NOT PERPETRATORS
Nessa's Love Story

Hey, Dear Disgusted Readers? Always looking forward to this novel, huh? Thanks, loh, huh?

Oh, yes, Author Kecih has great tips for reading this novel. Pas the sad scene, Author Keceh crooked while listening to the song 'RIVERS FLOW IN YOU'.

This is the song that Author Kecih chose for this novel. The soundtrack of the film, hehe.

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Remember always Author's message, to prepare a tissue before reading, huh? Because this novel has been compiled there is happy, comedy, and sad. Complete!

Hopefully the wisdom and learning from this story can be received well. Aamiins.

This is not ending yet? It's a long time, about a month. Whoa, fun, huh? Accompany your Ramadhan as well.

Okay, please read and prepare a tissue before reading, huh?

Thank you ...!

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Look at the food menu in front of me. It's painful. Although I have decided it, but .. I .. I still expect him to be my soul mate. Unfortunately, it seems that Dimas has also let go of me. The proof is that he no longer cares about me being here.

"Imania, have you really broken up from Dimas?" ask Fania.

"You and Dimas broke up?" Mas Bastian asked in a surprised tone.

I nodded while smiling. "He wasn't meant for me."

"really? Who knows about Immania's soul mate and destiny" said Fania.

"Don't listen to Fania. She's a strange woman. I'm worried, if you listen to the cult from him," said Mas Bastian.

"Hey! What do you mean a perverted flow?"

"Your life is not clear. I'm just worried about Imania, if it gets carried away by the flow of misguidance from you."

"helo? How's it going with your bell, Bas? Don't underestimate others. Although I look doubtful from the outside, but I can be trusted from the inside."

"Oh, don't argue! I've moved on from Dimas. Don't talk about it anymore" my boy.

Scroll for a moment towards those who were sitting together at the table, which was only about five meters away from our table. Dimas and Nessa are ordering a meal. After the waitress left, Nessa suddenly moved forward. He kept moving towards the stage. Then take a mic. All the eyes of visitors who were in the restaurant were directed at him.

"Good day, everybody?" Nessa started saying hello.

"You're doing him!" ketus Fania is eating.

"good. Waiting for my food menu to come. I want to say something very happy in my life."

All who heard were glued to the figure of Nessa. Except for Fania and Arka, who were busy eating the dishes.

I saw Nessa's eyes glow. He threw a smile and said, "I have a love story I want to tell you."

"Since I was a kid I liked someone. We were good friends. We've liked each other, since we were in elementary school."

I turned my eyes to Dimas, who was sitting glued. He looked at Nessa flinch, occasionally looking down. I don't know exactly what Nessa is planning. Did he intentionally do all this to heat me up?

Nessa breathed deeply. The eyes turned dewy. Not a single smile from her thin lips. Then he said again, "First, something happened to me. When we are racing. At that time I fell, unconscious. I was rushed to the hospital. I'm in a coma for a few days. And ... since then .. he knew that I had kept a secret about myself from him. He was very angry when he knew there was something I was hiding. We promised not to keep secrets."

Both eyes of Nessa began to drip clear circles that had been dammed in the eye fertilizers. "Since then, he knew that I .. I had something different in my chest. He was devastated to hear the reality of the opportunity my life time had predicted. And ... The day I came out of the coma, she cried while hugging me. Then he promised me that he would always look after me until death do us part. He also aspired to become a doctor who would heal me. He said he'd find the best way to take care of my life."

I turned my gaze toward Dimas who was bowed still. He seemed to be acknowledging the contents of Nessa's statement. I don't know if he is sad, but his face looks sad.

Nessa rubs both sides of her wet cheeks. "Not only that, he promised to marry me when I grew up. I was his first love, and he was my first love. Our parents are both friendly. Seeing our closeness, they agreed, they blessed our relationship since childhood."

So ... that's why they were betrothed? And that's why, Dimas wants to be a doctor? To take care of Nessa.

Scroll towards Dimas again. He still lowered his face deeply. He doesn't see me anymore. Could it be that he has moved on from me?

"Unfortunately, after SD ended, we had to split up. I moved to Bandung to follow my father because of a job. At that time I not only parted with her, but also with my mother because of a problem. So, I just stayed with my dad until now."

"Ck! You crybaby! I haven't lived with my parents since I was born. Why so crybaby!" fania muttered while filling her mouth with food.

"Then, I was always lonely. I have to part with my mother, as well as with the man I love." Nessa paused for a moment, letting her tears down. "My relationship with that guy became unstable when we were in High School. Understandably, we are long distance relationship, and only communicate by mail or phone. I often sent him letters of my longing for him. He likes to reply me with beautiful poems. I really like her poetry. To this day, I still keep it."

All eyes looked at Nessa's story. Until they are willing to stop eating food on the table.

"Since High School he changed. He became indifferent. He rarely makes me poetry again. Rarely call me again, and rarely pick up the phone from me. He doesn't pay attention to me anymore. In the end, I asked my father to be educated in the same place as him."

Tears continued to wash over Nessa's face. Sometimes he breaths. And continued the story, "As a result, we went to the same university in California. And both earned doctor degrees. Now our relationship is getting better. He was always worried about me again. He always gave me a life spirit. And the man is here."

Nessa turned her eyes to Dimas. A smile bloomed on her beautiful face. "I want you here!"

Everyone including me turned their eyes towards Dimas. Dimas lifted his face and looked at Nessa.

"Come here, the man I love so much" Nessa said with a hopeful look.

A momentary silent atmosphere, Nessa still stared at Dimas. His eyes seemed to ask that Dimas approach him. However, Dimas was still unmoved. Suddenly, Dimas turned his head towards me, for a few seconds our eyes met each other. Then he looked back to Nessa, who was waiting for him.

Dimas took a breath, then stood up and approached Nessa. As if something was squeezing and screaming, my chest hurt a lot.

Arriving beside Nessa, Dimas immediately grasped Nessa's fingers tightly. I saw both hands together. Nessa greeted him with a happy look. So did Dimas, who also looked at Nessa with a thin smile on his handsome face.

Nessa brought the mic back to her lips, looking across the restaurant. "True love. What does true love mean to you?"

She carved a smile on her pretty face, looked at Dimas, then said, "For me, true love is love that will never die. Even though the owner of the heart is dead. True love will always accompany, even though the owner of the heart is gone. True love is always warm even if left alone. And true love will remain fondly remembered, forever, until ever."

Why does witnessing someone's happiness feel so torturous? Is this a stupidity or a lie. Pretending to be tough when injured is not at all easy. Especially pretending to be sincere when the heart is not at all willing. It's really painful.

Nessa pulls her body to Dimas' side. He looked back at Dimas with dewy eyes, but his face still carved a smile. "We're getting married!"

Suddenly there was a boisterous sound of applause that echoed. It's like a melt back my wounded heart. My heart exploded, it was hot. I bit my lower lip, to suppress the tightness that struck my soul. And I turned my face up, holding the clear hairs that forced them to spill.

"I love you" said Nessa.

Scroll for a moment towards Dimas. Nessa brought the mic closer to Dimas's lips.

"I love you" said Nessa again.

"I love you, too," Dimas replied.

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