WHAT ABOUT ME?
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It has been 1 week I was at home, now is the time for me to return to the overseas because the work has been waiting for me. Gita, he took me to the terminal after a few days of staying at my house.
Like Dejavu, I shed tears again while saying goodbye to my family.
ah, how can I be this crybaby, even though I have felt far away from my family for a long time.
***
3 Years later
The light of the morning sun entered through the blemish of my bedroom window that was not covered in curtains, I squirm, I squirm, stretching out my stiff muscles after a night of overtime until midnight because there are important customers visiting the boutique.
I grabbed the phone I put on the nightstand and turned it on. My eyes were wide when I saw the clock on the phone already showed at 08.15 wib. which means I was late to work.
"astaga, you idiot! " squeak me and get out of bed to shower and get ready.
it didn't take long, 10 minutes later, I was done and tidy. After making sure my boarding room was locked, I immediately ran to get to the boutique.
this morning I did not have time to eat breakfast, but my stomach from waking up had kicked asking to be filled because last night I also did not eat dinner because of fatigue.
again I condemn my growing stupidity.
with a breath that is still boring immediately enter and look for bu Tari to apologize.
"eh Jasmin, why did you just come? " tanya Ica from srah cashier
"sister's mischief, forgot the alarm!" exclaimed me and immediately ran towards the room of Miss Tari.
arriving in front of the room Miss Tari, I tried to regulate my hunting breath, after being calm then I started knocking.
one, two beats, came an inside answer asking me to come in.
slowly, I began to turn the doorknob and open it.
"good morning, ma'am, "greet me while looking down. Even though I and Ms. Dance are close, but at work, I still keep boundaries with her as I am today.
"eh, Jasmin. What's wrong? " the question then allowed me to sit down.
"Jasmin would like to apologize, ma'am, today Jasmin is late because of a dream, "
"oh that, didn't I say last night that you could leave at 9, I know you must be tired because I asked late at night, so you're not late today, "
"a-ah yes, I forgot, ma'am" I said as I scratched my temple.
"it's okay oh yes, later you and Kinan overtime yes, because my nephew would choose clothes here, "
"me again, Mom? " usually we will alternate for overtime, unless someone permits because there is an interest.
"yes, Ica same Nelis permission can not be overtime, so the power told you to make overtime again, is it okay? "
"yes ma'am, it's okay. I'm willing, "
when I finished, I immediately resigned to go back to work.
***
in the evening, everyone had gone home except me and Kinan who were on duty for overtime.With waiting for Tari's niece, I chose to tidy up some clothes that looked a little messy.
The sound of the door opening, and Kinan standing guard greeted her warmly, after I finished tidying up some of the messy clothes, I immediately followed Kinan to serve the niece of Tari's mother.
it looks like they are lovers because it looks from the woman who is holding the arm of the man with affection.
I approached and greeted the two guests who came tonight.
"congratulations ma-" My words stopped when my eyes whistled bobbing with the eyes of the man in front of me.
we were equally surprised, even I could not regulate my emotions when I remembered he was holding a girl next to him.
I was lucky to wake up and return my smile.
"sorry, good night, how can we help you, sir, miss? " ask me while smiling to cover the wound.
"i want to look at the example of her wedding dress, can you show me? " ask the girl friendly.
me and Kinan nodded, inviting our two guests towards the special room of the wedding dress.
we asked them to sit on the sofa while Kinan and I picked up some samples of wedding dresses on the display.
"this is some of our latest models, miss. you can choose and try it first, " said Kinan.
the girl nodded, and began to observe and choose the dress she was looking for. Kinan and I took turns explaining the details of the details of her dress to make it easier for her to choose a dress.
the girl I was expecting to be in her 22s pointed to one of our latest dresses "what do you think, Yud? "
"Good, "the answer is short.
Yes, that man was Yuda, the man who asked me to wait for him to come back, but now, I find that he already has a partner, and even worse today they are choosing a wedding dress.
to be honest my heart felt in a strong squeeze and broken to pieces.I, waiting for Judah as he requested, but now, he was lying.
is it possible that this is my love story, which must end up extinct even as before flowering.
I thought he was different, I thought he would stick to his words but they turned out to be just a calming word for me.
What about me, Jud? what about me who waited years for you, but you chose with others, my heart was broken for the second time.is all men the same, indeed, do you like to give false hope?
"mom, I want this one, yes, " said the girl I did not know her name.
"well miss, let me take you to the dressing room, " said I while bringing a dress for her while Kinan was making drinks for our guests.
I drove the girl into one of the rooms that mrmang specially designed to change dresses.not to forget, I also helped her to dress her.
"you are beautiful, Miss. your future husband will definitely pangling, "praise me for who I am.
"Tisha, call me Tisha just mbak, like we're the same age" he said.
"i'll call you, Miss Tisha just to be more polite, "
"whatever it is, let's go out, "take him and walk out of the room first.
we arrived in front of Yuda, the man looked surprised to see Tisha already standing before him in her dress of choice.
"Yud, how? " tanyanya while turning her body.
"beautiful, befitting you, "he replied, but his gaze was not in Tisha's direction, but in mine.