Sexy Bodyguard Jack
Nightmare

On the other hand, I felt that after James realized there would be something new that I would experience, whether anger, punishment, an outburst of hatred, or whatever, anything could happen. Good or bad. Nnnnope. Most likely a bad thing.

I grabbed my phone and called Bang Jack. Crying out.

"What's wrong?" tanyakanya. "James hurt you? What's going on?"

Yeah, after all this time I always told Bang Jack that I was fine, now for the first time I called him in tears.

"I can't stand it" I said. "I've tried to kill him. I've given him sleeping pills and taken him to the tub. But I broke my intention. I can't kill him."

Silent for a moment, then Bang Jack said, "I know. You're a good girl. You will not be able to commit crime. So, now what are you going to do? Wanna hang in there... as.. James' wife, or...?"

Guilt hit me hard. "I don't want to be here. I'm just mine. I'll think of another way."

You idiot! I shouldn't have called her and made her fret.

I made a mistake, Bang. I don't know what James will do to me when he wakes up.

"Rose...?"

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For this."

"It's not your fault."

"I'll try to do my best."

"no need. Let me do it."

"No. Brother don't do anything."

"Rose.." -...."

"I hung up on him."

Tut!

I disconnected the phone call and deactivated my phone. I won't be able to sleep tonight. I know it. But no matter what happens, I'm sure I can take it. Even if it had to die at James' hands, it was fine. The important thing is that his children still have a father figure. And whatever James responds to everything that has happened and what I did to him, I will say this time: I want him back to his family.

Finally, after spending hours in crying, which I thought I couldn't sleep that night, I fell asleep in the early hours of the morning. I slept on the couch for a long time, and I even dreamed about my father, about the tragedy: when my father was shot with a bullet in his chest. I cried, I called until I finally woke up. James is in front of my eyes. And it turns out I was already lying in bed. It was morning, still in the damp silence of dawn.

Crying, and maybe I'm still in shock. I tried to sit down and look for my father. I called him, asking him not to leave me again. But he doesn't exist. It was all just a dream and an illusion. My father's been gone a long time. A nightmare like this breaks my heart.

"Don't cry" James said, he wiped my tears. "You miss your father?"

I slowly realized the situation and returned to reality. The man in front of me is not my husband, he is someone else's husband, he is the father of two baby girls who are now being treated in the hospital.

"I want to come with my dad. Would help?"

"Rose.." -...." He looks at me softly.

"Please? He came to my dream. He must have missed me too."

James shakes his head. "It was just a dream" he said. "Sleeping flowers only. Okay well? You miss it, and you remember it. That's why you dream about him."

"No. No, I didn't think about it. I don't remember it. I. oh, I'm thinking about your kids. I made a mistake, so God rebuked me through a nightmare."

So hurt. That tragedy always managed to pull me to the dark of the past.

"Rose.." -...."

"I know everything."

"Yes, I know."

"Know?"

He's nodding. "So I called Justin."

"Then?"