
Necklaces. I can't deny, that's what I'm feeling right now after knowing the real Bang Jack profession. However, as much as I can, I try to calm myself down and try to think positively. I know, and I'm pretty sure that Bang Jack didn't mean to trick me. He's just being dishonest, as he keeps his identity a secret from everyone, as well as in front of me, he keeps it a secret, and he must have his own reasons why he kept it from me. Maybe I shouldn't know, right? Whether I hate a cop or not, it's best that an outsider -- no one - nobody needs to know the real identity of Bang Jack, anyone, anyone, except the parties concerned in the membership of the police itself.
Here, I understood that when Bang Jack discovered that he was a policeman, it was true, but he managed to convince me with his alibi that his father was a policeman.
Oh, or are they both cops? Bang Jack followed in his father's footsteps? Could be. But you make me feel stupid. How could I have loved you so deeply, that we were almost one in love, but I don't know who you really are? I really feel stupid.
I dissolved into my own thinking that I didn't realize James was calling me from the outside, at the door of the apartment. If the vibration and ringing of my phone on the nightstand didn't surprise me, I wouldn't have known that James had reached the apartment.
"What are you doing? I'm at the door of the apartment. Open the door," she said as I picked up the phone. His voice was a bit loud and tart, he must have felt very annoyed at me.
What do I have to say to dampen his emotions? I could be wretched for pissing him off. "A little while, My James. I was in the bathroom."
"Hurry and open the door."
"i-yes. Wait for. Just a minute."
"Hurry over."
Ih, that's very chatty. Without thinking any more, I put back everything I had taken out of the brown envelope and put it back in the cardboard, then I put all the other stuff back in, bury the brown envelope back to the bottom of the cardboard box and put it all back on top of the closet. After that, I took my phone and I ran to the door.
Chequek!
James's angry face appeared before me. He stepped in and closed the door behind him.
"Pardon me, I'm sorry, My James. Ak-ak-ak-ak-I. I'm from the bathroom. Please, please don't be mad at me. Please, forgive me. I beg?"
The man smiled. He scrutinized my body from top to bottom and then stood tightly in front of me. "Why are you so afraid to face me? Hm? Like someone who's making a mistake?"
"No, no, My James. It's not that."
"Then?"
"I. I'm just khawa-"
Goddamnit! Mouths silenced. The mentally ill man grabbed my lips. Clutched by a strand of hair on the back of my head, I looked up, and he kissed me violently. As if, he wanted to exhaust my lips greedily.
"I miss you, honey," James whispered, then...
Sretti...!
James unzipped the jacket I was wearing, then took it off my body.
"My James - -"
He grabbed my lips again before I could get in his way, and finally my towel dated and fell to the floor.
My heart screamed, but not with my mouth. Unlike tears, when she drips from my eyes, my heart cries from pain and tightness.
"Lepaaassat...!" I finally screamed and pushed him. I almost got out of control. I don't want to hurt Bang Jack if he sees the cctv footage, it's the only force that manages to push me to fight back.
James shook his head, he looked angry now. "Why, Rose? Did I hurt you?"
I'm speechless. I don't have a good reason to answer James' question. To be exact, I can't tell you my real reason. So, I can only shake.
"Sobbly, Rose, then I won't be angry. Would please? Please, soften it to me."
But I remained silent, still crying in front of him. James finally pulled me back into his arms. Then, with his left hand, he pulled back the hair on the back of my head violently, my face looked up again and he gripped my jaw with his right hand.
"Softhe me! Can you?" his tone rose by an octave and his eyes looked at me sharply.
Having no choice, I had to nod because the man seemed to be back. "I'm sorry" I said at last.
James took a deep breath. He removed his hand from my hair and jaw. "Alright," her voice softened again, and her hands were now embracing my waist. "I forgive you" he said. "I'm sorry, too, I didn't mean to be rude to you. Pardon?"
"Yes, My James, yes."
He kissed my forehead. "I love you. Please, next time, you will never again provoke my anger. I don't want to hurt you, Rose. Not physically, not at heart. Except...."
"Eummmm...."
I wept. It hurt so bad, James bit and felt* the nape of my neck again. So powerful. Just so he's.
"I like it like this. It hurts, but it gives pleasure, doesn't it, honey?"
Enjoy head! It hurts so much, you know! You're a dick....
My hardship is over, but my pain has not gone away, but James has taken off his suit, and thrown it on the couch.
"Please open my buttons. I'm sultry."
"But, My James, shouldn't we just go straight home? It's night."
She shook her head. "I want to settle my feelings for you first."
"But-"
"But what?" He's clutching my chest.
"Don't, My James. There's a cctv."
"Just relax, I'll have Jack remove it."
Argha! So annoying! You sick man!
"Wait for what else? Unbutton my shirt."
"Ba-good. Alright. Good, My James."
"Hurry, Honey. I'm so impatient."
Lord, if I may ask, take this man's life right now. Damaged his heart until it stopped pumping.
But my prayer was not answered. All the buttons on James' shirt are open, all without exception. His shirt was dated, and now he opened his belt, and he took off his shoes with the help of a heel. He did not bow, even his left hand that was coiled around my waist as if it would not come off again.
"You're really exciting. You always make me excited when I'm around you" James rambled while exploring inch by inch of my body with his mischievous, moving fingers.
Really, I was disgusted by his behavior that seemed to deliberately want to hurt Bang Jack to let ourselves recorded cctv. Moreover, he made my back curl back so that he could freely sweep my chest with his naughty lips and tongue. And, she deliberately*the top of my chest firmly. I was in pain and screamed, begging him to take his mouth off my chest.
"Sickness, My James, sakiiiiiit.. sakiiiit...! Please lepaaaaaaas...!"
James, that son of a bitch, he doesn't care about my screams. He just keeps on*my chest is strong. "The more you wonder*, the more I like it. I'm getting more and more excited" James said in front of my face. He grinned like a demon, then he grabbed my hand and smoothed my finger on the front of his pants. On the surface of the fabric which now shows a hard bulge behind his pants.
"One more time, yeah. Wonder* is more powerful. Okay?"
Goddamn bum! Goddamn bum! Goddamn bum! Sakiii....
I was crying, and James looked so satisfied to see me in such pain.
Was he on purpose? Does he have an illness? Context *ex? Or did he deliberately want to hurt my heart and Bang Jack?
"I want to take a shower" he said later. "My company, yes."
Huh huh?
"Come on."
Argha! He lifted both my thighs, carrying me in front of the chest of a koala tub. Practically, I hooked my hand around her neck strongly.
"Where's your room? There's a bathroom, right?"
I nodded, and showed me the direction. James took me into my room, then dropped me off in front of the sink. In quick motion, he lowered and took off his pants, then he sat down on the counter. Something between her thighs had already stiffened perfectly, plus it was challenging. She smiles.
"Wait for what else? Do yourjob. Feel me with your mouth."
Whahuh? Don't wanna....
Obviously I was wide-eyed, then shook my head while crying.
"Oh, come... James begged you, honey."
"Don't do this, My James." I whined.
"OKAY. Then let me do my job. Hows it? Are you ready to make love in this state of consciousness? Huh yeah?"
Nah! Fuck you! You always make my position pinned.
"If you want, I'll do it with pleasure."
I'm not going to....
"The decision is in your hands, dear. Which one would you choose? Pleasing me in your way, or am I pleasing you in my way? Please choose."
I wiped my tears, and decided, "Let me just."
"good. Grab me and open your mouth. Learn to please your husband."
You rascal! My tears are back. Patience, Rose. Instead of you seeing James feel you and enjoy you, you'll be even more hurt. Better this way, even though it's disgusting. Be patient....