
I'm leaving a little time to please Bang Jack. It's not hard to make him happy. Cooked food alone he'll be glad it's not a bitch. So that afternoon I set aside a special time to cook in the kitchen. Bang Jack had already ordered a lot of cooking ingredients at the delivery service for me to cook food for the two of us to lunch.
"My sexy chocolate" said Bang Jack as he approached me standing in front of the stove in a tight shirt and white hot pants. He even put his hands around my waist and slipped behind my shirt. Naughty, he rubbed his warm palm on my stomach skin. "You know, seeing you dressed like this made me think of taking you to my room" she whispered. He peeked over my shoulder slicing an onion.
Huh! Fuck up! He's getting addicted.
I smiled, then turned around and came face to face with him. "To the room? Why not just here? We haven't tried that dinner table, have we?"
"Oh, wow! I'm appalled. So you want that? Hmm?"
Geez, it's ridiculous. Bang Jack's happy laughter filled the room. Then, unexpectedly, he picked me up and carried me, took me to the wooden dining table and made me lie down, and then he overcame me.
"Even, right?"
"Eh?"
"You're lying down. Now continue cooking."
Ew...! He made me a manyun. "It's not funny, you know!"
"Rilex, Honey." Bang Jack got out of my way and stood on the floor. He reached out to pull me. "Just calm down, I'll make you tired."
While frowning, I welcomed Bang Jack's helping hand, got up and got off the table while Bang Jack sat at the kitchen table. He grabbed a knife and an apple and ate it casually.
"If I'm tired, who's gonna cook you dinner?"
"Just calm. I can order food from outside. You just tell me what to eat."
"Yes, yeah, whatever. That means I have to put extra energy in for both of us, right?"
"Mmm-hmm, that's right. It's gotta. And, by the way, is there anything I can help you with?"
"None of them, brother. Everything's under control. I can handle the kitchen by myself. Okay well? Leave everything to me."
I grabbed the spatula. There's nothing Bang Jack can do, right? He is indeed better to sit back at the dinner table while enjoying the apples in his hands.
But no, Bang Jack actually got up from his chair and peered back into the frying pan from behind my shoulder with both hands coiled around my waist while I started sauteing onions. "The smell is appetizing," he whispered as he inhaled the scent.
Nope. Not the smell of the stir-fry, but my scent, at the nape of my neck.
"I was hungry" he said again, and he buried his teeth at the nape of my neck.
Delightful. Sure oes. But I got a little worried that my sour-sweet sauce shrimp wouldn't be ready in time if this was the way, even though I also thought that Bang Jack just wanted a prank on me.
For a minute, I sat at the table with Bang Jack without speaking and watched the man swallow bite after bite. Jack looked happy and satisfied. Whynot? My cooking was able to satisfy his taste, and before his eyes: there was me, the lover he loved so much.
"Hows it? Yummy, right?"
Bang Jack nodded. "Of course, honey. No need to doubt. You're my greatest chef."
Chefs. Not wife.
I try my best to smile too. "If only our relationship could always be this intimate, and if only I had the status of a wife-"
"Darling...." Bang Jack nodded. "Don't talk about this, please? We know it'll only provoke sadness."
I'm nodding. "I know," I said. "But let me tell you about this."
"What?"
"Emm. if after this happens-"
"Rose, please?"
"Listen to me first, okay?"
He did not reply, but tried to remain relaxed and feed a piece of shrimp into his mouth.
"I just want to say, if after this bad thing happens to me, I want you to know, I love you so much. And no matter what happens, you don't have to worry about me. I'm not gonna do anything. Don't ever think that I'm in danger or suffering. I'm powerful. I am not weak at all. Okay well? Don't think my safety is the main thing. Not necessary. I'm not gonna do anything. Don't make me a weakness. Bro's promise?"
Nodding. Jack did not want to discuss it further. I know it. She simply said, "I know you're a strong woman. But you also need stamina to face me, right? Now open your mouth and eat this."
The man smiled and put rice in my mouth. He fed me with love.
"Abang, I'm serious. Right now I'm just asking for that one thing. Please, don't worry about my safety. I can make sure that no matter what happens, I'll be fine. Don't make me your weakness. Whatever happens, I am strong. Can you understand this?"
He nodded again, and this time he removed the spoon from his hand and instead grabbed both of my hands and clasped it tightly. "I know, you're strong. I-i understand. Okay well? But let me do this too, I don't want any despair in you. You, and I, we have to fight together. I want to marry you. I want to give you children of my blood, watch you conceive and raise them with me. So, please, make our hope as an encouragement. Okay?"
I can only nod. I have that hope. Either it happens or it doesn't, but my main mission right now is to get rid of James. And it's very risky. The battle between life and death, and that's the path I need to take. It starts today....
"Honey, instead of talking about this, mending us...?"
Hmm....
Well, for Bang Jack's sake, I fulfilled his wish. My fatigue was nothing compared to the happiness that was engraved beautifully on her face.