Sexy Bodyguard Jack
The Injured Heart

A few minutes passed, Bang Jack again appeared with a softer face. The tension I had seen seemed to have dissipated, though it might not have disappeared completely. I suppose.

"I ordered food for you. Just a minute."

I'm nodding. And then the atmosphere between us went back to silence.

"I'm sorry" said Bang Jack after the long silence. Tormenting. But he melted it by tightly grasping both of my hands. He kissed my hand with love. Whole feeling. "I just can't accept that you're a criminal. You're a good girl. You. you're innocent. You are my simple girl. A good girl. Her feelings. I...."

I shook my head slowly. "I'm so sick of everything that's happened. Maybe I can bear everything James has done for me. But exchanging myself for material, he's gone too far. He insulted me. He made me look like I was trash. I am nothing and totally worthless. It does. It's true I'm a nobody, I'm a street*. I betrayed our marriage and still am dating you. But. I don't know. Clearly, I couldn't accept him exchanging me for materials. He hurt my feelings, my ego, he hurt my soul. He made me able to get rid of all my sanity. I hateit. I want him dead. I want him dead!"

Somehow, but now I'm crying, and Bang Jack is hugging me. "I'm sorry" he said. "Everything that happens to you is the cause. I shouldn't have brought you into my life. I should have left you in the hospital. Maybe your life story won't be this bad."

Thas right. Who can deny the truth? But this fate did not happen because of his intentions. If we could look into the future, maybe I wouldn't have chosen to go with Bang Jack. But, everything has happened. After all, no matter how bad the storyline of my life is right now, Bang Jack is still a man of merit. He saved my life at that time.

"Everything's happened. What is the point of regretting the past? I want a future - good or bad - without James. Even if I'm gonna be accused of the cause of her death and the police can prove it, so be it. Let me stay in jail, it'll be better than I have to live on and remember how much James insulted me, in every second I've been through. That wound in the heart and that memory will never heal unless there is a fair price to pay for it. Death."

"Yes, I won't cry." I wiped my tears until I was no longer. "Abang knows, all I did was hurt my wrist just to show James that he hurt my feelings. I don't want him pretending to be mad at me when he checks if I'm a virgin or not. I don't want him to use that opportunity to torture you through me. With this depressed attitude I'm showing, I want James to think that I can't accept losing my virginity this way. But I'm not sure if my plan will go smoothly. Maybe it's not as easy driving James' mind as I would like. He might not come back to take me with him, or he might just let me stay with you because he's happy to see me depressed, because that means it'll make you feel even more sick. But I'll try, I want to be able to get back with him, as close as possible."

Nodding. Bang Jack confirmed. "We don't know and can't predict how James' mind responds to this."

"Whatever it takes. But I'll keep trying to get back to him. And duty Brother, you must pretend to defend me because you are afraid of anything happening to me. Make him believe and believe that this is not just a game. He can't be aware of my tactics. If he's gonna let me stay with you, we're gonna do the next plan. My own brother would beg James to apologize to me for hurting my feelings. You have to convince him that your position in my life is as someone who meritorious, which I respect, not because of love. You understand, right?"

She shook her head. "You said that, not out of seriousness, right? You love me, don't you? Not just for gratitude. Aye, right?"

Geez, this bodyguard and the cop in front of me is now like a Romeo. Sensitively.

"Do I have to say that I love you so much?"

Hm... My poor romeo. Feeling disturbed.