WHAT ABOUT ME?
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5 Months later

"honey.." - Yuda was right behind me. I who was stirring the vegetables was shocked, especially the sturdy arms tightly coiled in my already bloated pe rut.

yes, I have been a dung, the doctor said if I was holding twins, that's why at the age of just 4 months, the doctor said, my pe rut is already much larger than the pe rut of pregnant women in general.

"while Mas, my cooking was not yet cooked, "I tried to take off my husband's embrace, but instead of letting go, he just tightened his embrace, I snorted annoyed, always like this.

"can't you stop cooking, I've prepared a housekeeper, why are you tired of preparing food for me, I don't want you to be tired, baby " cerocos Yuda makes me even more anxious.

"but I like to do it, Mas. besides I just cook, do no other work.yeah, if you don't want me to cook again, "

I turned off the stove, removed the apron and placed the origin on the kitchen table, leaving behind a gawking Yuda staring at my departure.

for some reason, my feelings are getting more sensitive every day.not to mention Yuda, I am confused.

I walked away, towards the living room and then started to turn on the television

"honey, wait! " cried Yuda who half ran over to me in the living room

"what else mas, he said can not cook, yes already, I do not cook. " said I sulked

"you can cook whatever you want,"

"basa sucks! "

I was sulking, but it only happened for a few minutes, after which we always reconcile.

Today, on Sunday, we would usually take a morning walk around the complex, but not this morning, the rain fell a little heavy so we could only stay at home.

"awhile, I continued cooking first, "I was about to move on, but Judah immediately grabbed my arm, asking me to sit back down.

"have let, let auntie continue cooking, you are today quite silent with me, understand! "

I nodded resignedly, the more about, the harder Yuda would ask me to rest.

***

the originally pitch-black sky, now it had changed brightly, the rain had stopped, leaving behind small specks, bringing cold.

I brought a tray of warm tea and su su and snacks to Yuda's study.

I slowly knocked on the door, before I opened it.

"do I bother you? " question me while popping my head, looking at Yuda who is still busy with her laptop screen

"honey, what's wrong? " ask Yuda as he moved from his seat, approaching me

I opened the door of Yuda's study and went inside, I put the tray I was carrying on the table and then sat on the sofa.

Yuda also sat himself beside me, occasionally his hand stroking my ruth.

"are you busy? I'm gonna have a drink with you, "

Maybe because today's air is so cold, so I'd love to indulge in Yuda

"better finish your job first, I'll wait for you here, promise not to interrupt, "

Yuda stroked the top of my head, "yes I did, I finished my work first, after which you can be as full as me, "

I nodded, leaning my back against the back of the sofa as I watched Yuda return to his laptop screen.

I don't know how long I've been in Yuda's study, but after I realized it, I was already in my own room, with Yuda sleeping while hugging me from behind.

I fell asleep this afternoon waiting for Judah.

I try to stretch her arms and get out of my sleep, I want to go to the bathroom.

"where you? " murm Yuda half sleepy

"go to the bathroom for a while, go to bed again, "

Yuda immediately opened his eyes, leaning his back on the back of the mattress.

"i'm waiting for you, "

I nodded my head, walked towards the bathroom, a few minutes later, I came back after Yuda who was still waiting for me on the bed.

I lyrics small clock on the nightstand, apparently the day has gone up in the afternoon, I will invite Yuda to take a walk in front of the house.

"go for a walk, Mas, "take me while sitting on the edge of the bed

"i'm ready first, "Yuda immediately jumps from the bed to the bathroom, he will wash his face.

***

Now Yuda and I are in the complex garden, the garden is planted with colorful flowers and there are several chairs there.

I invited Yuda to sit on a chair located not far from my finger at this time, carrying a small crackle containing snacks, I vigorously walked towards it.

This afternoon the sky seemed very bright, replacing the morning that was in the rain, I sat down while eating my snacks, telling a lot of things with my husband Yuda.

"mas, thank you, for always being patient with my childish attitude, thank you too, for loving and loving me, for being a protector and complement to my shortcomings.

I'm sorry if I've always bothered you, but trust me, Jasmine Zainisa, I will always and forever love you,"

Yuda stroked my arm, smiling warmly,

"i'm the lucky one to get a beautiful and nice girl like you, thank you for waiting, and trust me, I don't know what it would be like if that girl wasn't you, maybe he would choose to give up waiting for me. Again, thank you, "

Pan's cry for the sake of the tadpole he put into my face, I'm very happy, regardless of any problems we've ever faced, both I and Judah will remain together.

I am grateful for God's good destiny, with all the shortcomings and traumas of the past, now God presents a companion who loves me more than anything.

Now I have recovered from the pain I once felt, leaving the joy of having a small family that complements each other.

'Dad, your choice is right, and I'm so grateful for that, thank you for teaching me so much, I hope that in the next life, I'll still be your daughter'

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