Sexy Bodyguard Jack
Defeating the Ego

Dear, Bang Jack hugged me tight. I felt that sturdy hand stroke my back while we sat leaning on the sofa. Fortunately, before I told you about it, I could buy a little time, I had finished washing the dirty dishes, and had already stored all the fruit and food into the fridge, otherwise I would have, I'm no longer in the mood to do anything else. I knew it would be this way eventually. I couldn't possibly not cry when I had to tell that dark story back. I've been dying not to remember or think about that tragic incident again. I want to live happily, to live well as my father would. And I always try to do that. Trying to fulfill my father's wishes. Even if I knew, that dark story would not have been possible to disappear from my memory.

"I'm sorry for what happened to you" said Bang Jack. He still stroked my back painstakingly. "And I salute, I'm proud of you, you're so strong. You are great because you can go through everything that happens without having to lose your sanity. I know it's not easy at all. You're great."

Like a cat, I slumped into the chest of Bang Jack's field deeper. Seek comfort. "Thank you for the compliment" I said. "I can be like this thanks to my father. I did everything for her. To fulfill his request. In fact, I'm actually very tired. So tired of facing my destiny that it's always been shit."

"Hey, don't talk like that."

"That's the truth, isn't it?"

"Yes, but right...."

Kuhela took a deep breath. "Not to be discussed anymore, huh? I'mtired. And. yeah, I'm sorry if I'm a whiny."

Bang Jack nodded with a smile. "No, kok. I told you you were strong. You are so strong."

Well, I'm smiling.

"Rose?"

"Emm? What's up?"

"I want to ask."

Inching slightly. I released myself from Bang Jack's arms and looked into his face. "What do you want to ask?"

"Emm. but you have to promise first."

"What promise?"

"Promise to be wise. Don't hysterical. And don't childish."

Hmm. It seems that he is very serious.

"Promise?"

"alright. I-i promise. What would you ask?"

"How much do you hate the police?"

"Eh?"

"How much hate?"

"I hate cops so much."

"Why? Just because of one cop, you hate all the cops in the world?"

"No. Not one. There are many, "I argue. "There are some police. They defend, they justify what the bastard did. Whether they know the truth or not, but they stand up for their friend. They all slandered my father. They're evil! I hate them all."

Bang Jack nodded. "But not all the cops in the world, are they, Rose? Not everyone's guilty of you."

"I knew. But...."

"Rose.." -...."

"They're all wrong...."

"No, Rose."

"Yes! They're all the same! They're bastards!"

"My dear...."

Pitam ride. Bang Jack's defense pisses me off. "Why?" roangku. "I never found a good cop. They're all--"

"What's in front of you is good!"

"Abang...?"

"I mean. My dad's a good cop."

"Your father? Your dad's a cop? You.. You're a cop's son?"

Bang Jack nodded, along with me retreating, away from him.

"I hate cops!"

"No. It's just your mindset that's wrong."

"They're wrong, Bang! Them!"

My God, I'm starting to get out of control, even though the man in front of me is trying to stay calm.

"Rose?"

"Why didn't you tell me from yesterday?"

"For what? My father is dead."

"But you're still the son of a cop! The blood of a policeman runs through your body! You must be as depraved as they are, right?"

"No! Don't hit everyone just because of some people's mistakes. My father was a clean cop. He even fell in the line of duty because he clung to guarding his country. She's clean." He again sighed with difficulty. "Go to your room. Calm yourself, and clear your mind. We'll talk later."

Oh, dearGod. What's the matter? Is he angry with me? Or why? There was anger there, in his eyes.

"Did you?"

He ignored me, then went to the porch.

There, Jack Bang stood. Both of his hands clenched hard an iron buffer with his head bowed. I can see emotions taking over his soul.

"Did you?" call me, but he just looks over his shoulder.

I know, I'm guilty. It was as if I had just splashed salt water over his gaping wound there, in his soul.

I breathe heavily. I must be able to defeat my ego, for her sake. With alarm, I forced myself to go up to him and hug him from behind. "I'm sorry," I said.

"I don't need your apology, Rose. I need your understanding. I need you to lower your ego. Be wise about everything. That's it."

Hmm. I nodded. I don't have a choice. I don't want my ego to ruin our relationship. I can't be selfish, because I only have Bang Jack. I have no one in the world anymore. It would be foolish of me to hold on to my attitude like this and I could finally lose him. Nnnnope. I don't want to lose him. I will maintain our relationship, defend her - even if I have to fight my own ego.

"I'm sorry. I promise, I will be wise. I'll obey what you want. Please.. forgive me? I was wrong."

Ah, thank God, Bang Jack is back softening. He turned and hugged me.

"Promise?"

I'm nodding.

"Listen to me. Not all cops are bad. Not everything is depraved. Trust me. Like dad. You know, my dad was shot dead by a drug gang. He was asked to work together not to handle the big criminal cases of the dealers. His own superior asked, he offered my father a great reward. But my father refused. On the way home, my father was shot and killed. But I don't blame all the cops for this. Because not all cops are depraved. Not everything. Okay, Honey?"

I nodded my head again.

"good. My obedient girl."

"For your sake."

"Now promise me reverence."

"Dragon...!"

"Rose?"

"Yes, yeah. I promise, I won't discuss anything like this again. I'm not gonna argue about this anymore. I will always obey your words. I-i promise. I'm sorry, huh?"

Bang Jack nodded. "thank you. I keep your promise, yes. Don't be naughty again?"

"Yes, Brother. I promise."

But Bang Jack chuckled. "By the way, you're afraid of losing me, aren't you?"

Eh?

"You're afraid I'm going to decide because we have different opinions? Hmm?"

"Dragon...!" i'm squealing. "Not funny! Very confident, anyway! Fuck up!"

"Indeed." He hugged me back. "I can read your heart and mind."

Ah, whatever. It really is. I don't want to lose him. My dear Jack brother.

"Darling?"

"Emm?"

"It's night. Why, yuk?"

"Eh? Brother...!"

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