
Chequek!
The bedroom door closed behind my back, locked securely, and, instantly, my heart skipped a beat faster.
Please, Lord, make this man keep his promise. Help me....
"Rose?"
"Y-yeah, sir."
"You still call me sir."
"Oh, sorry, I'm sorry. Emm I mean. I mean. I'm sorry, My James."
"All right, don't discuss it. You will surely get used to it. Now, since it's night...."
The deg!
Please.we just go to sleep, please. Don't touch me, please....
But the man was standing behind me. "I want us to enjoy this bridal room for a moment" he spoke softly in the ear. "You like this room, don't you?"
"I-iya, likes. I. I mean I like."
"Decoration's pretty?"
"Em, very pretty."
"But not as pretty as you, Rose."
"Emm?"
"You're beautiful."
"Te-te-thank you, sir... My James."
"Ep. I admire you. I am captivated by your beauty.
Oh, my God, I'm really uncomfortable. James grabbed both of my shoulders, and then the velvet hand went through my skin. And, when the touch of his fingers reached my arm, the two sturdy hands of the man instead slipped and coiled around my waist. And, and.he propped his chin up in the groove between my neck and my shoulder.
"I'm happy for this marriage, Rose. How's yours?"
You know my answer. I am not happy about this marriage. I'm forced.
"Yeah, I know. I understand how you feel now. But I'm sure you'll feel the same way sooner. Love me."
Huh huh?
"Love me, Rose Harding."
"Emm.. i...."
"Try, and try. I don't want any rejection."
You're forcing me.
"here." James stood up straight, then he turned me to face him. "alright. I'm sorry if I'm so sue." Both of his hands were on my shoulders. "But, at least, you can carry out your role well. Be a good wife, obedient, serve me, and you must be faithful. There is no betrayal in our marriage. And you should know, I hate a traitor, I hate it. And I don't like it when people run against me. You gotit?"
I nodded, and I was honestly scared. James spoke softly, softly, but in his words there was clearly a warning and a threat to me.
"What's wrong? You scared?"
I'm shaking. Doubtful.
"No. There's no need to be afraid. You don't have to be afraid of me. I'm your husband. Hm? Just relax." Now both of his hands are cupping my cheeks. "See me, please?"
According to. Slowly, I stared at the two men's eyes until our eyes clashed.
"Believe it or not, I'm starting to love you. And I want you to be happy in this marriage. Me, love, to you."
Argha!
James rubbed his fingers on my lips. My lips opened, and his face approached.
No, please don't kiss me. I turned.
"Rose." He made my face look at him again. "Don't turn me down. Don't." Don't."
But I kept shaking even though I was so scared. "Sir, please don't be like this. Master has promised not-"
"What?"
"Sir said...."
"Mmm-hmm...?"
"Master said Master won't touch me before I'm nineteen. T-please, sir keep your promise to me. Only nine months will I be nineteen. Please, Master?"
A smile was happy to split his face. He seemed to want to laugh at me. "Love, Rose. I mean fuck. Ber cin ta's. My promise is not to fuck you until you're nineteen. You understand that, right? Just fuck."
"But, Mr--"
"Shhh...."
"Mr-"
"Sst. Don't argue with me. It won't be good for you. Okay well? Could silence? Can you, right, my dear?"
I'm powerless.
I'm nodding. "Yes" I said. "I understand."
"Well, since you understand...."
"Sir." I'm shaking. "Please, no," I refused. James touched my dress zipper. "I beg you not, please?"
"Don't argue with me. Don't reject me. And don't say no to me. Don't stop me, Rose," the soft, threatening voice came back. "According to me. According."
Sretti....
The zipper of my dress opened and the wedding dress slid down the leg.
"You're really pretty." He took a step back while holding me as far away as possible. His two eagle eyes were staring at my body which was now almost innocent. From top to bottom, not a single inch escaped his sight.
Nelangsa. I'm disappointed that it didn't live up to my expectations. In this helplessness, I just stood before her with a downcast look, with a no-strap bra and an inside* mini-triangle. I'm almost innocent.
"Rose, I want to taste your race."
Oh my....
James cupped my cheek and made me look up. "Can, right?"
I'm not saying.
"My jawab. Tell me I can kiss you."
I couldn't make a sound, but I had to nod. The tears are now dripping from the corner of my eye. And my heart hurts more when...
When the man's lips were on my lips. He kissed me, then took his lips off me after that instant kiss. And I hope it means it's over.
But it didn't. Not finished.
"You're mine, Rose," his voice was now a low growl, then...
He kissed me again. This time, the kiss was a little rough. Behind my head, his fingers clenched tightly onto the strands of my hair, pressing myself against him until the kiss could go deep.
"Open your mouth and let me explore it."
Not want. I'm shaking.
"Rose. Don't force me, because I won't beg you. Or... Do you like being forced? Hmm?"
Again he threatened me subtly.
"open. I, say, open."
Argha! I hate my helplessness. Again, I could only obey his orders. And now, James' tongue is playing wild in my mouth.
"Give me your tongue."
"Emm?" I'm slack.
"Give me's. I want to enjoy you."
Argha!
Goddamnit! Goddamnit! Shithead...!
My tongue. I wish I could take it out of my mouth if it didn't hurt. I'm disgusted! James was enjoying my tongue, writing* and pulling my tongue into his mouth. My heart sakiiiiiit once.
"Don't cry. Enjoy it so you get used to it."
I wiped my tears even though the pain wouldn't go away.
"Oh yeah, I almost forgot about it. This red mark on your neck. I'm not going to have any problem with who did this to you. But, since you are now my wife, mine, no one should touch you. I'm the only one entitled. Only I can touch you. I must replace this mark with my bite mark."
Whahuh? Oh, my God, this guy's crazy. "Please, you won't-"
"Shhh...."
"Sir...."
"*come. There's someone behind the door. Listen to your confirmation.*does rest for me, Rose. Desaha* scrumptious. If necessary, then strongly*, please...?"
"Ukh!" I jerked. With one move James buried his lips and bit my neck without cue - right on the bite mark Bang Jack this morning. And. and...
Eummmmm... He is* my neck - it is very strong, and it is getting stronger.
"Sakiiiiiiit..," I groaned.
And it's real. I had no intention of doing so contrived that someone behind that door would hear my vow of confirmation. Not at all. It really hurts. The guy's like a *racula.
I, did not stop whimpering as *sapan by *sapan James rained down on my neck. Almost all red without a crack. In fact, around my chest and back did not escape from the *sapannya. Who wouldn't have thought that we'd gone through our first night tonight, our bridal night?
Including Bang Jack.
He would be very hurt if he saw my body filled with red marks like this.
Ii'm sorry....
"Thank you for accepting my wildness, dear. Now you go to sleep. I have to go out to see Papa. Oh yeah, don't be afraid. The whole place is heavily guarded, there are a lot of guards and there are a lot of cctv. So, there will be no cockroaches or rats that will dare to bother you. You can sleep peacefully. I'll lock the door from the outside. And I'll be back here later, but it's a little night. It's okay, right?" One kiss stuck to my forehead. "Sleep. Good night and beautiful dreams. I love you."
But I won't be able to sleep. I had made someone - who was far away - even more disappointed in me.
I'm tired, God. I'm so tired....