
"Geez, why? Your face pale? An insecure? Huh yeah?"
Goddamnit! The man chuckles. She's so satisfied she's freaking me out.
After he managed to suppress his laughter, James took a glass of water and shoved the pills in front of my mouth. "Don't worry, my dear. Drink."
I'm shaking.
"Come, drink," he said softly.
"No way," I refused.
"Please, follow the orders of the husband. Okay?"
"But I'm scared."
"Just calm. You don't have to be afraid. It's just a sleeping pill. So that you sleep in your comfortable sleep." Then he whispered in the ear, "For God's sake, Love, believe me, this isn't a weight loss pill*. Unless.. if you want it, then I will give it to you specifically. You want?"
Terrified. I shook my head hard. "No-no, My James. Not now. Would help?"
"All right, then drink up. Come on."
"Em." I'm nodding. According to. I took all the pills James had in hand and swallowed them in one go. I'm resigned.
"good. My beautiful and obedient wife." He smiled again and grabbed my hand. "Here, honey," he asked.
Oh my God, what the fuck? James was sitting on the couch - where Bang Jack and I were sitting together. He made me tremble and almost dropped the glass in my hand. Fortunately, James took the glass out of my hand and put it on the table.
"I'm happy, you finished your breakfast" he said, staring at the empty sandwich plate and now with the apple peeled by Bang Jack. Then he took the wine and fed it to me. "Rose, should you still be this old me? Didn't I ask you to hug me without me having to ask him first? Aye, right? Why don't you put your hands around my waist?"
Oh, my God, I'm so scared. Does he know what I did with Bang Jack? Is there a cctv in this room?
Worriedly. I tried to circulate a glance, sweeping the entire room, wondering: is there really a cctv in this room?
"What are you looking for?"
"No. No, I mean, I'm not looking for anything."
"Then? Did you just hear me? Or am I talking to a statue?"
What's he talking about? Whatdoes thatmean? I'm shaking. "I don't understand what you mean."
"Oh, come on, my dear. Should I have to cuckold? Hugged me, please...? Circle your hands around my waist, will you?"
Relax, Rose. Be calm. Be as relaxed as possible. I also according. I put my hand around his waist, and so did James, he put his right hand on my shoulder. "Thank you, honey. And if you can, fuck me."
"What?"
"Why? Is something wrong?"
"Ti-no."
"Of course there isn't. It is not wrong for a lover to tease his lover. For example, by talking sweetly, or by giving a kiss, or. sori, kuralat, I mean for example you snatch my lips first, then we kiss with a friendly. Or. as deep and wild as possible. With a violent. Hm? Hows it? That's not wrong at all. For you must learn to please your husband."
James knows everything. Then what should I do now?
"Rose?"
"Emm?"
"You like to daydream. You are busy with your own mind. You disregarded me. You make me sad" he grumbled with a contrived sad tone.
Of course I can't focus. I freaked. It's about life. I could die at James's hands. He seemed to know very well what had happened between me and Bang Jack.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"
"Shhh...."
"Forget over. Importantly, focus on our current intimacy. Can you, right, honey?"
"Ep. Alright." I nodded as I prayed in my heart, may James not be reckless with me.
"By the way about that one, I wanted to tell you, I don't like the first moment of a virgin girl with an herbal medicine*. I want at your first moment, you have to be fully conscious. Without the encouragement of chemical drugs. Because what? Because I wanted my woman to have pure passion in her first moment. The natural loitering."
I just nodded. Not knowing how to respond to his words. What should I say about this adult domain chat?
"Oh yeah, I forgot, we should see your mother today, yeah. But next time. Wait for your condition to be completely healthy. It's okay, right? Besides, I'm sure Mama will bless our marriage, right? Aamiin's."
Nnnnope. I do not want to assure your prayers.
"Darling?"
"Emm?"
"Say aamiin."
"Yes. Aamiins. Hopefully Mama can accept the fact her daughter married young."
"Aamiinu. And it should. Anyway, we're married. Well, now," - James pulled my waist and moved me over his lap - "sitting on my lap. Facing me, not sideways."
According to him, Rose. According to without protest. Maybe he already knows. But pretend you don't realize it.
"Papa gave us a honeymoon ticket abroad" James said suddenly. "But the place still has to be kept secret. Let it be later, it's a nice surprise for you. To be sure, we'll be sailing on our yacht. It'll be anchored where, you'll love it."
"Dear, you like it, right? You want to go on a honeymoon with me? Wants, right?"
Forced, I lied. "Yes, I want to."
"You happy?"
"Em, pleased. I. I'm happy."
"But you don't seem to like it. You're not enthusiastic."
"No. It's not. I. I was just surprised. I'm shocked."
"Thank God it is. But right, yeah, you're actually happy? Hmm?"
"I-iya, I'm happy. I'm very happy. Just tell me when we're leaving, I'll get our clothes ready."
James semringah's. "The time and place are still a secret, dear. You don't need to know. But now...."
"Let's!"
Bummer. I got choked up because James knew to reverse position. Just like Bang Jack did, now I sat on the sofa while James stood, bowing in front of me. And just as Bang Jack had done, unexpectedly, he pulled off the dress I was wearing, then threw it on the floor.
Oh my God, I'm scared. I'm afraid this guy in front of me will also jerk down my bra like Bang Jack did earlier.
"Can?" tanyakanya. He stood firm with his knee in front of me, right in front of my chest. Just like Bang Jack. "Only if you will."
I'm shaking. Refused it.
"My fault," he regretted. "I shouldn't ask permission until you can refuse me. I don't like being rejected, Rose."
The tears of fear are now dripping from my eyes.
"You want to let me be fine, or should I force it? Tell me," James' distinctive shrill voice sounded again.
Not want. I want to defend my virginity for Bang Jack. I shook with tears. I want to rise, I want to fight. But...
"Let's...." My head hurts, feels really heavy. The sleeping pills must have reacted. How'this? Will he touch me while I'm asleep?
The man smiled. "good. Sleep better than you keep pushing me, don't you? Go to sleep, my dear."
"No. Please don't.." I whined while enduring the headache. My hands are trying to massage the temples.
But the mentally ill man still launched his action. He's mad. In a quick flash, he knew he made my back lean on the sofa while he wildly devoured my chest.
"Sakiiiiit..," I groaned.
But what's my day? The effect of sleeping pills is powerless. I can't do anything to fight back. In addition to the headache, I had to endure the pain in my chest: physically and mentally. The man was strong* the top of my chest, though not the top, but the entire exposed surface had all been red.
"You are evil..," I sting with the remnants of the power I have.
Unfortunately, as always, James doesn't care. He keeps on crazing me who is already helpless.
"not enough. It's not enough" he growled and carried me and took me to bed.
This is exactly the same as the scene done by Bang Jack earlier. But the difference is, Bang Jack treated me very gently, while James threw my body violently, then pulled my feet and dragged me to the edge of the bed.
Now, I-I'm lying at the end of the bed. My legs were folded up, and there was James between them: holding my thighs solidly with both hands.
Jameeeeeessssss! You're mean to me.
On the surface of the thin cloth, James - - with his mouth - misbehaved with me, and I could only cry.
Sakiiiiiit. This is sick, Jameeeeees....
"I can't stand it, Rose. I want you all." With his wrath, James got up and crawled up on me, crossed his legs.
Sretti...! The zipper opens, then the pants go down, following the interior that wraps itself. Also shirts.
And--appeared. Now I see him again - who threatens me. "I won't wait for you to say yes. It won't."
"Don't.. Please don't...."
But he's been directed. Right in my middle. I can feel it now touching the surface of my skin. By sliding a little bit of the mini triangular cloth that covered my core, James was ready to show his manhood. He's been in a little.
"In the name of love, Rose. Accept me."
"Don't...!"
"Enjoy this moment, dear."
"Evil...."
"But this villain loves you. You're mine."
Uhh!
"Ti. ti..," my voice weakened. Please don't....
The man smiled. I felt him stressing himself once more before I finally lost my consciousness.
I'm asleep.