WHAT ABOUT ME?
52

The day that I thought would be sweet because it could be reunited with my three best friends turned bitter.

I snorted annoyedly but tried to be invisible to them.

soon I changed my expression from the originally irritated to so sweet as not to make my three best friends suspicious.

I approached my three best friends then we hugged each other, releasing all the mounting longings.

"sorry, wait a long time" I said as we had broken our arms.

"no, we also just arrived" said Vidya

"oh yes Jas, I asked Haris is okay, right? " ask Rania.

I shook my head slowly, where might I say that if Haris shouldn't have to come, it would definitely make Rania disappointed in me.

"it's up to you, Ran, who am I? " ask me, whereas at the beginning of the plan, I will go with Rania, while Vidya with Naila.

"either I aja Jas. ayok leave now, hunt the place rame" asked Naila. before leaving we say goodbye to mother.

Since I had been quiet a lot, I also did not want to greet Haris the two-faced because I did not want to deal with the man.

for the past few months, Haris has always contacted me, texted and sometimes even asked to make a phone call

But I was just ignorant, there was not even the slightest intention of me to reply to the message he sent.

I was surprised by his plan, even though he was still dating Rania, but somehow he suddenly began to contact me, even I remember never giving her my phone number.

for a moment I pondered what made Haris contact me but still I didn't understand whether it was good or bad intentions I didn't know.

when I expressed my feelings to him, he refused raw even as if he was disgusted at me.

I don't know, I'm getting confused for him, which surely now my feelings for him have evaporated with disappointment first

1 Hour drive we finally reached the destination, the first place we headed is a new ice cream shop is crowded in the conversation because of the many branches

a little in line we were finally able to get all our orders and we would eat them in the city park while telling stories there.

***

I sat down with Naila and Vidya on the lawn, while Rania chose to sit in one of the chairs with Haris.

even though our intention was to go out and spend time together, Rania chose to be with her lover

"Since dating Haris, Rania has changed to us" said Vidya

"yes, he said he wanted to meet kangen but even mojok same Haris, I was more was deh same style dating them! " naila exclaimed, he looked arrogant but from the look of his eyes he looked worried.

"why Rania, isn't she just talking to Haris? " ask me curious.

indeed, after I worked for Ida's grandmother, I rarely went home and once I came home, I would spend time at home with my mother and Jefri

"you rarely go home like a bang toyib. Gini ya Jas, during Rania's school in the city, almost every day that Haris ngedatengin cost the cost of Rania, make me worried, afraid they're going the wrong way" concluded Naila who is one school with Rania

"not only there, at home also the Haris rutin really ngapel, but in the past Rania was not like that, yes you know what Rania used to be like, how, and now it's much different from what it used to be, you see now for example" said Vidya

I mangosteen mangosteen, it turns out that during our separation a lot of stories that they pendam and a lot of changes from my three friends, especially Rania.

is that how cute he got to the time that we should have gathered four, he was even cool together.

we ended the discussion about Rania and chose to tell her the day of our day after we graduated from Junior High.

it was very late and we decided to go to the nearest mosque before returning home.

"Where is Rania and Haris? " ask me when I see the bench sitting they both have been replaced by someone else.

"i called for a while" Naila immediately picked up her phone and called Rania, but repeatedly called, Rania never picked her up.

"not lifted" he said

"there were children, from earlier did not join, now even say" grumbled Vidya. indeed, Rania only with Haris and did not intend to approach us for a moment.

"just send a message, say we go to the mosque for a while, then go home, so he won't find us" my advice was echoed by Naila.

"yes that's it, after all he's dating Haris so let it go, anyway he chose to go with Haris right, not the same as us"

After we finished sending a message to Rania, we immediately headed to the mosque and then continued back to their homes.

***

Arriving at home I immediately cleaned up and approached the mother who was watching television with Jefri.

don't forget I brought one snack swipe to eat with the one I bought before I went home.

"it's for mom" said I thrust a white envelope after I gave Jefri a snack.

"what is this, brother? don't tell me this is your salary? " ask mom full of search

"hehehe, it's mom, especially. it's Bundahara's mother, so I just hold the money, if Jasmin who brings fear of khilaf mom"

"you have grown up cooking this way must be a mother who keeps, from now on learn to save money yourself because mother can not necessarily always save your money" said mother sound ambiguous, and the mother was not, but I tried to shake it.

"what the hell mom, Jasmin's money is also mother's money, so only mother who holds, Jasmin take care! "

"yes it's mother tube, you if you need anything directly say the same mother, do not in the pendem itself, understand! "

"understand my dear mother.... ". " oh yes ma'am, Tari ma'am son Nek Ida gave the offer to Jasmin"

I remembered the offer from Bu Tari, I better ask my mother's opinion so that my heart can still choose.

"what offer? "

"work in the store ma'am... "

"loh, instead of bu Tari it lives in Jakarta yes, how can nawarin you work, you are still in school too sak"

"iya ma'am, you know, bu Tari said after graduation I could work in her shop, itung while studying. Jasmin, where his mother and Jefri left home alone"

mother smiled at me, a very soothing smile. "mother how are you sister, if you are interested you can take and do not worry about your mother and sister at home. with what you can achieve, it's more than enough for a happy mother"

I did not expect if the answer mother out of my estimation.I think mother will refuse raw raw because I have to wander far, but apparently she even supports me.

"really ma'am? "

"you think it's mature, there's still a year to think about it" said the mother.