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The time!

I actually won James' trust even though James' reaction was far beyond my expectations. I thought he would still be a selfish person: one who did not care how I felt and would continue to impose his will on me. Not at all. He really didn't see me for a long time. Instead, she instead sent me fresh flowers every morning, every day. She also asked the nurse from the mental hospital to call me every day via video link so I could communicate with Mama. And, worse, James also brought me a psychiatrist.

In those days, I could do nothing to attract James to me. The distance he creates keeps me stuck in place. I can't possibly suddenly say that I forgive her, let alone ask her to stay in the room with me. On the other hand, I also could not move freely in that house. The surveillance in the house was very strict. I've explored it one time, everywhere there are cctv, in every corner of the house, even in the kitchen area. Besides, there are a lot of servants, my movements are very limited. I couldn't sneak into the room James was in. One misstep, I could end up in jail easily.

Almost desperate, the opportunity finally came when I fell ill. I was sick and had fainted to the point that James called the doctor to check on me. When I regained consciousness, I saw James near me. From then on she accompanied me and took care of me while I was sick. He fed me even he helped me take a shower. But the distance was still there, she slept on the sofa and never ate with me. He also did not discuss anything with me other than asking me about my situation and what I needed. Even when I asked what I was sick of, James just said I had too much of a thought and my stomach acid rose. He said that was what the doctor told him.

Four days of taking care of me and staying in the same room as me, James finally ordered coffee for the first time to the waiter and asked to be delivered to the room. Before he could drink his coffee, his phone rang. He went out of the room to get the call. It was then that I fulfilled my long overdue mission. I keep the powder sleeping pills in my mekap. As Bang Jack and I had planned, James couldn't have thought that I had sleeping pills in mekap, let alone to examine them and get rid of them like he got rid of my sleeping pills that were still in tablet form. He wouldn't have guessed that.

To be honest, even though I had mixed a high dose of sleeping pills into a coffee cup for James, I hesitated to do this. I feel unable to commit a crime. Moreover, when James had returned to my room and drank his coffee, I saw him sleepy and fell asleep on the sofa, the guilt was further undermining me from within.

There's no turning back, Emilia. Your life cannot go on like this. It's time.

Come, Emilia. Do so.

With courage, I got out of my bed and locked the door. Trying hard, I dragged James' large body and took him to the bathroom, took off his clothes so that no clothes would get wet, and I leaned him in the tub and turned on the tap.

But I did not dare to look at it: I did not dare to see the water drown him and stop his breathing. I got out of there, left the water rising and filled the bathtub with James unconscious.

There's no way back. Good bye, James. Goodby.