WHAT ABOUT ME?
Patient

There was the sound of my sister crying from the outside, immediately I closed my reading book and then approached my sister who was still in my mother's arms.

I don't know why my sister cries when usually she's never like that "Jefri why mom? " ask me as soon as mom sits in the living room chair.

her eyes looked glassy after coming home to pick up my sister from her friend's house.

"give your sister some water first, brother, let her calm down" said the mother, nodding and passing to the kitchen to get her a drink.

after drinking a glass of water, Jefri now seems to start to calm even though it still sounds small stuffing.mother told Jefri to go to the room to rest while I was still accompanying the mother who was still silent from earlier.

"mom." call me slowly.

"your sister was pushed by your grandmother to fall" said the mother later.

hah how can, I gawk at mother's words, can grandmother do that to her own granddaughter.

"kok can ma'am, is Jefri as brash as grandma? " i want to make sure who's guilty here.

mom shook her head "when mom was almost at Tio's house, I saw Ana pushing your sister's push, because your sister didn't respond, Ana became more and more. maybe it's because your sister finally avoids Ana, which eventually makes Ana fall and cry

your grandmother who heard Ana crying came and scolded your sister, and she pushed your sister down"

Mother sobbed, maybe he was tired of facing his mother who hated his small family.even his little son also felt his hatred.

my hands were clenched tightly, I hated Grandma as much as I hated my evil friend.

why are they so repressing to people who do not do or interfere with their pleasure.

"it can't be in the morning ma'am, Ana is too spoiled to be so insolent" I moved on, but mother grabbed my hand and stopped my steps.

"if you want to scold Ana or get angry with your grandmother, they will become more sister, maybe later they will act more, you have calmed down first after that look at your sister"

finally I sat back down even though the emotions within me were still overflowing, my blood was boiling considering how often my grandmother made trouble with my little family.

when my emotions were still going up, I felt a warm sigh in my head. Apparently my mother knew that I still could not neutralize my anger until she tried to calm me down.

"patient Jasmin, do not get carried away with emotions or later you will regret it" said a subtle word from my mother made me try to regulate my hunting breath.

I nodded, trying to control myself from the emotions, after quieting back I looked at the shady face of the woman who had given birth to me.

"some day, when Jasmin is successful and can buy his own house, we leave here. Jasmin just wants later in old age mom and dad get an abundance of affection and calmness"

"my dear, may Allah grant you a good prayer"

I hugged my mother tightly, honestly I felt sorry to see my mother trying to be strong in front of us.

once upon a time, after my grandmother finished making a noise, I saw my mother crying without a sound alone in the room, I wanted to come closer and hold her, she said, but try to hold back so that the mother can expose all her complaints.

I don't want to make you grow up, so maybe letting you cry will make you calmer.

"mom don't cry, Jasmin can't see my tears" I said shaking, I even cried to see the woman I love crying like this.

"sorry mother Jasmin, sorry mother. "spirited mother.

I just nodded, after a while we calmed down, mother said goodbye to back sewing while I approached my sister in the room.

"Jef." call me.

my sister who was drawing turned her head towards me and smiled.

"why not take a nap instead of asking you to rest? " in fact, the mother followed Jefri to Tio's house because she wanted to take him to lunch, but said Tio's mother, Jefri and Tio had lunch together earlier before playing at Tio's house, finally after arriving at the house the mother only asked Jefri for a break.

"i can't sleep, sis, there was a drawing task so I continued to draw" he replied while showing the picture.

I smiled, stroking the top of his head fondly.

"yes, it's done right after that show it to brother, okay! " call me while holding my thumb

"okay, ready brother" answered my carefree sister, she even raised her two thumbs towards me.

we laughed together, enjoyed the day with jokes and jokes.

***

In the afternoon, my mother asked me to buy eggs and instant noodles at the stall because the vegetables I cooked this morning had run out.

after mother handed me two pieces of money five thousand I immediately set off.

I walked towards the mbak Dina stall which was only about 400 meters from home.when I arrived in the middle of the journey, I saw Haris who was about to go to the field by riding his motorcycle.

"hey where are you going? " sweep while asking

"eh, going to the front shop, where are you going, Volley? " ask me guessing.

"iya dong, afternoon should exercise to be healthy"

"tomorrow is still a test, don't forget to study let's not like me, confused here and there"

Haris flicked his hand, now he stopped the bike that made me stop "just relax, we can kayak earlier, barter the answer" he replied as he raised his eyebrows.

ah my heart blossoms flowers seeing Haris's treatment like that.

"it's better to learn and be able to do it yourself" I replied.

"yes anyway, yes I have already, yes, have been waiting for the cement in the field"

I also let Haris go.