Sexy Bodyguard Jack
Dilemmas

The long-awaited time has finally arrived. James returned to Indonesia to attend an annual party hosted by Mr. Johnson and his colleagues. The people he worked with in the black business. I knew when James came home to Indonesia. Because, that night, before the party took place, he himself informed me by video call. He said that his feelings were bad. That's why he called me. He asked how I was doing.

"I'm fine" I said. "Don't worry."

He's nodding. "Your menstruation is over?" tanyakanya.

I'm nodding.

"Good then. I'll be home tomorrow." But he did not smile, and instead said softly, "I miss you so much. I'm sorry, yeah. I left you for days."

Again. I'm nodding.

"I'm also sorry for all my rude behavior. I'm sorry, Rose. It's just my bad. Basically, for God's sake, I love you so much."

God, why do I feel this way?

"Rose?"

"Yes?"

"Wait for me to come home, will you?"

"Yes.yes, My James."

"Thank you." He smiled with a sad look. "I hung up, yeah. Ilove you. Bye, darling."

Phone connection disconnected.

Should James die just because Bang Jack wants me with him? But I can't possibly tell James that danger is threatening him. I can't betray Bang Jack either. Oh my God.. Why am I in such a dilemma? Please calm my heart....

But, in fact, there was a strange struggle in my mind.

Naive! You idiot! How can you calm down if you find out that someone is being stalked by death? If you can calm down, let alone really expect him to die, then you've become a complete criminal.

Argha! I'm upset myself.

Just take some sleeping pills, Rose. If you wake up tomorrow morning and hear the news of your husband's death, maybe? There's no way you'd be happy to hear that news. But. but whatever. If you hear the news tomorrow, then. Just accept. Okay well? For Bang Jack, Rose. To be with Bang Jack. Okay well? Calm. Now, take some sleeping pills. You have to sleep so you don't think about anything that's going to happen tonight.

Well, I'm moving on, and I'm taking my sleeping pills. I pulled out my phone and played music. I wish I could sleep peacefully.

But, before I fell asleep, even worse thoughts entered my mind.

What if things turn around? What if he who lurks death, he will die? What if Bang Jack gets hit by a bullet? Please don't, God. I love her so much. I can't stand it if he dies and leaves me. Please, save him.

But he had bad intentions, Rose. The little voice in my mind said.

Huh! In the end I was upset with myself.

What exactly do you want, Rose? You're in the middle, in between their battles. In this battle there can be no word of peace. You will be with one of them, whoever can win this battle.

I'm yawning....

Please, medicine.make me fall asleep right now. And give me good news tomorrow morning.