
After Bang Jack died, I just realized something was different with my room. There is a new television, sailing wide and complete with all the trinkets like a home theater in the VIP room of the ship at that time. And, on the nightstand, next to the sleeping lamp, there was an ornamental lamp that was already on. Lights that will not go out if there is an electrical short circuit. Then, on my bed, there were two pink teddy bears. One is small, and the other is super big. My phone and tablet are also on the dresser. It's active. Even the handsome photo of Bang Jack has adorned the screen of the phone. He made me giggle amusedly. She was so confident that she put her own picture on the phone screen for me.
Dissolved with the sweetness of Bang Jack's affection, I forgot that I had to hurry to get dressed. We haven't had dinner yet. I took my nightgown from my closet and my underwear and put it on, after that, I combed my hair, tied it up, and put on a lotion. And because of this, Bang Jack who just finished bathing and changed clothes hunted back to visit my room.
"Rose," he called out as he knocked on the door.
"Come in" I said, then the door opened.
"Not finished?"
"A little while."
Awkwardly, Bang Jack walked back into my room and approached me sitting at the dresser.
"Old tumben."
"Want to wear lotion" I said.
"Oh, I guess...."
"What?"
"No. There's no."
"I'm not angry, really, about that. You also crossed the line. Emm.. I mean almost over the line," I err.
Silent.
"Sorry" said Bang Jack. That'sallthatis. He was standing behind me, looking at me in the mirror.
I'm just smiling. It's already happened, right? I myself also feel that I am a little cheesy for letting ourselves cross the line. But I don't want to leave him, that's the first reason I'm still here. And, the reason for both, I don't want to leave her. Because I know, without me, he'll get hurt again. And, third reason, if I go, where am I going? In this world I am a kara and have no one else. Not necessarily I could have been luckier and would have met someone better than a Jack Peterson. No one wants to love and love me more than him. So, even though he's that badass, I still want to be here, with him.
Well, I got up, turned around and stood in front of Bang Jack. "I told you I wasn't angry. Don't talk about it, yeah. What matters is that you marry me. By the way, my name... Emilia Frances. My father's name is Frans, my mother's name is Siska. But you can call me Rose. Or you can call me Rose Emilia Fransiska."
"alright. Rose Emilia Frances Peterson." Jack is smiling.
I nodded and smiled back, all of a sudden. "Rose Emilia Fransiska Peterson" I said. "I'm willing to be your Rose. And I'm willing to be Mrs Peterson for you."
Noah. melow. "Thank you for telling me your name." Bang Jack held me back into his tight arms.
"Devents."
"Emm?"
"His embrace. You-" later"
Ah, nuts!
You crazy man. Instead of letting me out of his arms, uh he took me and threw us on the bed.
He laughed so much that I cried because again I was squealing with anxiety.
"Would you get up or stay here?"
"awake. I'm hungry."
"I'm hungry too."
"Remember...."
"Mmm-hmm...?"
"Come on."
"Of course, with pleasure."
"Abang.. I mean let's get up...."
"It has. I've woken up."
"Eh? Already... su-have woken up what?" i stammered. "Don't fuck around, huh. It'll be totally obscene."
Chuckles. Bang Jack rose from above me while chuckling with pleasure. "Come, hurry. If it's not fast, then I'm hungry for you."
Ngacir auto. I left him in my room. "Basic Brother is crazy...!"
"You're driving me crazy, honey," she exclaimed back there.
When I got to the kitchen, I realized again that there was a slight change. There are two large fridges there. Spontaneously I turned around. "It's overkill, brother," I said. "When do you have three refrigerators like this? It's wasteful...."
"Don't protest. One is specifically for storing fruits and vegetables. One is for raw ingredients, and the other is for storing cakes and other dishes. It works all, right?"
He really doesn't want me out of here.
"Tomorrow I must go" said Bang Jack suddenly. "There's a cruise to Thailand. Don't know how long. But I hope whatever I have here will be enough for you, until I get home."
Hmm.hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my heart is quite jolted. He could leave suddenly, let alone in days, I was not willing. But what should I do? Just giving up and accepting, that's all.
"Rose?"
"It's okay, right, if I go?" Bang Jack came closer to me.
I'm nodding. "I can't ban it either, can I?"
"I'm going home."
"Must!"
"Yes. No cry. I haven't left yet."
"You are evil. We've only been here two days, when I was left alone?"
But I was protesting.
"It has. I must be home, really. There's no point in spending the night crying. We're eating, yuk?"
Is correct. It's no use. I wiped my tears until I was no longer. I can't cry. Can't do.
"The important thing is that you always remember, you don't go anywhere. Don't leave the apartment if it's not because of the emergency. There was an earthquake or there was a fire. For the rest, make people out there think like this unit has no occupants. You gotit?"
I'm nodding.
"You can watch in the room, you can cook in the kitchen, or that," - Bang Jack pointed to the sports equipment he also recently bought, the electric treadmill- "if you are bored and want to move, want to walk or run, use the tool, then I will teach you how to wear it."
Geez.. Until as much as possible he provides comfort and security for me.
"Rose?" He looked at me deeply while holding both of my hands.
I looked up, looking back at him.
"I love you so much."
"I love you a lot too. Very much love."
"Pretty here, huh?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Wait for me to go home."
"Surely."
"Don't go anywhere."
"Hu 'um. I promise."
"Don't open the door for anyone else."
"Yes, it won't."
"Rose?"
"Emm?"
"After I go home...."
"What?"
"You don't get fat, yeah."
"Dragon...!"
He chuckles. Bang Jack's laughter echoed throughout the kitchen. Fuck up!
"That's it. Don't melow. Anyway all your needs here are met, there is plenty of food, and everything you need is all available. But that doesn't mean you can eat without caring about your sexy body, okay? Take care of your body and your beauty for me. We're getting married soon. I want my bride to be sexy on the first night. The bride's night."
Ew...! It's so blatant, he. But I nodded and nodded, and then we hugged once more and then decided to have dinner. I put the steak on the table and asked Bang Jack to teach me about Table Manner, the way people eat class.
"For what, anyway? Eat to eat."
"Yes.maybe someday we can live-"
"Yes, yeah, yeah. I-i understand. I'll teach you," he said cutting my words. He knows exactly what I mean. Then Bang Jack raved at length about the Table Manner, where the position of the fork and knife, how to cut the meat steak, and others. "I've been, you know, not eating with a lot of rules like this. Ever since I became a bodyguard, my life has been as I please. Eat as you please, sleep as you please. No one cares or prevents me from having to be like this, it has to be. Everything as I please. Nothing to bring. No one's paying attention."
I smile again. His words show that behind his personality, he is just an ordinary man who needs the attention and warmth of someone: a lover, a wife, someone who is part of his family.
"Don't talk about the past. Now there will be me who will take care of you and always pay attention to you. You want me to take it? Hmm?"
He nodded while smiling. "Bawels are a sign, baby, aren't they, honey?"
Eit bye, this one bodyguard. You're dreadlocks!
"By the way, I wanted to collect your promise this morning. You're ready to tell me, right, about... phobia, which you're experiencing?"
Hmm.. This man of my own did not forget it.