WHAT ABOUT ME?
what happened to Yuda?

I ventured to look at Yuda's bead, but the man glared as if I could not see him.

"what's the problem with you?" ask me then.

"ck, it means right my guess all this time, you are silent put a sense to Haris, you should be self-aware, you are not worthy of Haris. Besides, you will take Haris from Rania" yuda said, but when he said that, his gaze turned in another direction, not me.

I took my breath slowly.

"what does it have to do with you Jud, when we are not close friends, we just know each other because you are friends of Haris, that's all. why do you feel like a friend so close? "

"you don't know the facts about Jasmin yet, I just don't want you to get hurt"

"what was I so bad that you said that, and what about me, how about me, how I feel, I also have the right to determine who I like Jud.

before you said this, I already felt that wound, Jud, seeing that their closeness made my heart ache, but I couldn't stop this feeling"

luckily the school was already a little quiet, so our conversation did not invite the attention of other students.

Yuda shook his head, I don't know what was on the man's mind, just now he said that if I didn't deserve Haris, then now why would the response be like that.

"you don't know him very well Jasmin, I hope you listen to my words this time because I care so much about you.

I don't forbid you to like any man, but not Haris" Yuda explained then he passed away leaving me who was still digesting the word.

"hey Yud, what did you mean" I shouted at Judah, in vain, Judah had disappeared among the crowd of other students waiting for an invitation.

what does Judah mean, why does he forbid me to continue my feelings for Haris.he says as if Haris is a bad man who does not deserve to be admired.

still remembered a few years ago, when I was run by some of my former school friends, he once helped me from those who locked me alone in class. it was from her kindness that I began to admire Haris, but, why did Judah say such a bad thing about Haris.

I shook my head strongly, trying to dismiss the presumption that came to my mind.

because it was noon, I rushed to go home let alone have 10 minutes more I was in front of this health room. I don't want to make my mom and dad worried, especially when I go home on foot, which takes a lot of time.

arriving at home, after saying hello and entering the room, I rushed to change clothes and approached the mother who was still in her sewing room.

"mom, can Jasmin help you? "

"still not yet brother, this was the mother who cut the cloth.how was the test? " ask mom

"alhamdulillah smoothly ma'am, yes even though not all Jasmin can do it anyway" I replied while grimacing embarrassed.

"not what sis, the name is also a test.there is an easy one that is difficult, but I believe if you have tried as much as possible to answer it correctly.

now you just have lunch after that just learn" said mother.

"well, Queen Mother. "I soon left mother for the kitchen, I was hungry, indeed, especially after facing the exam that requires me to think hard and also the journey from school to the house that I only travel on foot to make worm worms in my stomach thrashing and asking for it immediately fed.

after taking the food I went back to my mother, then sat on an empty chair that is usually used for guests who will sew their clothes.

"mother has eaten? " ask me while sitting

"yet, later if you're hungry" mother is still focused on the sewing machine that is still on.

"yes, if that's Jasmin bribe yes ma'am, we eat the same" said I then began to spoon rice and side dishes to feed my mother.

"no need to brother"

don't want to argue mom started eating the food I feed her until the rice on my plate toilet at the meal by all mom.

this reminds me of when I used to bother my mother when she was eating, she who was eating rice with salted fish side dishes I immediately approached and asked her to bribe me.

"after mom, I'll get you again"

"mother is full, now it's your turn to eat sister" said my mother.

I nodded, after giving my mother a glass of water, I went back to the kitchen to get my food

after I finished eating, I went back to my room to study according to the orders of my queen mother.before I reopened the box from Liam. I'm getting curious about her whereabouts and hopefully she still remembers me.

I grabbed the necklace then I looped around my neck. All this time I never wear accessories. let alone necklaces, even earrings I do not wear, because it does not have.

I headed for the glass attached to my wardrobe then looked at the beautiful circular necklace around my neck.

"why does the necklace get prettier after wearing it" I smiled at myself when I saw my look on the big glass in front of me.

finally I decided to just wear it, there was at least one accessory attached to ba and me.

"finally I have a necklace too" I exclaimed with a happy tiptoe

tock

tock

tock

"Jasmin." called my mother from outside the room.Mom probably heard my voice in the room so she approached me.

"uh mom, what's up? " ask me after opening the door.

"why are you screaming, there's a problem? " ask mom.

"no ma'am" I replied, but I could not hide my happiness from my mother's vision.

"don't lie, that's your smile smile yourself, where's your cheek until it's red so, what's up? "

I scratched my temple while grinning the horse "em, this is ma'am" I said while showing my necklace "apparently Liam gave me this gift before leaving, ah I'm so happy ma'am! " call me excited.

"Liam's? oh Liam who used to play with you, a neighbor who contracted at your grandmother's house.how are you, the child, has long since I never heard from his family"

"i also don't know mom, even they move wherever I don't know" I chimed in.

"hopefully they are always healthy.it is now there to learn, I want to see your sister first, he said he wanted to play at Tio's house, but until now has not come home even though he has not had lunch.

you take care of the house first yes, maybe dad will soon be home too"

"aami... "

"let me just-let me... "

"you've learned, let mother Tio pick up your sister" mother passed away after cutting off my unfinished speech.

after my mother left, I went back into my room to study.