WHAT ABOUT ME?
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I sat pensively in a garden chair not far from the boutique after work, I immediately covered the park to just look for fresh air that I did not find when I was in the boutique

I took a slow breath to break down my emotions that were about to explode, my heart really hurt when I saw Yuda holding hands with other women.

I guess everything he said, and all the writing he gave me back then was proof of his seriousness to me, however, it was, apparently it's just a sedative word so I don't get too late in the grief.

enough, I had waited all this time, and now I decided to stop and close my heart.

"already, Jasmin. close your heart with the name of love. You are disappointed enough and do not repeat it again! " my murmur then went to go home.

I walked a little quickly because I felt something was wrong, especially when I heard the sound of footsteps from behind as if following me.

with a slightly trembling step, I sped up my steps to get to the boarding house immediately.

occasionally I looked back, but nil, there was no one behind me. However, the sound of the footsteps came back when I stepped back.

in the midst of my fear, someone grabbed my right hand, I quickly turned around and was surprised by the person in front of me.

"Yu-Yuda." I couldn't believe it, but he left after he finished shopping, but now the man was in front of me.

"This is really you, isn't it, Jasmin? really, I'm not dreaming? " she said with her bead eyes looking straight at me.

"a-ah, I'm sorry you seem to be the wrong person, sir. I'm sorry first." said I then took off his grip and walked away.

"how could I possibly be wrong, you're my Jasmin, my filthy black Jasmin! " it's a little loud.

I stopped my steps, exhaled a slow breath then continued my steps towards the kosan.

"hey, why are you avoiding? " his question managed to equalize my footsteps.

"sorry sir, it looks like you got the wrong person, I'm sorry, "

"how can I be wrong, when I see with my own eyes that you cry sobbing in the garden by saying my name, are you not happy to meet with, Me again? " tanya with sadness

For a moment I was fixated, but I was reluctant to serve Yuda's words which I thought were just nonsense.

I didn't want to answer, I immediately ran towards my boarding house, I opened the room in a hurry and closed it back quickly.

***

The next morning, I went through my usual activities. wake up, shower, eat and go back to work. My 4-year-old activities in Jakarta were monotonous, as well as the, moreover, it has been 2 years since I returned home to avoid Haris who again disturbed me.

Ah mother, I miss you so much, Mother.

arriving at the boutique, Kinan immediately approached me and said if there were any guests who wanted to meet me and were waiting in the waiting room.

after keeping my bag in the locker, I rushed over to my guests this morning.

it is common, if there are some customers who ask to be served by their subscription employees, maybe because it is suitable and agree that makes it easier for customers to make their choices.

I went into the waiting room to get to our boutique customer, I frowned, I thought, she was a girl, but apparently a man, she was sitting behind me while playing her phone.

"good morning, sir, sorry to keep you waiting, "

"is there anything I can help you with? " ask me from behind.

"there, "he answered.

I tried to regulate my heart beat. Yuda, that guy was already in the boutique this early just to see me?

heh, where possible.just maybe he wants to confirm the problem of the dress that was overhauled yesterday

"you, I need you, Jasmin! "

"sorry sir, I do not understand. do you want to take your order yesterday? " even though I'm upset, I have to stay professional, because it's about the boutique's good name.

"ayo come with me. " Yuda immediately pulled my hand and took me out of the boutique.

"sorry Mr. Yuda, I can't. don't be like this, there's Miss Tisha who you have to take care of her feelings." I said when Yuda asked me to get in the car.

I just don't want my friends to think badly of me, let alone Kinan knowing who the man I'm with right now.

"Jasmin, please. don't talk formally like this. I'm Yuda, I'm Yuda you, Jasmin! "

I exhaled slowly, then turned to the boutique which was a little slow because it was still morning.

"sorry, I have to work! " i cried about to leave Judah, but the man was like reading my movements, so that, I had not yet stepped, Judah had already pulled my arm.

"come in." he opened his car door and asked me to come in

"i've told you about Aunt Tari for your holiday today, so there's no reason for you to leave me again! "

as if knowing what was the burden on my mind, Judah explained everything without me asking.

finally I resigned when Yuda asked me to get into his car. Maybe this way, I could more sincerely take off Yuda along with Miss Tisha.

I don't know how long we have been on the trip, but for sure, it feels very long, there may be about 1 hour on the trip.

the car began to enter an elite housing, there were many luxurious buildings lined up neatly. I looked at him with a look of amazement, he said, can't imagine how much money I'd have to spend to own a mansion in this estate.

Yuda turns his car around in one of the mansions that looks so soothing to the eye.

"wait a minute, "he said then got out of the car and ran to open the car door for me.

"who are we at, Jud?"

"my house and my future wife, me. What do you think? " his question when he finished opening the door, I was stunned when I saw some furniture that looked very luxurious and expensive.

"should ya, you ask me this? "

"yes, gotta!"

I sighed softly, Judah had changed, he no longer even cared about my feelings that felt slashed when he invited me to his house and his future wife.

"there's an advantage to be sure I'm here, you should be sure Miss Tisha, she's the one you'd rather bring here, not me, "

"i want him to make you, not him! "