenly, guilt ran through my mind. Is this all because of me? Could Nessa know about my past and Dimas? Is he in shock? Suddenly his chest hurt.

"Nessa, don't scare me! You're okay, right?" Dimas asked with great concern.

Mas Bastian stopped the car.

"I'm fine. I am calm in your arms. Don't let go of me! I'm .. I'm comfortable with you." Nessa wrapped both her hands around Dimas' waist.

"Calm down, I'm here. I'm right here! I'm always with you. I'll keep looking after you. Be calm. Arrange your breath," said Dimas attentively.

"You're okay, aren't you, Ness?" ask me to worry.

"He's all right! Look ahead! Let him calm down!" Dimas said very emotionally.

The deg! My heart stopped for a moment hearing how worried Dimas was about Nessa. That means it's true. They love each other. Then why does my heart feel pain seeing the two of them hugging?

"You, is it okay?" ask Bastian who is also worried.

"He's fine. Continue driving! Nessa's safe with me." Dimas. "I'm here with you. Be calm. Arrange your breath," said Dimas gently as he kissed Nessa's forehead. Nessa tightened her embrace.

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