
"Rose? The darling? Hey, wake up."
A brother? Jack Bang? That's Brother? Is brother here?
I heard his voice, Bang Jack's voice. But my eyes were still caught in the intense drowsiness.
When I managed to open my eyes, the handsome face of Bang Jack was present in the eye crackers. I tried to get up, but...
"ouch...! It hurts." My head felt so heavy, I again lay weakly in my bed.
Obviously my condition is making Bang Jack worried. "Why you?" tanyakanya.
I shook my head, trying to remember what happened to me. Last night, after I washed the dirty furniture we had for dinner, I sat on the living room couch, waiting for James who was talking on the phone with someone. I know we're ready to go home. And I know exactly, last night I didn't stop yawning and resisting sleepiness. And now...
My eyes swept across the room. Right, I was in my room. And I, I noticed myself, I was wrapped in a blanket.
Don't-don't...?
I feel my body, to my chest, plain. Down, plain. I'm getting restless. My tears welled up, and I knew I was going to cry.
Now it's no longer about my virginity or about my disgust for myself, but it's about my being, there's a Jack Bang in front of me, his feelings must have been very painful to see me - his lover - in this state. Already, even just been touched by another man, still already*, anyway! What's more here, inside this room: the room that was supposed to be the bridal room for both of us. But this reality?
James savage! Exorbitant! I hate you, James....
"It's okay" said Jack. His voice was hoarse and his eyes were glazed. "Don't think about it, huh? I'm fine." He showed me the paper I wrote for him which was now in his hands. He read my letter.
Oh my God, I'm ashamed of him. I kept shaking with my face covered in tears.
"I want to go to the bathroom" I cried.
With pleasure, I got up, stumbled into the bathroom. Then, with my body wrapped in a blanket that I immediately took off, I stared at my body in the mirror. The red traces on my body were increasing. And down there, in my female organs, a sticky white liquid splotches on the surface of my skin.
Sleeked. I was crying as much as I could. My feelings wouldn't be this broken if there wasn't a Bang Jack here right now, he wouldn't see me in this state. I even lost fast with James's moves. What he did was beyond my expectations. I thought we were going to go home after dinner, but he mixed sleeping pills in my glass instead. Why would I write a letter and tell Bang Jack about me through writing, if in fact James wanted to tell Bang Jack so blatantly like this?
Goddamn shit! What a heartless man that is.
"Rose, please stop crying. Hold your emotions, "pinta Bang Jack from behind the bathroom door. "Don't torture me with your cries, Rose. I can't see your tears. I'm sick, Rose. I'm ill...."
Yeah, Rose, everything's happened, it's done. Don't torture the man with your grief. Don'tdon't.
"Rose.." -...."
I took a deep breath. Trying to calm myself. I wiped my tears and said, "Just a minute, Bang. I. I'm gonna take a shower first."
A few minutes, I spent cleaning myself, taking a quick shower. After that, I came out with my hair wrapped in a towel, and my body was wrapped in a blanket. I'm out of the bathroom.
At the end of the bed, Bang Jack sat facing the bathroom door, he immediately stood up as I opened the door.
"You're okay, right?"
I'm shaking. "No" I said, but the eyes can't deceive themselves. My tears are dripping again.
"Darling...." Bang Jack hugged me. For a few seconds, maybe minutes, we hugged in sadness. "It's okay. Whatever you are, whatever happens to you, to me you will never be despicable. My love will never change, Rose. I love you so much."
I was happy to hear it, but I was also sick. "Did you?"
"Emm?" Bang Jack let go of his embrace.
And I took the blanket off my body.
"Rose?" The man was stunned, his eyes almost wide open: shocked as well as astonished.
I went forward, squeezed myself into his body. "Please, touch me" I asked.
"But, Rose...."
"Don't refuse me, please?"
"No. It's not like that. But--"
"Here," - I raised Bang Jack's hand, put it on my chest, moved it, put a soft touch on my chest with his palm - "he hurt me here. She rema*my chest strongly. He doesn't care if I'm in pain. He was*, even biting me madly. Pain, Bang. So hurt. Please heal my wound. Would help?"
He looked at me with pity. "Yes," he said. She started fondling my chest, stroking it fondly, then kissing it.
"Do it rough, please," I sting. "With you I will not feel pain."
With a nod, Bang Jack fulfilled my request. "I'll go wild with you" he whispered.
I smile, I laugh, with Bang Jack I feel so happy. I enjoyed this wonderful moment. Fondling the man's love from his warm touch. Enjoy the touch of Bang Jack feels right down to the recesses of my heart.
"Hu'um."
"Wisdom?"
"Yeah."
"You want more?"
"certain. The rest."
"Well, for you."
Ouch! He was* the nape of my neck, just like James did. Just as rough and equally powerful.
"illness?" ask Bang Jack.
I shook my head, and smiled. "No," I said. "It doesn't hurt at all. But scrumptious. I feel good."
"good. One more time, yeah."
Bang Jack grinned crazy, then he could* the nape of my neck once again, on the other side. "Eummmm...." The pleasure made my nerves tense and felt like breaking up.
"Do you want me to go crazy over this?"
I'm nodding. "Don't ask, please. Do whatever you want. Loved me. Gilai. Make me happy, please? I beg?"
"Anything for you, honey."
Yep. We're crazy together. Jemari Bang Jack moving wild in the chest. And in the name of love, I do not complain of pain for its strong grip, not even its savage, vicious and wild feedings. I accept all his treatment with all my heart. I willingly, willingly he*me with extra, crazy.
"Abang.. I'm happy!" my peek.
Bang Jack just laughed watching *jalangank*, then he took off his shirt and held me and threw ourselves in bed.
"For you, Love," Bang Jack whispered again, and then he came down to my feet. There, between my thighs, he kissed me affectionately, then his tongue tickled mischievously, and, he buried his lips deeply, then...
Uhh! Crazyaaaa...
"Repid...."
Bang Jack chuckled. "Enak? Hmm?"
"Enak. More than I can say," I'm. I laughed so happy. "Again. Give me more. I want more."
Emotions rule me. The impingement of my ego who is already sick and seriously injured. My tears are dripping again.
"What's wrong?" bang Jack asked, he aligned himself with me.
I'm shaking. "I don't want to get pregnant with James's son. She took me to the obstetrician, she took me on a pregnancy program. I. I don't want to get pregnant with James's son. I don't want to."
"Shhh.. don't cry. Let it be how destiny determines. To be sure, I'll try to save you from that villain's lair. Okay?"
The villain -- that word, instantly made me remember who the real Bang Jack was. "You're a cop?"
Jack looked at me deeply. "Don't talk about it, please? Keep my identity a secret, please?"
"Yes, definitely." I'm nodding.
Jack is smiling. "Thank you" he said. "I'll set you free. But I need a while. I have to move according to the plan and direction of my superiors. Waiting for the right time. Don't ask how and when, you don't need to know anything. You understand that, right?"
"Yeah, sure. I'll just wait. I'm not going to scoop up anything on your plan."
He smiled again, but this time it was a mischievous smile, why his hands had already slid down, defending me cordially. "I want you, Rose. Let me unite with you, please? Treat my wounds, and I'll treat yours."
"Ah, dreadlocks. Am I going to ban you?"
Huh! Bang Jack laughed, even me. We are happy, melted down in this laugh, in this friendly moment. Then Bang Jack got up, got out of bed, and I followed him. I sat on the edge of the bed, opened his belt, zipped, then took down his pants plus *his page with no rest.
Deg-degan. I see him as a whole. He's the one I'm craving, and I'm touching him. With love, I felt it warm in my grasp, with the palm of my hand, without the slightest disgust.
"Don't waste time." Bang Jack took my hand away from him, then he laid me down and he crawled up on me. For a moment we kissed while Bang Jack pointed himself at me. Right there, right at the core of me. "I love you, Rose" he whispered.
Oh, the beautiful world...
If James hadn't come and screwed things up.
Goddamn bum!