WHAT ABOUT ME?
Bad feeling

After returning from the stall I immediately cooked instant noodles plus an egg as an addition to protein, do not forget to add the spice of onion and garlic to be more savory because mother asked for a lot of sauce to be enough for the four of us.

after it matured I immediately put it into a large bowl then took it to the dining table.

while waiting for azan maghrib I decided to take a bath first because the body already feels sticky let alone exposed to cooking steam, making my buh tingling.

"ma's cooking is ready, Jasmin took a bath first yes" I said to the mother who was struggling to sort the stitches.

"yes, after we finish maghrib, we eat together"

I immediately passed towards the bathroom after picking up the towel on the clothesline.

I can't find Dad, maybe he still hasn't come home from the fields because it just so happened that today's dad harvested chili.

finished the bath and prayer maghrib we waited for my father at the dinner table, until now my father still did not come home.

mom looked riled up from staring at the kitchen door, I was the same because I don't usually come home late like this.

"dad where ya ma'am, why did the tumben this hour not come home yet, it's almost okay but father has not come home? " ask my mother.

mom shook her head, "so your dad just said he wanted to harvest chili in the fields, but I don't know since from no home at all"

I saw my sister who was staring at noodles in the bowl, she must be hungry, just that she did not dare to ask for food because she knew that at this time she was harboring worries about my father.

I grabbed the plate and immediately filled the plate with rice and instant noodles with a little gravy and then put it back in front of him.

Jefri looked at me "eat, then my brother and mother follow" I said later.

jefri greedily ate with the noodle soup that was about to shrink, I immediately moved but mother stopped my steps.

"where are you going Jasmin? " ask mom to look at me.

"i want to nyusulin father to the field first ma'am, maybe the work is not finished so father has not come home" I replied

actually from earlier my feelings were not good, but I did not want to tell my mother because it would make her think more.

"yes already, quickly go back quickly yes, say the same father if it is not finished in continue tomorrow only with mother" said mother.

I nodded then immediately ran towards the room to pick up the jacket.

the night air in my village is very cold, if not wearing warm clothes will be easy to catch a cold, after being ready I immediately say goodbye to mother and then aegers go to approach father.

I walked the dim road to the fields, fortunately the distance was not so far that it did not take long I would soon arrive at the fields.

arriving in the fields, I could not find my father there, not even the father who used to make campfires was currently invisible.

the field was quiet and dark, but because I was worried about my father's condition, I ventured to go down the field.

I saw some chili peppers that had been picked up and were currently in a sack near the road, which meant that my father was not finished, he deserved not to come home late.

but when I spread my gaze, I did not find my father there when I shone my flashlight in all directions.if father is in the field, of course he will come directly to me.

"dad.."." I shouted loudly calling father.but silent, no answer what.

"dad, let's go home" I shouted again.

"father." I was surprised to see my father lying on the ground.

I went to my father and I tried to wake him up, but he didn't respond to me at all.

"dad, dad woke upwell.dadwhy did it get this way" I roared, crying as if I could see my dad with his eyes closed unconscious.

"dad wait here, Jasmin asked for help first" I told my father.

I immediately crooked and ran towards the nearest resident's house because if I see RT sir, it will take a lot of time.

tock

tock

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"assalamualaikum.pak de, mr. de, open the door, mr. de. "cried me knocking on the door of Mr. de Somad's house rudely.

chequeleked

"loh, Jasmin, what's wrong, why are you crying?" bude Eni. la asked open to me who was crying.

"who is mom? " ask Mr. de Somad who just appeared from inside the house approaching me on the terrace.

"this is sir, there's Jasmin, he's crying" replied Bude Eni.

I still do it as much as you can, but when I saw Mr. De Somad, I immediately approached him.

"sir de, de please Jasmin, father, father unconscious in the field sir de. please father Jasmin" said I sobbed, even some Bude Eni neighbors came out of the house to approach us.

"astaghfirullah, yes, let's go there. please tell the other neighbors to follow there yes" said Mr. de Somad

"well sir" replied Bude Eni.

mr. Somad immediately turned on his motorbike and invited me to get on his bike immediately.

I did not say much, after saying that, Mr. de Somad immediately drove me to the field, after which some residents like him had been told by Bude Eni to follow me to the field.

"where's your dad? " ask mr. de Somad

"that, that's there, mr. de, come on. "I'll lead the way to the father who is still lying.

after arriving, Mr. de Somad immediately checked his pulse

I'm so worried something's going to happen that I don't expect.I hope you're okay.

Mr. de Somad looked at me with his own eyes, then looked back at my father

"innalillahi wa innalillahi roji'un "glued after finished checking the pulse and breathing of the father.

Deghs